Damn lazy to blog

BUT.
I got something that I have been thinking for a very long time.
Your whole life is being path out by decisions.
Whatever you do depicts your life.
Think back 1 year ago.
What were you doing?
Who were you hanging out with?
What will be different if you were hanging out with a different bunch of people.
What will you be doing now if you weren't hanging out with the people you are hanging out with now?
Will you be happier or not?
In any cases, no matter what decision you choose, always choose the one that you won't regret choosing when you look back 10 years down the road.
Will it be worth the fun?
Or will it be worth the sufferings?
It's your choice every seconds.
Whatever you are doing RIGHT NOW, depicts you, depicts your life.
Just thinking it's so damn true.
:)

Bad dream

It's been so long since I dreamt about ghost and being killed.
It was so damn scary.
I was at my grandparent's hdb block.
Both of my grandparents had passed away.
So the house was empty.
I only remembered I forgot to take my wallet and phone.
It was left inside the house.
Then I remembered going up to take, and then I was so nervous.
I came out but was being attacked by some random ghost.
It was damn scary la.
I couldn't describe the ghost, the dream was not very vivid.
(WHICH IS A GOOD THING?)
Hahahaha.
But okay, it's quite a cool experience anyway.
Damn long never nightmare.
Hahah.

Whole day wasted on....

Dream

I couldn't really remember the dream.
But it was a very good feeling.
I knew I somehow caught back with a lot of friends in the dream.
Caught up with Zong Han, caught up with my eldest brother.
Then saw my eldest's ex also.
They were kinda good friends.
Even caught up with Celestine?
Hahahaha.
Oh, oh and I caught up with my 9AHC
The dream just makes me realised that I haven't really been a great friend.
Like I've forgotten so many people that have made great impacts in my life.
I really want them back.
But sadly, I don't know how to do so.
But the best part of this dream, was just a very beautiful scenery.
It was really very very beautiful.
Imagine the seaside.
The rain just stopped.
The sand is wet.
It's dark.
The water is dark, the beaches are dark too.
But the water was reflecting some of the light from the sky.
The sky and the sea was meeting each other at the horizon.
No obstacles.
And lastly, imagine a very bright northern light in the sky.
That is reflected by the sea.
The whole night sky brightened by the northern lights.
It just keep changing colours.
And it was majestic.
Imagine 20% of the night sky keep changing colour.
I remember I saw Valerie BIJIA.
So I shouted at Bijia, "VAL! VAL! GO TO THE BEACH. GOT NORTHERN LIGHTS."
Then a lot of my friends (which idk who) went out to the beach.
The sand was really wet, cause it just rained.
The sand was really cold, but everyone didn't care, everyone just looked up.
Perfect scenery.



It was really something like that, but without the trees and island in the distant, and it was more dark. And the sand were more smooth.

Damn sleepy

Just reached home after a tiring struggle.
Went to watch Dark Knight with Eugene and Joshua just now.
Watched 30% of the movie.
The other 70% was in lala land.
Freaking sleepy.
Lol.
Then after watching movie, took 109 back.
And went all the way to Serangoon.
Couldn't even wake up.
Then alighted and took 147 back.
I almost, ALMOST, missed again.
Ahhh.
Damn shag.
Anyway, today has been a rather good day.
The most memorable thing today I guess would be the parent teacher meeting.
Mum met Sarah Ee.
It wasn't as bad as I thought.
Instead it was actually quite a nice chatting session.
Aiya, damn lazy to blog today.
I want watch karate kid.
Hahaha ciaoszxzs.

好烦啊

如果用华文写不噢可的话，肯定只有一些人会想要读。
太久没有写华文字了，超奇怪的！
哈哈哈
我最进的生活真的是好乱哦。
最近比较烦，比较烦，比较烦！
哈哈哈。
真的是好烦啊。
每天都在和头脑战斗。
每天都在想东西。
今天过得不错。
读书时间没有什么东西要讲的。
应为实在是太无聊了。
啊！
我的背好痒。
Sunburn 我不懂怎么说。
哈哈哈
下课时我到了Study room和Destin，Wilfred，Leon，Joshua，Atila 还有ChinYue 读书。
我终于找回我念中四时的信心。
从前每个人有什么问题（读书方面）都会问我。
今天在study room 就是法身了这件事。
好爽哦！
LOL
好了啦。
我别用华文了。
HAHAHAHA
So fun.
Okay so after studying, went to eat with Leon, Josh, Destin and Chin Yue.
Leon, Josh and Destin went to eat at Subway.
Then left me and Chin Yue at the Tai Wan there.
Finally got time to catch up.
Hahahaha.
Talked alot.
Talk about starer, talk about her girlfriend.
Tsk tsk.
So many things to talk about.
So little time.
Hahaha.
OKAY shall go dota with him now.
:D
再见！

Every single time

Created by ME!

Shag

The whole day trying to scratch my back.
The sunburn skin peeling off.
THEN IT'S FREAKING ITCHY.
Can't stand it.
Really want it to faster heal.
Lol.
Nothing much happened today.
Just got caught by lecturer twice today.
Once by Raman, once by Buzz lightyear.
Lamers sia.
I swear the most abnormal teacher in J1 are now the most normal teacher in J2.
Mr Hon.
Mr Nah also more normal already.
Actually, it kinda show that we are going insane.



HAHAHA just learnt how to create my own memes.
So fun.
LOL.

Exactly

The worst feeling

is when you are trying so hard to fucking catch up.
But your results prove otherwise.
And people jump to conclusion that you're not fucking trying.
Accusation always suck.
I apologise for my vulgar.
Not in the right mood to blog properly.

Fucked up

I fucking hate my life.
Fucking hear shouts every single day.
Father shout mother shout teacher shout friend shout.
Everyone just want to kpkb here and there.
I fucking cannot stand this fucking shit.
Cb everyday also people kpkb.
Can't let me have my peace meh ccb.
Come home only kena kp.
Ask why I don't want study.
Say I should stop climbing.
Think I'm fucking useless.
Money is the most important la hor.
No need care about happiness one.
Still say grow old already "Have fun got what use"
WTF?
That's why I have a totally different lifestyle as you.
I don't want my life to be as boring like yours.
I really don't understand the older generation.
Every single thing also want kp.
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ.
Really just feel like leaving house.
Feel like a bird being stuck in a cage.
Caged by the society's expectation from me.
I may be useless, as a person.
But I'm probably more capable then most of the idiots with degrees in the world.

HAI GAIZ. SUNBURN SUCK.

Yes indeed.
Sunburn suck.
I tomorrow got climbing.
Hope it heals sia.
My face look like guan yu now.
Super pain.
I think one of the worst pain I've ever experienced.
Long lasting pain I meant.
Worst pain I had was when I muay thai kick my bro and then he managed to block with his knee.
And my shin bone bent in.
Until now still got abit bent in.
LOL.
Anyway, school was rather okay today.
Cause I had quite a good sleep last night.
8 hours.
Hahaha.
But still fall asleep in school la.
OH YA YA.
I WANT TO RANT HERE.
No offense though.
I thought Vincent's father going to fetch me.
Then in the end NO.
Vincent went to MSIA.
So I chiong to cab to school.
The uncle was super nice.
He know I'm late.
I didn't tell him or anything.
Maybe he notice that I keep looking at my watch.
So he keep cutting cars and drove damn fast.
But the traffic was really jam.
He managed to bring me to school at 7.36.
Even though I didn't make it on time, I am still damn grateful for the uncle.
So professional.
And he even charged me 20 cents less.
Cause easier to give change.
So that I could rush into the school.
Oh well.
Hahahaha.
Okay so after school went to study with Destin and Wilfred.
And Clarence came to ask me complex 3.
Hahahaha.
So after studying, went to cut hair with Eugene at Ehub QBHouse.
Then went to eat at Fish and Co with him and Destin + Edwin.
After that headed home.
My sunburn really killing me.
Hope tomorrow can climb properly.
Hahahaha.
Nights.

Atlas cheerleaders outing!

Hahaha.
Just came back from atlas cheerleader outing.
It was AWESOME.
Even though there was so little people.
Let's see, went there late in day 1.
Reached sentosa at around 10.40.
When I supposed to meet them at vivo at 9am.
Lol.
So went there and slacked.
Then swim around with Jonathan, Xiao quan, Wilfred, Leon, Shaon, Chawit .
Then later Jeethi came.
Then we started playing with sand ball.
LOL damn fun.
Then we started launching people from shoulder.
And we took really nice photos.
I'm the launcher btw.
Hahahaha.



One of the nice photos.


Hahaha.
It was really damn fun.
Hahaha, tried to climb the boulder again.
And I can't finish the route that Jia Cong gave me the other time.
:(
Anyway went to bathe after climbing the boulder.
Finger damn pain lol.
And I was freaking burn.
Then after playing at Sentosa, we headed to vivo for lunch.
KFC.
By the time, I already damn shag.
Cause the last week I was sick + little sleep.
Then I felt like dying already.
So after eating KFC, headed to take bus towards our chalet.
Took 10 towards Roxy Square and then walked towards PP to buy food.
Oh right, before we went to buy food, went to play Arcade.
LOL.
Damn fun.
Alright so went to buy food.
Cope free longan from the supermarket.
HAHAHA.
Okay so after that took 43 towards our chalet.
By the time I'm already freaking shag.
So fell asleep on the bus.
Then they didn't know where to alight.
So they alighted at VS and then walked towards there.
So damn far.
LOL.
So ya, finally reached the chalet.
Check in and then LEPAK.
Went to sleep along first at the second level.
Then later Nicole and Valerie came in.
Hahahaha.
We were singing songs.
And acapella here and there.
Shadow puppet.
Leon came in later.
Lol.
Damn funny the acapella.
But it was not bad.
LOL.
Yup so after that went down when Matthew came into the room and ask whether got plaster.
Cause Serena cut her foot from the vodka glass.
But it was a minor cut la.
Hahaha.
So went down and then start to bbq with Leon, Jeethi and Matthew.
Cook bacon and stuffs.
Then later went playground play abit.
Here and there.
Then it was around 3am already.
So went back to the chalet and then watched Toy Story with them.
Everyone crowded around the bed.
Totally no space.
Hahahaha.
So watched toy story until like 3.40 then they went down to drink.
So joined them and then drank abit la.
Like 3 shots of XO.
Hahaha.
Yup so play until so people become drunk.
E.g, CHAWIT TANSUCHARIVITCHIT.
Hahaha, so went back to bed to watch Toy story.
Watch until finish then I went to sleep.
Woke up when everyone wake up cause they wanted to go watch sunrise.
So yeah, joined them.
And got some nice photos.

It looked nicer on my phone la.
Hahaha.
Okay so after watching the sun rise, went towards jumbo there to lepak around.
Watched marathon runners.
Hahaha.
Then later went back to chalet.
Oh, on the way, found this box of chocolate on the floor.
Before that Serena and Jeethi were looking for seashells.
So I was also looking around near the shore.
So higher up the shore, fond the box of chocolate.
So I picked it up and opened it.
The chocolate feels new.
Checked expiry date, 2013.
SO I JUST POPPED ONE CHOCOLATE IN MY MOUTH.
Hahaha.
It tasted quite nice.
But it was damn disgusting, the fact that it was on the shoreline.
Lol.
So after that, went back to chalet and then packed up.
Dai di with Matthew, Glen, Shaon and Desmond.
Lol damn funny.
Okay then after that packed up and then go home.
Took 401 and then 43 from PP.
Saw Yu Ting on 401.
She was on 401, just finished the marathon.
Hahahaha.
Yup so went home.
And then I slept.
And then just dota-ed abit.
Now I'm going to pack bag and sleep already.
NIGHTS.

Lol

Supposed to meet cheerleaders at Vivo at 9am.
It's exactly 9am now and I'm at home eating maggie mee.
MEET THEM AT SENTOSA!
Hahahaha.
Ciaoxsz

Spiderman

Hahahha.
Was quite an okay day today.
It's 10.22 only and I'm feeling so tired.
Shall go sleep sia.
Hahaha.
Tomorrow still got chalet.
Q_Q
Okay so let's see.
What's so fun about today.
Hahahaha.
Went to school.
First period was Chem tutorial.
Omg, I actually asked Daniel Nah question after his lesson.
So didn't went for recess.
After recess was PE.
PE ELECTIVES.
Played floorball at bball court.
Freaking fun.
Team with Terence, Wilfred, Abang, Edwin and Nicholas.
Dribbling floorball damn fun.
LOL edwin say my dribbling zai.
But I think Yi Ren one most zai.
CCB he play any sports also pro.
Study also pro.
But why no girlfriend sia.
Hahahaa.
Then after PE was econs tutorial right away.
I didn't have any food la.
So went to class and then started doing Econs Essay.
Managed to finish and then hand in.
Then physics tutorial.
Started to accuse Dr Vaz that he phD also cannot teach.
LOL then in the end is there's a problem with the question.
NEVER DOUBT DR VAZ.
HE'S ALWAYS RIGHT.
Okay so after physics tutorial  was maths tutorial.
Asked June Tan the maths question that me and Atika was talking about yesterday night.
Hahahaha.
Great recap of parametric equations.
Yup then it was supposed to be lunch and then econs lecture.
Skipped both and stayed in class to discuss about mid points with Michael.
Triangle mid points.
Circumeter or something like that.
LOL then we like making our own hypothesis and it was true.
One of them was "A triangle with one of the angles more than 90 degrees would have its equidistance point (same length from the three points of the triangle) outside of the triangle"
And we managed to prove it.
Lol.
Something like that la.
So after that went to canteen to eat.
Saw starer.
Woo.
LOL.
Yup so went to LT 5 after eating to find the rest of our class.
CB.
They playing sepak takraw in LT5 and blasting music.
Play with mic, play with projector.
Damn fun.
HAhahaha.
So after that headed to Ehub to watch Spiderman with Yi Da and Nicholas.
Great movie.
Hahaha.
YUP so headed home after that.
Didn't take 109.
Accompanied Nicholas and Yi Da to take MRT.
But I realised it was damn stupid.
Alighted at paya lebar and then change to yellow line.
Alighted at Serangoon and then change to purple line/
Alighted at Buangkok and then took 43 back home.
Imba far.
Hahaha.
So after reaching home, was training my one arm pull up.
LOL.
It's my project.
Woooo.
Shall do it one day.
Maybe by end of this year.
Hahahaha.
Okay ciaozsxszxz shall go sleep.
Damn shag.

Freaking tired.

I really need a lot of sleep but I'm not getting them.
Studies have really killed me so badly man.
Realised I've got so many things to catch up.
Hahahaha.
But if I get good results for A level, it's really a break through sia.
From 4U 1S.
Tsk.
My parents would have to see the VP soon.
Then when the adults talk, I would be down there wanting to disagree everything.
But since they are adults, everything they say is correct.
And so I have to agree.
That's what I forsee la.
Hahahaha.
Anyway, today has been an okay day.
Eugene never come school.
So sad.
First 2 lesson were tetris.
Then after that 3 lectures then 4 periods break.
Went to domino's pizza with Abang, Yi Da and Nicholas.
It was raining though.
But damn shiok.
Hahaha.
Took 358 there and then after eating, we wanted to go back school by bus as it was raining damn heavily.
So decided to run under the rain to the bus stop.
Then only me and Abang ran.
Then in the end Nicholas and Yi Da stayed inside.
Then we keep asking them to come.
So after 3 mins of persuading they finally come.
Then when they come, I realised the bus stop is 403.
LOL.
So must run back.
Yup, so after that took 358 back to school.
Nicholas went H2 while me Abang and Yi Da studied in the study room.
Or rather I studied la.
So after that was GP and then Maths tutorial and then school ended.
After school ended, Mrs Goh asked me to wipe the board.
Then the whiteboard freaking hard to wipe.
Then everyone left.
Cause everyone followed Viola home apparently.
Lol.
So went to study room to study alone.
Until I call destin and he told me he not going cca.
Then I ask him want study anot but he studying with his classmate.
But yeah, decided to study with them.
His friend is Atika or I don't know how spell.
Hahahaha but yeah studied together.
At first was damn awkward.
Until we started arguing over this Chem question.
Nb she damn smart.
J1 only ABBC U
I MYE, UUUU S also.
This year also.
Yup so we studied together from 6 to 10.
Then me and Atika keep thinking about this question about LOCUS.
Then freaking pek cek.
Nb keep doing doing doing,
Then in the end went to check internet for answer.
Then in the end it's freaking simple.
Just can't think of it.
Wa, du lan.
LOL.
Yup so after studying, went to eat with Destin at Macs at the sports hub.
Lol so went home and I'm here blogging.
I am freaking tired sia.
Sian.
But I guess I'm finally working on the right way.
Lol.
Shall go sleep.

Fast post

FAST POST.
Gonna rush to school soon.
HAhahaha.
Yesterday didn't blog cause I'm, really freaking tired.
Like shit.
The whole day keep coughing and flu and stuffs.
Eugene spreaded his illness to the whole school sia.
Almost 60% of the 103 people started coughing and in the LT also people start to coughing.
The whole H1 econs group kena already except josh.
SPREAD.
Lol.
So lessons were kinda okay yesterday la.
Physics lecture always sucked.
Cause I don't know how to do.
Lol.
Damn lousy.
I was telling my classmates that if I pon school for 120 days then go to school for A levels.
I will definitely score better than if I go to school everyday.
Not really helping myself in school.
But at least I'm starting to get used to the studying life.
But still must slowly.
Yesterday studied with Eugene.
Even though both of us wanted to die already (cause of our illness), we continued to try and understand the physics paper 1.
Yup so after studying, went to eat with him and Destin at JustAcia, Ehub.
Nb Eugene eat damn freaking long cause of his cough.
He's coughing at "80cpm" he said.
80 coughs per minute.
Really damn bad.
Then he want talk also become cough.
Lol.
Okay then we went home late cause of Eugene.
He almost vomit on the way to whitesands.
LOL.
Okay shall go for school already.
CIAOSSXSZXZS.

Blah

Heard that Justin Lee has a climbing blog.
Hahahaha.
I just feel like changing this blog into a climbing blog too.
Nothing much to blog about everyday.
It's just climbing.
If I post like how I train for climbing, no one would freaking care.
Oh well.
SO YA.
TODAY I TRAINED ON CAMPUS BOARD.
Managed to skip one board.
Then me and zhi wen damn excited to do cause it may be the beginning of our journey to 1 arm pull up.
Hahahaha.
So we kept training on the campus board during PT.
Plus weights some more.
Then take off the weights feel damn shiok.
Hahahaha.
OH ANYWAY, I almost dislocated my right shoulder.
I could feel the thing almost pop out when I do Aizat's project.
I'm not going to do it again.
Feel damn dangerous.
Hahaha
Aiya.
Damn tired.
Don't know whether I should go for rock masters.
Need to have timetable for prelims ah.
If not cannot decide.
Oh well gonna sleep.
Nights!

Damn bad sorethroat

Ahhhh freaking pain.
Today has been quite a productive day.
Hahaha.
Great.
Anyway, I'm so touched that so many people read this blog.
Hahahaha.
Like an average of 60 views a day.
Wooooo.
ANYWAY, school was boring as usual la.
Eugene ponned school.
After school went for consultation with Dr Vaz.
For fun.
Hahahaha.
Then later after consultation, wanted to go home already.
Then saw Destin sitting at the benches at the assembly plaza there.
So went to sit with him.
Then saw starer playing choukball.
LOL, so decided to stay and study there.
Oh well.
If you're thinking who the hell is that.
I'm announcing it, it's my eye candy.
HAHAHA.
Just an eye candy la.
Don't think too much :)
Anyway, was trying to do complex 2.
THEN FREAKING HARD.
Cannot do any shit.
So decided to ask help.
Was looking for J2s for help.
But all the J2s gone home studying already.
THEN I SAW MICHELLE PERMATA SANTOSO.
So went to ask her for help.
Yay.
She taught me complex 2.
Then Raina was with her.
Hahahaha then somehow got to know Raina.
Okay so after that went to eat macs together with Destin.
And then headed to look for Kenny and Vincent at Monfort Macs.
I was at white sands, walking towards the 109 bus stop.
Then saw the 109 bus go past my eyes at the road.
But it was the red man.
So somehow jay walked and then I sprinted FULL SPEED.
I repeat, FULL SPEED.
For the bus.
So I managed to catch up with the bus.
I got to the side of the bus but the bus started moving.
So I was freaking running the same speed as the bus for a moment.
I knocked at the door and the uncle saw me and slowed down.
Then he looked at me and do the "NO" action.
WAH DAMN DU LAN CB.
So I was damn determined to get on the bus.
So yup, sprinted another 300~400 m to get to the next bus stop.
And guess what, I freaking caught the bus.
The uncle like stare at me like "DAFUG."
So I just diao-ed him.
HAHAHA.
Then all the people on the bus staring at me while I pant.
Good run, good run.
Yup so fell asleep and then woke up 1 stop before my stop.
Alighted and then headed to Macs to study with Kenny and Vincent.
Study until 12am and then headed home.
Okay that's about it for today.
My sore throat really DAMN PAIN NOW.
Ouchhhh.

Actually,

I always feel that I've wasted too much time on climbing and fooling around.
But I know when I look back, I will feel that I've wasted too much time on studying shits.

Things I want to learn but not learnt in school

Anyway, today has been an awesome day with 103 guys singing, going crazy, lan and pool.
Hahaha.
Sing until keep jumping on the couch.
Freaking fun.

So damn tired

Didn't blog yesterday but pon lecture and went tetris with class guys.
Omg, I feel so bad for ponning.
Peer pressure sucks.
But I don't mind this kind of fun in my life la.
Hahahaha.
Anyway, today's climb was again SATISFYING.
Woooo.
Hahahaha.
Managed to finish my last week's project.
Yayyy.
So damn happy.
Finally got the pocket.
Then the sit in to the pinch I took a deep breath and asked myself to relax.
AND THE MENTAL WON THE PHYSICAL.
Woooo.
So damn happy.
Project routes are so fun.
Hahahaha.
Anyway, John's contract is ending in 14 August.
He's going to stopped working after that.
And he gonna climb everyday.
HE SAID LA.
Don't know real or not.
But omg, so jealous if can go gym everyday.
So looking forward to climbing after A levels.
Will be so freaking fun.
OMG, after A levels, everything will be so damn fun.
I always think whether I will still hang out with my JC friends after A levels.
I mean, they aren't as close to me as compared to my secondary school friends.
Hahaha.
I was thinking the other day.
One way to identify a good friend.
When you go his or her house, do you knock the door or call his or her phone.
Do you wait for him or her inside the house before he or she even come home?
Hahahaha.
RANDOM THOUGHTS.
Cause that bastard Kenny let me wait for him at his house the other time.
And in the end he didn't go home.
LOL.
Okay la, shall go dota.
My plan to study today failed.
Too tired.
Tomorrow, I got feeling I won't study.
Shit hole.
LOL.
4U1S still like that.
Damn

Blah

So damn tired today.
But yesterday is a good day.
Yesterday freaking shiok.
Got like 5 periods break.
First lesson H2 econs.
Then Recess.
Then 3 lectures.
Then got back my physics paper 2.
12/60.
GG.
21% overall.
After the 3 lectures is Chrystal.
Which is break.
LOL.
Then after chrystal is common lunch.
After common lunch is 2 period h2 econs tutorial.
During the break, was just playing rubik's cube.
Nothing much hahaha.
After the long break, went for GP and then afterwards Maths tutorial (which is FFFGC).
Yup then after maths, stayed in class with the guys.
Then we managed to dig out the lighter fluid.
Then started playing.
LOL.
The freaking fan on fire.
And spinning.
Damn scary.
Then after that we went off.
Went to the ANT NEST outside our school and then burn it off using lighter fluid.
I got a picture of it.
But damn lazy to post it.
HAHAHA.
The ant nest freaking disgusting.
Inside a lot of eggs and ants.
Like MAX.
Like those Discovery Channel kind.
Hahahaha.
Okay so after that headed home.
Ate dinner and then headed to macs to study with Vincent and Kenny.
RLSY down there.
HAHAH.
So studied until 12.50 like that then headed home.
Super tired now.
GG.
Bye.

Yo

So damn tired.
Just woke up and I'm about to go to school.
Yesterday didn't blog because I wanted to sleep early.
In the end I sleep damn late also.
LOL.
So yup, yesterday was quite a not bad day.
Lesson until 12.05 then went to West Plaza to eat Kway Chap with Abang and Eugene.
Then we thought lessons start at 12.55 so we rushed back.
In the end econs tutorial was on 1.45.
So tetris and then waited for Mr Hon to come into the library.
Then he came in and then went for lessons.
Mr Hon always makes the day better for me.
But it still sucks la.
LOL.
So after econs tutorial, there was supposed to be physics lecture 1 period later.
So they went tetris again.
Wanted to pon physics one.
Then in the end Michael and Vivek they all went.
But in the end physics lecture was cancelled.
So we really ponned and just nice no lecture.
Hahahha.
So tetris after school.
Then our computer keep kena shut down by the librarian.
Damn sian.
Then in the end I don't want play already so went to watch climbing videos.
ALSO KENA SHUT DOWN.
Sad life.
So went white sands afterwards with Yi Da, Abang, Josh and Eugene.
Walked around white sands.
They went to this stationery shop and bought Nun-chuck and Samurai Sword.
LOL.
Then the nunchuck play awhile then split into two already.
DAMN FUNNY.
Then Josh used the Samurai sword to some random girl.
Then the girl's reaction damn funny.
Like she totally stop and her whole body shivered.
Then she damn scared.
Yup so after that Yi Da and Abang left first then me Josh and Eugene went to eat at burger king.
After that we went NTUC below.
We freaking havoc the whole place sia.
We each took a trolley, and then started "scootering" in the area.
Damn funny.
Then we played bumper cars with it also.
Then freaking noisy.
I think the whole market hate us.
LOL.
So after that went to Macs and then studied!
And play cards at the same time......
So in the end managed to finish 30 Physics MCQ question before catching the second last bus.
Destin joined us a bit later at macs.
To eat subway.
LOL.
Yup so that's about it for yesterday.
Hope today will be a good day also.
First, time to sleep in class.
I'm freaking tired.
~.~

Good climb

New project!

Today's school sucked.
Or it's starting to suck from now to A levels.
5pm almost everyday.
DAFUG.
Sian.
Ahhhh.
Anyway, rubik's cube more and more fun.
LOL.
Learning PLL.
Learning new things (Y).
That's how I roll.
Hahahah.
Shall go sleep.
Tomorrow wake up finger confirm damn pain lol.
Good night.
Lazy blog :)

Girl on the bus

Was sitting 109 back home after dinner with Destin and Eugene at Taiwan Tasty.
Then saw this girl.
She boarded at one stop before Meridian.
Then she was walking so weirdly into the bus.
Like her legs crooked and as if she's drunk.
Like she cannot balance herself at all.
Then I was thinking, drink so much for what.
Then I despise her for doing so.
See, that's how fast I judge people.

She was standing beside me.
She is like around the age of 25?
Her face looks old for her age.
Like around 30 years old.
But somehow can tell she's not 30.
And I was hoping she doesn't vomit at me or something.
Then suddenly she kinda tried to twist her body to the seat opposite me.
That means she sat opposite me, face to face.
And I tried not to keep eye contact with her.
But her actions made me want to observe what kind of person she is.
She's acting damn strange.
Like she looks at her nails, and then her head will tilt left and right when she stared at her nails.
Then she was using her phone.
I was looking at her until her body had a random spasm at an instant.
Then it freaking dawned on me that she had cerebal palsy.
Because she boarded the bus at the bus stop.
And I felt so guilty all of a sudden.
All the judging by the cover.
I continued staring at her.
Inspired by how she looks so normal and everything.
Cause I see videos of people having cerebal palsy.
It's really hard for them to do stuffs.
I observed her throughout the whole journey back home.
She showed very little signs of cerebal palsy.
Or rather, you would just feel she's a little weird as compared to average people.
I wouldn't have tell if she didn't board the bus from that bus stop.
She was using her phone throughout the journey.
I think she's using twitter or something.
She smiled.
(But it didn't look like she smile actually, just show her teeth when she look at her phone.)
She looked happy.
And moments after she smiled, the bus turned and there was inertia.
She couldn't really resist the inertia due to her illness.
Like she had to lean her body in the other direction very significantly.
Then when the inertia was gone, she was still leaning to one side.
And then I started to think.
Why is she still so happy with life when she don't have the best of health.
And why am I feeling like shit every single day even I can walk properly, run, swim, climb, talk, lead a normal lifestyle.
She couldn't even drink her water properly.
It's hard for her to swallow.
But her perseverance with life is really astonishing.
It's really hard to explain how I'm feeling right now.
I feel that I'm wasting my normal life away.
I swear she would be so happy if she could lead my normal life.
But she couldn't.
But she's still happy.
I remembered Mr Tay told me in Secondary 4
"You're born to this world with nothing, so don't expect to have anything when you die."
Right now, think of it.
We have things with us.
We have our families, we have friends, we can do so many things.
But are we happy?
Learn to be more satisfied with small things.
Why are we happier when we are younger?
Because,
we smile at the smallest things.
We laugh at the silliest things.

Love life.
Cherish every single moment.
Because you can.
Maybe not for others.

Anyway,

It's been 2 years and 3 days. 

Still thinking.

Thinking thinking.

Don't understand?

Look back my blog post, 2 years 3 days ago.

YES

Climbed with Ngee Ann's freshies and Leon today.
Felt so satisfied with today's climb.
Hahaha.
Finished my project and I feel damn good climbing today.
Like I can "Flow" up the wall.
DAMN SHIOK.

SNEAK PREVIEW:

Anyway after climbing went to eat at old airport road and then headed home.
So sad Amanda never eat with us.
Hahahaha.
She always make me feel younger.
By her stupidity.
Alright, shall go sleep.
There's school tomorrow.
SIGHHH.
Sian diao.
HAHAHA damn long never use sian diao.
K BYE.

Thoughts

I love to blog.
Only when I'm really thinking and writing real stuffs.
If not I'm just trying to fill my blogs.
So people are updated of what I'm doing.
Blogging to me is like sleeping.
You feel organised and all your thoughts are placed properly after doing so.
The reason why I continue to blog is because sometimes I really have a lot of things in my mind that I want to scream out.
And some times, these things are hard to relate.
People won't fully understand what my thoughts are.
And I guess I don't really have anyone that I can confide to right now.
It's not I don't have friends.
I have many friends.
But what's the point of having so many friends when you don't know who to turn to when there's something in your heart that you are dying to share.
I don't know.
I really don't know why the feelings come and go so easily.
I really want to just don't care anymore.
Like just forget totally.
About everything that had happened.
And try to lead a new life.
And treat you, as a friend.
But that look, that look of yours killed me instantly.
All the things I've tried to forget come back in a snap.
It's been really long.
So long that it's starting to haunt me.
Can't get rid of the haunting.
I really want to just treat you as a friend.
But the only way is to avoid.
Either way it's not making sense.
If I want to treat you just like a friend, why would I avoid you.
But if I don't avoid you, I won't be treating you like a normal friend.
PARADOXICAL RELATIONSHIP?
Guess my life shall still continue as per normal.
走一步，算一步。
Climb to forget.

So addicted to this girl

So damn cute.
Period.

Lol

Really quite a screwed up day.
But nevertheless, went out with 103 guys to Katong to play pool.
MYE ends today, not tomorrow.
Which is the only relief I can feel.
Hahaha.
Yup, after playing pool with Josh, Yi Da, Eugene, Destin, Michael and Edwin, headed to eat Katong Laksa.
Then after that headed home.
Lol, felt so damn sian.
And afraid to go home.
Cause go home cfm kena kan by parents.
Especially my father.
He confirm ask me whether I really interested in studying anot.
And indeed, he did.
Blah.
But it was solved la.
The problem.
I guess I'll have to really work hard for prelims and A levels.
Or what you call, slaving for education.

Fucked up

I thought Physics paper was on Thursday.

Since last week.

So I planned my whole week already, to study on Wednesday.

Who knows when I wake up today (Wednesday), Mr Goh (the mad physics teacher) called me and asked me why am I not sitting for the Physics paper.

Cb fucking screwed up.

Now my parents keep shouting at me.

ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

Say I don't want study already is it.

I fucking want to do well for physics, how the fuck I know the paper is today.

ZZz.

Siao liao lor.

U for physics.

MYE is over.

Maybe I going buy MC later.

Hope can retest or something.

Zzz.

And nobody told me or mentioned that physics paper was on Wednesday.

Should have fucking get a timetable.

JOHN'S PROPOSAL

Hahahaha.
Today's a good day.
Climbed from 12+ to 9pm?
Freaking shag and finger pain.
But it's worth it!

TODAY, we have a very special occasion.
And that is John's proposing to Nicai.
Hahahahaha.
He's my friend I met in climbing.
It's kinda cool man.
Watch how he get his strength back.
I met him at CA when he just started climbing after 6 years.
Then me, MJ and YS got to know him more and more.
Like wth, the first time we know each other we went to eat together at Chomps.
Hahahaha.
Then got to know his GF NICAI.
Hahahaha.
Then climbed together every week.
Used to train damn hard on Thursdays.
Miss those trainings.
Hahaha.
Time to get it back.

And yup, today was very successful.
Perfectly planned, perfect place, perfect audience, perfect proposal.
Hahahaha.



Me and MJ holding the placards.
Hahahaha.
John and Nicai.
See how happy Nicai is.
HAHAHAHA.
She cried.
Awww.
SEE MY RIGHT HAND.
Holding a phone.
Hahaha.
I was talking to Jia Cong through the phone.
"SHE REACH THE CROSS ALREADY. PLAY PLAY PLAY PLAY THE SONG. GOGOGO"
Then me and MJ crept behind her while she was looking at John at the top of the wall.
Then she turned around.
Hahahaha, then she said YES.
The whole crowd WOOOOOOOOOOO.
Everyone stopped climbing just to watch.
Hahaha.
So cool.
It was really very touching.
Hahahaha.

Yup that's about it for today.
Climbing never fails to bring more emotion to my life, be it happy or sad or angry.
Everything's in :)

Parent's birthday

Celebrated my parent's birthday at some BBQ place near Newton Road.
Kinda quarreled with my father before that and I felt damn guilty.
Like I always use a irritated tone to talk to him and I'm always like damn frustrated when talking to him.
I want to apologise to him for always being like that.
It's not that I don't like him or anything.
I mean, who would not like their own father?
I always let my mouth talk first before my mind can process.
Then when my mind process, I was like shit, why did I say that.
And then he would start scolding me.
Then the mind over mouth think will start all over again.
I suck at controlling what I want to say sometimes.
Sigh.
Nevermind, I will change!

What a boring day

A boring day doesn't mean it's a bad day.
Very big difference hahaha.
At least time is spent on dotaing then studying stupid stuffs.
LALALALALA.
I love this life.
Even though it's so no life.
It's still better than study life.
LOL.
All you dota people cfm agree.
LALALA.
Serious.
That's what I did today.
Actually wanted to draw a portrait of Madilyn Bailey.
Then I drew her eyes.
And I got lazy.
LALALALLAA>
I'm going mad.
Hahahaha.
Bye.