Why

Life is really tough.

Freedom is hard to get.

What you want to do and what you do in the future is two different thing.

I really don't know wth I'm doing with life.

It's like I'm getting bad results.

I'm not doing well.

But parents, teachers are asking me to study.

But I just don't care about everything and I only want to climb.

I've not decided on a path on what I want to do.

That's why I'm not motivated to study.

Let's say if I know what I want to do in the future, I would be studying hard like mad.

I've actually thought about it just now, after getting reprimanded by my father.

Like what I want to be doing in the future.

Looking back at my Secondary school life, I must say I love my secondary school teachers.

All of them are such nice people.

I've looked at the courses in university.

I'm most interested in Applied Physics.

Cause I'm quite interested in physics and I've always been not bad in maths.

So if I took a course in Applied Physics in the Uni, then I go NIE.

And then I be a Secondary school teacher.

I don't know whether I'll have the passion to teach a not.

I want to be like a yam.

Teach and climb.

It's really quite a good combination.

You get a not bad pay.

You got time to travel, just like what Miss Yeow told me the other time.

May even go for trips with students.

But the only thing I'm scared is whether I'm able to teach happily.

I shall talk to Mr Tang / Mr Zhuang / Mr Yam about it when I'm free.
Homecoming day maybe.

A physics/maths teacher that climb seems interesting.

Hahahaha.

For now, I really can't take climbing off my mind.

And it has been like this for almost all the climbers in Singapore.

Or rather those that liked climbing.

Only some exception where people get bored of climbing.

But I'm not sure about the future.

Like whether my passion will change.

People do change.

But I'll definitely not forget that I'm only living my live once, I must live life to the fullest.

Talked to Miss Lai today during lunch break.

Asked her whether she still travel.

And she said "Yes of course. You need to travel around. It's a good thing."

And then I have this assurance that even if I'm busy like hell in the future, I'm still able to travel.
On a side note, I'm 90% sure I'm dropping H2 Econs already.
Cause it would be useless for me to study a subject that doesn't help me in the future.
Shall sleep now.
Saturated brain.
:)