Nothing much to blog about today

Just soccer and stoning at home literally.

Shall share some photos

Climb and Battleship

Today has been a good day.
Hahaha.
Woke up at around 11, used computer, lunch and then went to climb.
Met Min Jian at Serangoon and then headed to Onsight.
SAW CLEMENT WITH HIS GIRLFRIEND.
LIKE FINALLY.
After so many months never see him climb.
Bitch.
Lol.
Hope he continue climbing and join pumpfest.
And yup, I saw Stephen and Spencer climbing.
The two of them passionate sia.
Always see them one.
Hahahaha.
Which is good.
:)
Anyway, climbed until around 5+ then went to clean up, pack up and then headed towards somerset for climbing outing with Jia Cong, Zhi Wen, Jia Hui and Yong Sheng.
Then once we reached somerset, that burden Teo realised he had to go home cause he promised his mum to.
So in the end, he pangseh us after eating dinner.
For dinner, we ate at handburger.
JOLIN NAI WORKING THERE.
Hahahaha.
So long never see her.
So cool.
Yup, so after that expensive meal, went to cineleisure.
Then waited for Sebastian to come to replace Min Jian and then we went into the theatre.
BATTLESHIPS DAMN NICE.
The effect.
I like how gan chiong the show is throughout.
Like you don't know what's going to happen.
I realised I kinda like sci-fi video.
Hahahaha.
Yup so after watching, went to starbucks at orchard road.
Then talked cock until 11.40?
Then headed home with Yong Sheng.
Freaking tired already on the bus.
Everytime so tired, reached home feel so awake.
The brain sucks.
Hahaha.
Anyway I will be soccering tomorrow!
Woo.
Think I should start studying!
K bye.

Elysium III

Yesterday was MJ's dance concert Elysium III.

Hahaha it was damn fun.

Let's see.

School was quite exciting yesterday.

It started off with Chemistry tutorial without Eugene in the class.

Because he went to see VP together with his parents.

Cause of bad behaviour.

Then after that it was the longest break ever.

Cause no more PE.

So it went like Recess, PE, Lunch.

3 period break.

Thought I could enjoy the 3 period break but who knows, the VP want to see me too.

So went to the Office and talked to Mr Chua.

Mr Chua damn nice.

He didn't call my parents cause he believe that he don't need to.

So just had a casual talk with him about class behaviour, A levels and future goals.

Yup, so after that, went for "PE"

Went to play Tennis for the first time.

Damn fun sia.

LOL.

Yup so after playing tennis, went to C2-1 to play cards.

Play until Maths tutorial so went back class.

I presented for Maths tutorial.

Not bad.

Hahaha.

Then econs tutorial then lepak in class.

Lepak until around 2+ then went West Plaza to eat with Abang, Michael and Destin.

After eating, went to 7 11 buy super big gulp coke and then went home.

Went home, bathed and then headed to Paya Lebar.

Took 43 and I reached like 10 minutes earlier.

So waited for my class guys at Macs and then kinda slept there.

Then met Yi Da at Paya Lebar MRT and then slowly everyone came.

Took train to Kent Ridge and then took bus in the campus.

Went to eat at Fish & Co Express.

Then went to buy drinks and then headed to the concert.

The concert was damn awesome.

Some dance damn cool.

Some dance damn sexy.

Some dance damn cute.

Some dance quite scary.

LOL.

It was really a wide range of dances la.

Enjoyed the performance.

So after the performance, walked around sat around and lepak with the class guys.

Then headed to eat.

We anyhow take bus.

We took the first bus that appeared and then alighted 3 stops later.

Then took 196 towards Clementi.

Ate Macs there with Gideon, Vivek, Destin and Yi Da.

Then it was around 11.35.

Took the last bus from Clementi (147)

Then headed all the way to Hougang.

CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?

I took at 25.0 km bus ride at 12mn.

Together with Gideon.

LOL.

Super imba bus ride.

It started at Clementi, then Dover, then Bunoa Vista then Red Hill? then Outram, Clarke Quay, Little India, Farrer Park, MacPherson, Serangoon then finally Hougang.

IMBA.

I was like dreaming the whole time on the bus.

Super tired.

Lolol.

Okay that's about it.

GOING TO CLIMB SOON.

WEEEEEE.

Clarke Quay FEVER

Hi all just came back from Clarke Quay.
Hahaha.
Supposed to eat at John's work place with Zhi Wen, Jia Cong and Min Jian then in the end Zhi Wen come late and the food at John's restaurant damn ex.
So we decided to go eat at some cheap place.
So that we have enough money for alcohol!
Hahahaha
We went to the bar near the bungy jump.
Wah then we walked past Hooters.
LOL all the girls there the ass.
Jia Cong said some of them the legs like tree trunk
LOL.
Anyway, I TELL YOU ALL.
I have been obsessed with this female actresses after she acted in Xiang Ri Kui De Yue Ding.
Julie Tan.
JULIE TAN.

This was her when she was acting in the movie.
I FREAKING SAW HER YESTERDAY BUT I DIDN'T RECOGNISE.
ONLY RECOGNISE AFTER ANALYSING FOR DAMN LONG.
Then I WAS LIKE OMG.
The girl I saw yesterday was freaking Julie Tan.
Omggg.
That's why I was thinking why this girl so chio.
OMGGG.
Chio.
Okay can.
Good night.

Wooo blog reached 30k views

Hahahaha.
I don't understand how a boring blog has so many viewers.
Maybe it's just me la.
^^
LOL.
Anyway, rhino becoming more healthy already!
She was sick for a moment.
Then keep stoning.
Damn sad.
Today Miss Lim raged at me.
And I raged back at her because I was damn pissed off that she can't teach and the only thing she can do is rage.
I suck at controlling anger sia.
Or maybe it's not I suck, it's really just Miss Lim.
Sian.
Anyway, school has really been shitty.
Starting to not understand stuffs again.
Damn lazy to learn.
Lol.
Make me feel like school is such a boring place.
The only reason (like what vivek said) that I'm still coming to school is to enjoy the company of 11S103 guys.
We pull through this shit together.
Lol.
SHIT SCHOOL.
Anyway, learning how to play Call Me Maybe by Carly Rae Jepsen on the guitar.
It's fun but it's quite hard to sing together.
Hahaha.
Shall continue learning.
SLEEP.
CLIMB TOMORROW WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.

Oh I just missed my 900th post.

Hahahaha
Today has been a good climbing day.
Went to climb at around 2+?
So many people bouldering downstairs.
Hahaha.
Lynette Koh gave me and MJ routes.
WOO.
LYNETTE SIA.
LOL.
Never thought that I will know her.
Actually it's damn cool that we are starting to know more of the open climbers when we climbed at first level.
I still remember during Climb On! 2011, first time saw Lynette and Michael.
But we don't even know them.
Then I had this "I won't have link with this kind of people in my life one, they too zai for us"
Then in the end we still made friends with them hahaha.
Our climbing network expanding.
Good, good.
I swear climbers are so cool.
They're all the same, pysched and determined.
Fun and serious at the same time.
Hahahaha.
Today after climb, went to eat with Gabriel, Michael, Min Jian, Dias, Bryan, and another girl I don't know her name.
Hahaha.
Good day today!

MJC vs HCI

Hi all.
Yesterday was quite a normal day.
Hahaha, it was kinda boring until the dinner at night with 11S103 people + Leon and Tubs.
School was as usual boring.
But I really enjoy Econs tutorial.
Cause it's such a small group to learn in.
Like yesterday only me, Abang, Yi Da and Michael only.
4 people tutorial.
Imba.
Then any question I will just ask.
And I learn.
Instead of just stoning at the back row.
Hahahaha.
Okay so after school today, went to bball awhile.
Then after playing bball, went to help choreographing in cheerleading.
Hahahaha.
Learned how to do the shuffle by the robot box man in LMFAO's song.
Damn fun.
Wei Lun teach me one hahaha.
So after lepaking at C3-1, went to find my CCA people.
They just ended training.
So went to watch soccer match with them.
3-2
Super intense match.
The first goal was by HCI.
Cause derrick slide tackle from the side in the penalty box.
Then kena penalty shot.
Lightfoot touched the ball sia.
But it still went in.
Almost.
Then later Merrit scored 1-1.
Then later half time, went to play bball.
Then we played abit longer than the half time.
When we come back it was 2-2.
Then super intense.
Like the defense of HCI damn tight.
But in the end Amshar scored!
From left wing.
He outside boots and the ball went to top right corner after it curled.
Super nice goal.
Okay then after the match, went to climb awhile.
Made friends with the J1 rockclimbing captain.
Hahaha.
Then later wanted to eat at Simpang with Chin Yue and Leon one.
Then in the end Chin Yue overslept.
So went to eat at pepper lunch with my class guys + Tubs.
LOL.
It's one of the most happening dinner ever.
I ordered Beef Pepper Rice but I got a Rib eye steak.
LOL cause there was a lot of problem with our order.
Then Eugene vomited into a cup cause he anyhow eat things.
Then the cup totally fill up.
Then overflow.
FREAKING DISGUSTING.
LOL.
Okay then after eating, headed home.
Saw Nicai at the bus stop!
So yup, went home sleep and I just woke up.
Going climb soon!
Blahh.
BYE.

Tired

Awesome moves.
Awesome peace.
I'm improving on breathing techniques.
ALLEZ.
School suck.
La da.
Anyway, my bet to win govind in Chem prob going down.
So I think I owe Josh and Nicholas 1 bottle of drink each.
Hahahaha.
So sad.
Okay I need sleep, tomorrow don't need wake up already.
GG.
Good night.

WAH TIRED

Hvn't been updating.
Hahaha.
Shall update about these few days.
Today is Wednesday, it's one of the best days in the week.
Cause start school late.
And lectures / tutorials are more productive.
Cause we have more sleep.
Hahaha.
Anyway, today went to crash J1's lecture with Eugene and Joshua.
Actually was with Vivek but Vivek backed out.
Like a wuss.
Yup, so kinda studied during the lecture, and also revise on Chem Bonding.
I was sitting with my OG.
So yay, bonding session.
Hahahaha.
I realised all my OGMs talk damn slow.
All got the Eunice's talking speed.
HAHAHA.
Anyway, let's talk about my class.
My class has been the most slack class ever in MJ.
I SWEAR.
But we're starting to work hard already.
At least some of us are.
And I bet that I will win Govind in tomorrow's Chem test.
If not I treat 2 person drink.
But if I win, I'll get 2 drinks and a 5 dollar meal.
Quite worth it ah.
But the problem is, it's freaking Govind.
NVM, CONFIDENCE.
I will beat that indian.
(No racism intended)
:)
Hahahaha.
So I've been studying damn hard for that particular test la.
That's why my tweet, "Months since i studied past 12mn. Just to win a bet."
Hahahaha.
Now it's 12.36.
And today's training damn fierce.
Then after that still soccer with Paddler's people.
So I doubt I can wake up tomorrow.
Lol.
Better don't talk to me tomorrow morning.
I will kill someone.
Unless I do well for Chem.
Hahaha.
Good night.

I hate to wake up to everyday with a hatred to life now.

Future

My future seems so unsteady.
There's no clear image of what's happening in the future.
I'm just living day by day.
Don't know whether is it a sucky lifestyle or a exciting lifestyle.
I have personal goals.
But somehow, none of it is successful.
I can't see myself in the future.
Or rather, I can but not as a successful person.
I always picture myself as a hobo backpacking around the world.
Then with that picture in mind, other questions pop out.
Will there be somebody next to me in the future?
Who will it be?
Sometimes I think, why?
Why is nothing much changing.
It's like there's so many pretty and nice girls out there.
It's like once in a while, all of them seem so attractive.
But then in the end, there's just this someone in the heart that stops all the attraction.
I don't know how my mind works.
Well I guess it's because I've never been so close with girls before.
I'm honestly shy with girls around.
That's why I'm damn awkward when there's girls around.
Hahahahaha.
Another reason why I enjoy hanging out 11S103 guys.
Purpose of today's reflection is to understand about my future.
What is it that I really want?
How am I going to get it?
Life, there's still a lot of learning and understanding to be done.
It doesn't just stop here.
Knowledge is infinite.
Thus, the things you learn is also infinite.

30 seconds stare

We are young.

Hahaha.
Today has been a very exciting day for me.
Woke up at around 10am.
Watched some old cartoon.
Like Mr Bean animated, Casper the friendly ghost and Tom and Jerry.
Damn nostalgic and damn nice.
Hahahaha.
So after watching, went to bathe and then left for compass at around 12pm.
Met Wai Heng and then we had lunch together.
After lunching, headed to Nex to play 1 round of Jubeat first.
Cause the song flower stuck in my head.
Need to satisfy the desire hahaha.
So after playing jubeat, went to circle line to wait for that dog teo.
He finally came and then we headed to Mount Batten.
Talk about diving until we missed one stop.
Alighted at Stadium and then sat back to Mountbatten lol.
So went to Onsight and then used my last climbing pass.
Climbing today sucked.
FELT SO FREAKING WEAK AGAIN.
I think next time must warm up on easy routes.
Then breathe everything properly.
Before I can embark on hard routes.
Ain't improving.
This is shit.
Well, at least I improved on my slackline.
Able to jump up and then land on my butt and then jump back on my feet.
Hahahaha.
Dam fun.
But got one time I missed abit.
Then the slackline hit my butt, bend, and then shoot up at my back.
One super loud PIAK.
The whole bouldering gym can hear.
THEN I FREAKING "AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHOUCHHHHHHH" SUPER LOUD.
Then Kah Wei's friend run behind to see what happen.
HAHAHAHA.
It was really damn pain.
I go check mirror now.
Okay no red marks hahaha.
But it was seriously damn pain.
Anyway after climbing today, went to eat at Nex with Wai Heng again.
That dog say he want go home do shit.
AWWW somebody start school already.
SO SAD.
HAhahaha.
So after dinner, went to walk around at Nex to see chiobu with Wai Heng.
As in we really walk around just to scan for chio bu.
Then in the final attempt, we say must find until one 8/10 then can go home.
Then in the end I found one at some clothing shop.
But Wai Heng walked past without looking inside.
So I pushed him back and see.
Then the girl was staring at him.
Then I asked him "HOW, NOT BAD RIGHT!?"
Then he ask me ownself go see, then I say turn one round and then look from opposite of the mall better.
If not she confirm know we staring at her.
Then Wai Heng say aiya just walk past.
Act as if we walk wrong direction.
Then when we looked back at the "U" turn, she was talking to his guy who seemed to be like her boyfriend.
Then later I still want to see her face then I asked Wai Heng to look.
Then he told me both the guy and girl staring at him.
From opposite the mall.
Then we act we walk walk abit, then I ask again.
Then he say "STILL LOOKING"
Then 3rd time I ask again "STILL LOOKING"
Then I say, okay jia lat, I think we should take the lift to run away from this situation.
Then I say, Aiya since run away already, stare one last time.
So I turned Wai Heng and I turned also, to find myself staring into the guy's eyes.
He was leaning both his forearms on the railing while staring at us.
KNN SIBEI BENG.
Then both of us jitao rushed into the lift and take all the way down.
LOL.
Knn super scary.
It's one of the most exciting thing that has happened in the week so far.
LOL.
Really damn funny and scary at the same time.
His stare is like trying to say "You stare at my girlfriend right? Now I stare back at you got any problem?"
30 seconds stare.
Imagine yourself in my shoes.
LOL.
Okay so after that went to MRT.
Then we said "Imagine you see the escalator come down the couple walk towards us."
CFM GG.
Then later we saw this guy walking towards us.
Then I was like WTH?
Then in the end IT WAS CHEOW KIAT.
HAHAHAHAHA>
Damn coincident.
Yup so took train home together.
That's about it!
Damn funny day.
Hahahaha.
Scary stare.

Lazy

Lazy to blog.
But today has been a great day.
Partly because I have a very good sleep.
Woke up at 1.36pm today.
YES there's no typo, 1.36pm.
Hahaha.
Then received message from Sherine at around 1pm.
I told her I only going school after I bathe and eat.
LOL then Li Ting told me I don't need come already.
They went to study at Millenia walk.
Went to this place called Reload.
Spend so damn long trying to find the place la LOL.
But found it eventually.
Wilson, Sherine, Li Ting and her younger brother was there.
Wah damn long never see Li Ting.
Since O level result this year.
Hahaha.
Yup so studied Econs.
Wilson left earlier so left me, Sherine, Li Ting and Chinky.
Then we studied until 7pm.
Super hungry.
So decided to leave for dinner.
Went to suntec.
Walk to the fountain there.
Ate at some japanese restaurant.
Then yup, headed home thereafter.
Damn tired omg.
Okay sleep.
Good night!

Homecoming

Yeap, homecoming.
It's happening now but I'm stuck at home cause it's raining.
Nah, actually not because it's raining but because I just woke up.
LOL.
It's 2.06 pm right now btw.
Anyway, yesterday was a good day.
For the first time school ended at 12.05.
Cause H2 Econs is last period.
Wah then super shiok, went to study room to study.
Then Yi Da disiao the indian girl that "SHHH" us that time.
He purposely SHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH damn loud and long when he leaving the study room.
LOL then the indian girl sibei pek cek.
He keep staring at Eugene, me and Vivek (Those still in the study room)
Then we all keep laughing.
DAMN FUNNY.
Omg.
Anyway, after studying, went 7 11 for lunch and then came back to school.
Went to shit and then started helping out in the heats.
Then after helping out in the heats, went to boulder awhile.
Hand super itchy.
Yup, so boulder until the MJ vs TJ match start.
Leon, Wilfred and Wei Lun went to gallery to watch while I stayed at the bouldering wall there with Amsyar, Farhan, Andrew and Isaac.
Then half time, helped to put covers over the crashpad and then went to sports gallery to watch.
Saw Peter, Lynette Cheah and Niru yesterday.
Niru was playing for TJ, Lynette Cheah came to find Ivan.
Then Peter came to watch the match.
Hahaha.
So cool.
So the match ended with 1 0.
MJ won but I think the coach super unhappy.
The goal was scored by Yi Ren, the birthday boy.
Hahah.
Damn proud of him.
After watching the match, went to sit at the bouldering wall there and lepak.
Climb abit, do headstands and slack.
Then after that, 11S103 guys finally met.
Or rather, Yi Ren's scolding finally finished.
So it was around 9pm when we go and have our dinner.
Went to zhi cha at Elias Mall to celebrate Yi Ren's birthday and then went home.
Yup so that's about yesterday.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YIREN.

peace

Today has been quite an okay day for me. Hahahaha. School sucked as usual. but kinda enjoyed today.
made friend with the friendly malay girl that came to our chemistry spa.
And I kept getting scolded today. Especially mr nah and miss lim.
Even the chem lecturer also got problem with me. I really think this is a fact issue.
see face one this kind of thing - Yong sheng.
anyway after school went to track heats to take a look.
Then me and Leon saw mr din and the 2 of us supposedly cannot help out one. due to discipline problems.
Hahaha then went to study at study room with abang.
Then end up we keep looking at this girl. LOL
Then later Leon, yi da and josh came over. Then all of us keep staring at her.
Lol. Ol
Okay so after the unproductive studying, went to eat at subway with Leon and abang.
then after eating came back home and didn't study at all. Hahaha.
Anyway I just did head stand for the whole song of welcome home by radical. Around 4 mins. Damn hard to balance at the end.
Hahaha achievnent unlocked.
Shall go sleep !

So tired

Had training today.
So damn tired.
Lol.
My eyes are closing!!!!
Anyway, school has been rather okay.
Dropped to H1 econs already.
Hope I really will put in my effort and study.
For the sake of my near future.
Hahahaha.
Shall go sleep.
SRY NO POST :(
Got post also about climbing la hahaha.
Shall go do headstand before sleeping.
Good night.

WEAK WEAK WEAK

Felt so weak today.
Like no strength to do any routes.
And this mostly happens when I don't have enough sleep.
Then I won't think when doing routes.
= my hand pump, anyhow throw, zua strength.
Which results in lousy climbing standards.
Hhahahaha.
But okay la, I think I'm somehow improving but then I still don't have the mental of throwing for last tiles.
Anyway, today learnt quite a bit about peace.
Or rather, learnt this exercise.
MYSELF.
By observing Ben Toh the other day hahaha.
Shall go google and see whether there's any pictures of it.
Okay found it.
It's this pose.

Hahaha I think I did for around 2minutes.

It feels really good.

Clears the mind.

Prepare yourself for the next climb.

I'm starting to learn more stuffs.

Next I'm going to learn how to run faster.

Hahahaha.

Prepare for colosseum.

Anyway I'm damn tired.

I didn't post about school because during school time I also keep thinking about climbing.

So might as well just blog about climbing.

Hahaha.

I'm sorry for the lack of life in my posts.

But seriously, life is quite boring right now.

Okay, something interesting, there's a stand-up fan in my classroom's ceiling right now.

LOL.

K can BYE.

Ahhhh

It's never easy letting you go.

wah

KNN SIBEI SIAN OF SCHOOL

YAWNNNNNNNNN

Sup people.
Didn't blog yesterday.
FORGOT.
Hahahaha.
Anyway, yesterday has been a good day.
401 outing!
Very little people.
Like less than 20?
Hahaha.
But nevertheless, it was fun la.
We went to Sentosa.
IN SUMMARY,
Played with sand and water.
Swim, ball, pictures.
Chit-chat.
Stuffs you would do when you go to a beach la practically.
Hahahaha.
Saw Wing over there.
Oh and saw Yan Zhao there also.
So coincidence.
Hahaha.
Yup we stayed at the beach for quite some time.
Like until 6?
Hahaha then went to bathe.
Bathed with Ye An.
Then saw Yan Zhao again LOL>
So after bathing, went back to vivo via the tram.
Then went to sky park to have our da bao-ed dinner.
Hahaha.
Come to think of it, Jeremy still owe me money.
AWww.
Nvm.
Tips for helping me buy food.
Hahaha.
Then after eating, we started playing games.
At first it was some card games.
PIG.
Which was super boring.
Then later we played sardines.
I hid first.
And I super noob.
Like awhile then everyone find me already.
Then later Ivy hid.
THEN FREAKING HELL.
I was the last to find.
Super depressed.
Lol.
Then later Sherine and Elaine hid.
Then game ended.
GO HOME.
So went to take train from harbour front.
LOL then all of us got in the train which was about to leave.
Cept for Jeremy.
He stuck outside.
Then super funny.
So we waited for him at Outram before going back home.
Yup, so alighted at Hougang.
Then saw IVAN AND LYON.
Wah so ciao.
Lolol.
So many familiar faces la ytd.
Yup so sent sherine home to her new house!
Then took 88 home.
And dotaed with Kelvin and zh and then went to sleep.

WOKE UP AT 1.36PM TODAY.
I commented on Climbing Kaki group on facebook that when I wake up then I go climb.
LOL then wth I woke up so late.
Then Lee Yang replied my comment that I come after 2pm I must self belay already.
So yup, I reached at 3.15 or so.
LOL.
Climbed with John until around 5.20.
Then he left back to work.
Hahaha the routes he set all very pumpy.
His finger strength coming back already.
After 6 years of not climbing.
He's improving super quickly man.
He started back climbing for 2 months only.
Zai zai.
I feel I'm kinda stuck at this point.
So today, I just sat down and observed how the pros climb.
I can actually do some of the routes.
But only if I get their beta.
That means, my techniques still not there yet.
SIGHHHH.
ANYWAY, was kinda lonely climbing at CA.
But saw Han Qi and other MJ people.
Hahaha.
Then climbed with Isaac and this 1.9+ m tall ang moh guy.
Too tall already.
LOL.
Yup so went City Square mall to buy drinks and eat mcflurry.
Then headed back home.
Just reached home not long.
Dota-ed with Kelvin.
AND GUESS WHAT,

Dear Climber, We have successfully received your registration and payment for NUS-The North Face Boulderactive 2012, hence your place has been confirmed!

YESSSSSSSSSSSSss
Thanks Sebastian.
I'll probably gonna get screwed by skipping school.
But who cares, climb > school.
Hahaha.
Dang.
Shall go back dota!

Tired

Hi all.
Today has been quite a day of realisation for me.
I really realised my class guys all damn bonded.
Hahahaha.
We all get scolded together until all of us become together as one.
We're really a very bonded class.
And we get shit results together.
The only S1 series that got rank 21/30 classes.
All STs don't like us.
So all of us gave up on studying all together.
11S103 is really SHIT CLASS.
I pity those girls in our class that really want to study.
We've been obstructing their learning.
But come on, I really enjoy going to this class.
Not say I enjoy going school la.
But yeah, at least there's something that keeps me going.
Recently, Mr Hon talked to us.
He's one of the teacher that is more concerned with us.
Like truly.
He talked to Edwin, Eugene, Nicholas, Vivek and me.
Ask us whether we want to drop H2 Econs.
And I decided to drop la, cause he made me think.
Think of what I really need to do for A levels.
We supposed to study today in study room la.
Like all the guys.
But in the end all of them went to play cards.
Including me.
But me and Destin keep trying to study.
It's like what Epictweet said.
You study better with laughter.
IT'S PROVEN.
And I freaking completed my tutorial for the first time.
I did all the questions myself.
NEVER BEFORE.
LOL.
Throughout my 1 and 1/4 years here,
I either do half of the tutorial, or copy sherwinder's answer.
Or just copy from teacher.
And 78% of the time I would just heck care tutorials.
AND I FREAKING DID ONE TUTORIAL TODAY.
LIKE OMG.
Kinda have this happy feeling.
But the point is that tutorial is quite easy la.
Hahaha.
But still, I can proudly show Mr Nah that I did my work.
Like how I proudly show Mrs Goh I did my tutorial.
Things are getting good I guess.
The guys in class are getting together, working together, and finally doing some work.
But this doesn't mean I like the system of JC.
I just enjoy the accompany of the guys in my class.
Hahahaha.

Why

Life is really tough.

Freedom is hard to get.

What you want to do and what you do in the future is two different thing.

I really don't know wth I'm doing with life.

It's like I'm getting bad results.

I'm not doing well.

But parents, teachers are asking me to study.

But I just don't care about everything and I only want to climb.

I've not decided on a path on what I want to do.

That's why I'm not motivated to study.

Let's say if I know what I want to do in the future, I would be studying hard like mad.

I've actually thought about it just now, after getting reprimanded by my father.

Like what I want to be doing in the future.

Looking back at my Secondary school life, I must say I love my secondary school teachers.

All of them are such nice people.

I've looked at the courses in university.

I'm most interested in Applied Physics.

Cause I'm quite interested in physics and I've always been not bad in maths.

So if I took a course in Applied Physics in the Uni, then I go NIE.

And then I be a Secondary school teacher.

I don't know whether I'll have the passion to teach a not.

I want to be like a yam.

Teach and climb.

It's really quite a good combination.

You get a not bad pay.

You got time to travel, just like what Miss Yeow told me the other time.

May even go for trips with students.

But the only thing I'm scared is whether I'm able to teach happily.

I shall talk to Mr Tang / Mr Zhuang / Mr Yam about it when I'm free.
Homecoming day maybe.

A physics/maths teacher that climb seems interesting.

Hahahaha.

For now, I really can't take climbing off my mind.

And it has been like this for almost all the climbers in Singapore.

Or rather those that liked climbing.

Only some exception where people get bored of climbing.

But I'm not sure about the future.

Like whether my passion will change.

People do change.

But I'll definitely not forget that I'm only living my live once, I must live life to the fullest.

Talked to Miss Lai today during lunch break.

Asked her whether she still travel.

And she said "Yes of course. You need to travel around. It's a good thing."

And then I have this assurance that even if I'm busy like hell in the future, I'm still able to travel.
On a side note, I'm 90% sure I'm dropping H2 Econs already.
Cause it would be useless for me to study a subject that doesn't help me in the future.
Shall sleep now.
Saturated brain.
:)

Climbing Kaki REUNITE

Hahahaha.
Min Jian and Yong Sheng came back from krabi already.
Wooo.
ANYWAY, my fingers are too pain to type.
And my eyes are too heavy to keep open.
And my brains are too tired to function.
So I'll go sleep.
Sorry no post hahaha.
But today's climb was good, finished a lot routes!
And the dinner was awesome cause there were 10 people.
Climbing kakis, all so fun people.
Hope my index finger's finger print doesn't change cause of climbing.
If not the biometric system in school would not work for me.
Hahha.
God night.

NUUUUUUU

Damn tired to blog today.
Anyway, motivation to study is coming up soon.
Hopes the class guys motivate each other like what Mr Hon say.
To make this post memorable, I will just say Eugene, me and Yi Da did maths tutorial in study room today.
And me Destin and Eugene saw nice ass at Eugene's house the hawker centre.
Hahahaha.

Thoughts

Heart beats fast.
Happy together.
One question.
Will it work out?
It's really been so so long.
I'm starting to think it won't work out.
But I can't stop thinking.
Keep losing myself in reality during my time in JC.
I really hate this 2 years.
Or rather the studying part of it.
So little time to meet my secondary school friends.
But when I do, I make sure I catch up with them.
And make sure I make use of every moment I have with them.
So limited time with them.
How I wish those poly kids were with me in the same class.
Then we still can talk about life.
Now the only thing I talk about is school stuffs, stupid stuffs and climbing stuffs.
Where's the relationship talk, where's the friendship talk.
Have really been losing myself.
And I've tried for so long to try and find back myself and it's so damn difficult.
Or rather, maybe I've changed.
Maybe the old me has been gone forever.
But I still choose not to believe so.
I still feel that there's this part of me that is still beating, wanting to live life.
Live life happily.
Always my principle.
I guess I should spend more time alone.
So that I can really be myself.
And try to find back my old self.
But yet again, my old self isn't a really happy dude.
But it feels good to feel real.
Rather than fake happiness.