This is real

This is me.
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be now.
Gonna let the light shine on me.

Not much change over here.
These few days have been very lazy to do anything.
Yesterday was better.
I tried studying chemistry.
Hahaha.
The rest of the subject totally never touch.
I think I need to catch up before the snowball comes.
I'm starting to not understand things in lecture and tutorial.
Then it takes longer time for me to self-study the topics.
Yesterday was rather a good day.
Soccer in the morning.
Supposed to play at around 9am.
But I woke up at 10.30am.
But anyway, I still joined the match.
Hahaha.
Played until like 12.30 then left school.
Went to eat with Hardi, Kelvin, Edmund, Wai Heng, Zong Han and Wing Lun.
Oh and Kelvin's younger brother.
Hahaha.
So after eating, jio-ed zh wh and wing to my house.
Yup so went my house.
Played draw my thing and dota.
Then I tried to study.
But obviously failed.
LOL.
Okay la then after studying, went to change and then left home for Nex.
Went to eat Carl's and then studied awhile on Arenes and then went to arcade.
Hahaha.
Played bishi bashi and jubeat.
Like the usual stuffs.
But this time I topped up too much money.
Now I still got 10 credits left.
Lololol.
Okay so after playing arcade, headed home.
That was like 11pm.
Yup so went home and then played draw my thing until 1am.
Freaking hell.
LOL.
Yup,
That's about it.
Shall watch some climbing videos before going to school.
Trololol.




So confused about my freaking life now.
Like I don't know what to do now.
And every day is without a goal, without motivation, without sense of direction.