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I'm sure this is one of the weirdest point in my life.
I really don't know what I want to do man.
Mr Hon asked me why this year I become like that.
I just told him I damn tired of studying already.
Tsk.
I don't know how to say this.
It's like if I talk about how important it is to chase one's passion / dream, adult or very realistic people won't agree with me.
But is it really wrong to dream.
I just feel damn helpless.
That I'm stuck in this society system.
And that if I try to break free, I won't gain support.
There's so much in life other than working and studying man.
We have one life.
Around 80 years?
1/4 life studying.
1/2 life working.
1/4 life in the hospital.
How can money bring about happiness if we don't spend it.
Dying with unused lots of  money in your bank is like climbing to the top of the mountain and blindfolding yourself from the scenery.
Working hard but no happiness.
LAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
BAAAAAAAAAA
HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
Probably only my secondary school friends have dreams like me.
That's why I love my secondary school friends hahahaha.
So damn tired of the life I'm having now.
It's just bullshit.
9 more months man.
9 more months....