AAAAAAAAAAA

I really don't know what I'm doing in life anymore.
Not studying.
I'm like a freaking log in the sea now.
No direction.
I'm not even thinking.
No aims.
I really want to give up on everything.
And start afresh.
Yup, both relationship and studies.
But obviously, rewind button doesn't exist.
How!??!?!
I'm damn confused.
I'm damn worried.
I just want to climb and forget all my troubles.
I really hate living life like this.
It's like I want to start work, already, but I just can't seem to do the tutorials.
Don't know anything.
Starting to snowball.
Starting to be demoralised.
Gotta start thinking about my 2012.
I know it sucks.
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On a side note, today is valentine's day.
Received lots of food!
Hahahaha.
Went to dinner with A2 also.
Hahaha.
The only OGL there.
My OGMs all damn cute.
Hahahahaha.
Somehow feel damn happy to see them.
Like back to the no troubles J1 life.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
This sucks.