My
Day.
WARNING: RANT AHEAD.
Reading this may affect you, so if you can't take it.
Leave.
Today has been a fucked up day.
Really bth.
Really angry and emotional and depressed and disappointed and everything negative.
It's just not my day man.
Everything's against me.
First got scolded in the morning by Kopi C Auntie (the teacher)
Then I accidentally accused Miss Liu.
And everything falls perfectly.
And when the PE teacher scolded me, I was dumbfounded.
Really cannot say anything because it was my fault.
And to think my day would be a better one because I saw Ivan Chong on the bus in the morning.
Freaking long never see him.
Then when I see him I was damn happy.
To think that would change my mood the whole day because I was practically smiling the whole bus ride in the morning.
Then the freaking PE teacher have to spoil everything by catching me just because I wore PE tshirt instead of uniform.
I almost blew up, raised my voice but I didn't shout at the teacher.
It was freaking pressurising, the stare, her irritating voice, her irritating face.
I was thinking about my House Comm reputation if I blew up.
So I took a step back and allow her to reprimand me.
Then after reprimanding me, Miss Liu continued to reprimand me.
So yup, this is how I started my day.
Then seriously everything weird keep happening.
Like I don't know what's happening.
Got back GP paper.
Got U
38/100 in total.
Then got back physics too.
Got U
35/100
I still thought I could score better than Chemistry by a lot.
Then I freaking got around same mark as Chem.
Then during Chem tutorial got scolded again.
Because I was doing the portfolio for Bai.
Then he went "Can you put that away. If you don't want to listen you can apply for a leave and leave this class"
After the Leader's Investiture Rehearsal, thought everyone's going to eat so followed them to white sands.
I pang-sehed Ivan because I thought everyone's going to eat.
Great.
All went home except for Leon.
They could have tell me earlier and I could have just went home with Ivan.
Instead of wasting my time.
Oh well, but I HTHT-ed with Leon.
About my secondary school life.
Talked about the people now and the past.
And how we've changed.
Xms people are really nice.
I just feel so comfortable with them.
No barriers between us.
Just act what you act.
And sometimes even enjoy getting guai lan and enjoy getting bully.
I guess we all care too much about our face.
Our dignity.
Friends who don't judge you, will be your best friends.
And I'm still finding them.
If you're judging me right now, you know the answer.
And worst, if you're reading this with a grin, I'll give this _|_ to you
What made things even worst was this ignorance in you.
You don't understand I guess.
And to end my day off, my parents just have to scold me for coming home this late.
Don't even understand what I'm going through.
Thanks so much.
I don't like thisssssssssssssss.
It's just a rant.
About my fucked up day.
Sorry everyone.
It's just me,me and me.
Suck it up, move along.
Today will be a bright day waiting for me.
Good night
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