Fucking decisions.

I hate this.
I hate myself.
Why did I?
How can I?
But the problem now is?
What should I do?
I can't make any fucking decisions.
I cannot.
I want to
but at the same time I cannot.
I'm guilty.
But at the same time I want to be selfish.
But no, you cannot do this.
And I have to make a decision before prelim starts.
Or else things are going to get real crazy.
I want to be happy but I cannot.
Is everybody going crazy?!
Can anybody tell me what's going on, tell me what's going on ):
Ahhh!
Tell me what to do.
I need the courage.
I need it.
I am so pissed at myself.

Anyway, today went to school early.
Met Vincent and Ivan and we walked to school together.
Then met Li Ting, Wilson, Ngee Kiat and Wai Heng.
So there was a group of people walking to school together.
Once we reached the school, I went to 405 and Jun Wen damn joke.
The red pump is gone, and he use the black manual pump to pump the ball.
It works!
But when he pluck out the thing, the needle still stuck there and all the air PSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS come out.
Okay then 7.20, went back to class and then national anthem, pledge, school song, student creed.
Then first lesson was English so during English lesson drew some crap on the paper and use the envelope the hole to make a "Video".
Then folded an invisible frog that was damn cool.
Is use plastic and fold one.
Okay then after English lesson was SS.
Social studies today finished 1d of the Myanmar protest and then it was Biology.
Did the Biology SPA that we had planned previously.
About the snacks one.
LOL damn fun because we were pouring things here and there and grinding the food into super small pieces.
I poured the sponge cake and pringles into the hot water bath and boiled it.
Then the sponge cake became white colour when I poured it out again. LOL
Then went back to class and didn't go for recess.
Finished up the Biology SPA and then left 5 more minutes before Maths started.
Went walking around the circle with Chong Yu again and then we U-turn because we saw the abit abit girl.
Okay then went for lesson and then it was MATHS.
Slept again.
Noooooooooo.
The air-con so nice.
Okay then after Maths was the awesome physics test which I had not prepared for.
Mrs Peh didn't come and a young handsome guy came in.
His name was MR MIAO.
Awesome.
Okay then after physics test, stayed in class talk talk awhile and then went to the MOVIE OUTING!
Inception.
Took 165 from opposite school with Vincent, Jeremy, Wei Jie, Ervin, Jia Jia, Vicki, Tsui Yan, Parag, Shawn.
We all went to buy tickets first and then went to sumo house to eat.
Saw Jia Hui, Cheng Ce, Rui Xian, Chao Wang, Cheow Kiat and Zhe Kang at there too.
So we all sat down and ordered our food.
Had a very fun time talking and crapping with them.
CHUI YAN HAHAHA.
She eat damn fast sia! Like dog LOL jkjk.
Okay then we all were eating, then Jeremy taught me how to play bridge.
Learnt how to play already.
Quite fun!
But I damn noob.
The table damn smooth.
Then the friction between the card and the table is like damn small.
Then when I place on the table it will just move in the direction I placed.
Okay then after playing playing, it was 4.30 so went to AMK hub and then met Serene, Colin, Sher Hui, Jacquelin, Jia Chen and then all of us went into the theatre.
Started off with some advertisement and trailer.
Then got one movie is called something labyrinth and is a horror movie.
Oh my god damn scary.
The director is the director of the grudge, ju-on. Best.
So we all watched Inception.
Wow!
Great plot as Jeremy says it.
But for those more stupid one like me, I think it's very confusing and complicated but some parts of it makes sense and thus, I love this movie.
The concept of inception and dreams is totally amazing.
Okay so after we all watched the movie, we all stood around and just talked about the movie with Jeremy explaining the movie for us.
At least I could understand a bit.
So we decided to go KFC and then we all went there.
Many people left and then left the same people that went.
There was Vicki, Jeremy, Vincent, Jia Jia, Wilson, Wei Jie, Shawn and Tsui Yan.
Then we all played bridge and then Jeremy damn high.
Vicki says he is like a drunkard.
Hahaha I agree.
And I think I got influenced by him then I go mad also.
But it was damn fun la.
They are such a cute, lovely bunch of friends (:
Okay then after that too 88 back home with Vicki, Jia Jia, Vincent and Wilson.
Vicki alighted first.
Then Wilson and I were talking about how he looked in primary school and then ended up we talk about the movie again.
There's just so many things that are so confusing la.
Very good movie I would say again.
Recommend everyone to go and watch.
Good luck understanding it!
Anyway, alighted with Vincent and walked back home.
Okay so reached home and bathe and here I am blogging.
I'm damn hungry right now.
And I am damn confused right now.