Twice Ready To Be 2023

 This is definitely the most meaningful concert I've been to.

Just thinking back on the past 2-3 years of stanning twice and it just feels insane to see them standing right before my eyes.

They were literally just THERE.

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Okay I literally just spent half an hour looking through my history with Twice.

And I just want to note this down too.

This was my 2022 EOY reflection mind you HAHAHA

Given how fucking depressed I've been feeling for the past 3 months or so, or might even be half a year, seeing Twice in front of me just reminds me of so much things.

Ever since I started stanning them, so many things have happened.

And they have just been the constant in my life.

In the sense I listen to them in so many different phases of my life.

When I am recovering from my break up, when I am feeling more energetic in life, when I am playing Mahjong every Friday, when I started trading, when I am depressed af.

I can just find them in so many different parts of my life.

And like what I mentioned in my 2022 EOY post, I'm so fucking glad they recontracted.

I can't imagine being such a late Once and not being able to see them in real life if they ever disbanded.

That was really such an important milestone.

I can remember at my peak of my stan in late 2021 when I am looking forward to TTT every Friday.

Like I literally get so excited waiting for new content.

And I will just keep on sharing with Wei Lun.

As much as I'm not in my peak crazy stan era now, thinking back on how crazy I was for them and comparing myself then and now, I felt like I matured as a Once.

And I think all Once will go through this phase of mad stanning HAHAHA.

It's so cringey and funny writing all of these feelings down now.

But hey, like what I said on my previous post, instead of all the shadow and darkness, this post is so important for me.

Because I'm happy writing all these things.

And I'm not just ranting of how miserable and lonely my life has been lately.

It's a pretty nice reset.

This morning has been rough, cried in the shower thinking about yesterday's big loss in trading (and of course linking to every other thing)

And just few hours later, I find myself crying in the concert because it's been awhile I felt so excited and energetic.

Seeing Son Chae Young in front of me was freaking INSANE.

How do I say it?

It kinda feels when Cyue and I finally reconnected after he came out and after COVID's restriction.

HAHAHA I can't even find a good way to describe how insane it was.

They looked exactly like who they are.

And they behave EXACTLY like how I've imagined them to behave.

It's like they are literally some long lost friends.

And Chae Young especially, all the Bubble live at night, and all the V-live in the past.

How crazy of a stan I was back then.

And I mean it kind of slowly died down for the past year?

And today was just a reminder of how much I've missed them.

Thank you Twice for tonight.

I will remember tonight clearly :)