BKK Day 2

Got hit fking hard yesterday night.

But dayum, it's everywhere here.

Hard to not find lolol. 

Just sitting at a cafe now after climbing at stonegoat.

Just soaking in all of my thoughts.

Trading, climbing, family, friends, career.

That's literally the things that is a huge part of me.

Climbing alone at stonegoat felt strange.

In a way I like climbing alone because I really get to focus on my climbs.

No comparison and just really enjoying the sport and the community.

But too, felt a little lonely because no one is climbing together.

So just had this small little thought about climbing and how it has been a part of my life.

As bad as the day gets, some sweat do help.

Too, woke up in the morning feeling depressed af.

And lonely, don't know what to do.

And just surprising because I always thought I don't get my morning depression overseas, but I realise maybe it's cause I usually wake up with interacting with my friends.

And hence it goes away pretty fast.

Or rather, distracted.

So quite an interesting find.

Trading is so tough.

I've just lost the entire 3k in 9 trading sessions. Lol.

And 2 or 3 times were mistake plays for not taking profit.

Owell... 

Feels like back to square one again.

Hate it.

Tomorrow is concert.

I'm so excited!!! 

Hope the next few days will be goooodo