Day (?) Gramps

Sitting by the backyard and just soaking in the sunset.

Thinking that it probably be good to write down some thoughts.

Feels pretty used to this lifestyle here.

Faraway from work, family and friends.

After trying Gay Hip Flexor V7 yesterday, felt kinda down and just suddenly depressed.

Not by the route but triggered by the route.

It was clear that my thoughts can be easily skewed to the negative side.

With just some bad triggers and the whole world seems to just crash very quickly.

And it was also clear that there are so much more triggers back at home.

It's scary that families and friends can be considered as triggers sometimes.

And I guess that's why I feel so much better right here.

Being so close to nature for the past week just reminded me of how fast paced the city life is.

That's probably the reason why I hate being in Singapore so much.

It's so easy with every overseas trip to say that yes I want to slow down my thoughts and the pace I'm moving with life.

But every single time, this concept gets devoured quickly by my own lifestyle.

I'm pretty sure I'm not the only one that feels like this when they head back home after an overseas trip but I just want to pen down what I'm feeling now as a form of memory.

Every single one of us that came to this trip probably feels a tad different from who they are back in Singapore.

In a good way where none of us are carried away from the distractions of life. 

It honestly feels a lot like hampi, and maybe that's why I kinda said that this could be my 2nf best overseas trip in my life. 

And I guess the similarity I can think of is the cold and being out in the nature, faraway from humans.

It's a good trip so far.

And I really don't want to forget this feeling.