I just came back from Surabaya and really enjoyed myself.
And once I came home you just have to ask me what I want to do now.
Seriously fucking tilty.
I fucking knew it.
When I took out my gimbal to try and fix it.
I fucking knew that you were going to say something about me.
I hate it.
I hate that there's no fucking support at home.
I feel so left out at home everyday.
Then now you're fking comparing me with kiat and loon seriously.
I'm sorry that it seemed that you wasted your money on me to go to uni.
If I knew what I wanted to do, I wouldn't even have ask you to send me to uni.
Stop putting your expectations of who I am supposed to be on me.
It fucking sucks.
I'm your son.
Why can't I just chase my dream.
Or at least even try.
Do I seem like such a fucking useless son who doesn't know anything about life?
Yes maybe I don't.
But I know for sure I don't want money to dictate my life.
There's definitely more than that.
I'm just fucking tilted right now.
I can't do this.
Seriously.
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