As it dies down

feels like whatever that I've actually written on this blog and posted wasn't what I actually felt.

But actually what I wanted people to know what I felt.

I guess there's a difference.

But as it dies down, the answer still seems to be lurking some where.

But wew, I've never felt so happy in a while.

It felt so good.

It felt good to be insane.

It felt like it was perfectly normal to be insane.

I can be who I want to.

I don't have to care about what other people think.

It's been awhile since I felt so free.

And so comfortable being with myself.

There's just too much that can't be explained in words.

Whatever that I felt was amazing.

And I just wish to end it off like this now.