The darkness I felt together with the deepest pain of everyone on that table.
I'm not saying I didn't enjoy myself tonight.
It's just that why can't I just be normal throughout the whole time.
That was a painful smile to give.
And I almost broke down on the uber back.
I'm lucky I didn't.
I think the thoughts that affect me the most are those pain that I've inflicted onto others.
I felt the pain which I left on people.
I'm not denying the fact that it was intensified through alcohol.
But it's always there.
I'm sorry to all of you.
Need to climb it off again.
But today's climb with shiyu was nice.
Though it was a short hour or so.
Thanks for the psyche.
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