3 major things tomorrow.
I don't know how bad things can get.
But I guess I'm pretty numb to test results and stuffs.
Given I've gotten last in class for two modules last semester and things turned out pretty fine.
Just talked to Jon and he told me about the difference in the education system in US and in SG.
Even up till University, I feel that most students are still learning very factual stuffs.
Like it follows very strict syllabus.
I don't know man.
Pursuing a degree vs pursuing knowledge.
That's two different things.
Guess I'm still quite a kid in this society.
Or maybe Physics wasn't really what I was interested about?
Sometimes I question myself during modern optics lesson.
It was a module I chose for myself because I thought it would be interesting.
Well, I just spent most of my time in lecture surfing facebook and stuffs like that.
Basically none of the lessons I've actually tried to listen.
So why did I even choose this module in the first place when I'm solving questions without understanding them.
It was such an apt moment to talk to Jon just now.
As of now, I'm really tired.
Just want to get tomorrow over and done with.
Kinda scared how my head will be tomorrow though.
Hope you'll understand.
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