Of thoughts.
Feels like everything is rushing back to me in one shot.
Like a crippling effect on me.
Awful reminders of how bad a person I've been.
If only I could control the triggers in my own head.
And it doesn't help with the fact that gorilla is expecting so much from me.
And how everyone is disagreeing with how much time I'm spending on this.
I just need someone to listen and not bring my efforts down even more.
How easy it is for people to just speak words.
How easy for people to say sorry bro or thanks so much.
But yet still feels unappreciated.
Am I really trying too hard?
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