Daze

In this daze again.
Can't really control my anger these few days.
It's been almost a month now.
But life feels just so trapped.
Can't wait to go school tomorrow.
Dreading of staying at home.
Looking back, days were certainly better.
But I bet when school starts, this "start afresh feel" would fade off in a few weeks time haha.
Can't really say how I'm feeling now.
It's like lost in my own world.
And this feeling is so strong that I wanna just light a cigarette again.
Things certainly will get better.
Why do I feel like this whenever I am having a holiday lol.
Oh well, we'll see.

And to you,
up till now I'm still pondering.
But I'm sure time will tell.

Y2S1.
Not a really great fantastic start.
At least it's a change.