How much do I want it?

How much do I want it in climbing?
How much do I have to put in to see the effects?
It's no doubt that climbing may be an Olympic sport in 2020.
It's 5 years time.
I know it may sound stupid but I actually wish I could compete as an international climber.
And I really don't know what's up for me in 5 years time.
It's true that I don't want it hard enough as compared to the others who are training harder than me.
If I could commit my life to climbing, I would.
But I have to balance my life.
I guess the difference between me and the professional climbers is how much percentage of their life they put to climbing.

It's quite a low season now.
Cannot train as much as I want.
Due to studies and also my injury.
But the near goal for me I guess is to make it to inter finals by the end of 2016.
And hopefully by the time I graduate from NUS, open finals.
I guess it's always good to have some goals in mind right.
Hahahaha.
It may sound far but I'm going to train hard for whatever my mind tells me to.
If my mind stops pushing me, then we'll see how it goes.
But for now, I know that my mind is pushing me harder and harder.
Allezzzzzzzzzzz to myself.