When I got the news in the morning, I was so shocked.
I didn't know how to react.
Went to the bathroom and bathed.
And started reminiscing all the happy times that you've brought to the family.
It has been 5 years since you joined our family.
And we've gotten so comfortable with each other's company.
Actually, I think you don't like me because I always chase you around the house and scare you away.
But all I know is that ever since young, I've always wanted a pet.
You were the second pet that my family had but I've always regarded you as the first.
You've brought joy to my life when you were small and cuddly back then.
But as I grew older, I played with you less.
I had my A levels to study for and the jungles for me to fight for in the past few years.
As time goes by, our relationship went down.
And I'm very sorry to admit that I never cherish you as much as I would.
I was busy with my life and I cared less about you.
And this was also the reason partly why you left us this morning.
I researched two nights ago and sort of think that you have gastrointestinal problems.
Article said that it is serious and is possible to end up with death.
Article also said that we should bring you to a vet if you don't eat for more than 12 hours.
As my mum couldn't read English very well, I translated the article to her.
But I've got to admit yet again that I didn't emphasize that you needed the vet urgently if not you may leave us.
Wtf was I thinking.
Oh right, all I was thinking is about school work, climbing and settling my own problems.
And I dreamt of you last night.
You were sick in my dream.
But I remembered smiling cause you were so stupid.
To my dear rabbit, Im really sorry that you've lived a life like this. The furthest place you have ever gone to was just outside the house. And I'm really guilty cause I felt like I could have paid more attention and care for you instead of giving my time to all the useless things that were happening around me. Not really the best way to bid farewell to me and I'm sorry once again. Hope you are in a better place where you can meet the other rabbits. You were a great pet. R.I.P
I didn't know how to react.
Went to the bathroom and bathed.
And started reminiscing all the happy times that you've brought to the family.
It has been 5 years since you joined our family.
And we've gotten so comfortable with each other's company.
Actually, I think you don't like me because I always chase you around the house and scare you away.
But all I know is that ever since young, I've always wanted a pet.
You were the second pet that my family had but I've always regarded you as the first.
You've brought joy to my life when you were small and cuddly back then.
But as I grew older, I played with you less.
I had my A levels to study for and the jungles for me to fight for in the past few years.
As time goes by, our relationship went down.
And I'm very sorry to admit that I never cherish you as much as I would.
I was busy with my life and I cared less about you.
And this was also the reason partly why you left us this morning.
I researched two nights ago and sort of think that you have gastrointestinal problems.
Article said that it is serious and is possible to end up with death.
Article also said that we should bring you to a vet if you don't eat for more than 12 hours.
As my mum couldn't read English very well, I translated the article to her.
But I've got to admit yet again that I didn't emphasize that you needed the vet urgently if not you may leave us.
Wtf was I thinking.
Oh right, all I was thinking is about school work, climbing and settling my own problems.
And I dreamt of you last night.
You were sick in my dream.
But I remembered smiling cause you were so stupid.
To my dear rabbit, Im really sorry that you've lived a life like this. The furthest place you have ever gone to was just outside the house. And I'm really guilty cause I felt like I could have paid more attention and care for you instead of giving my time to all the useless things that were happening around me. Not really the best way to bid farewell to me and I'm sorry once again. Hope you are in a better place where you can meet the other rabbits. You were a great pet. R.I.P
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