LTC 2015

Just came back from Leadership Training Camp (LTC) 2015.
So while my emotions are still fresh, I shall try to blog down my emotions.
I'm very very tired so please mind my English.
It might not even make any sense.
Hahaha.

Wilfred, Wei Lun and Leon went back to LTC back in 2014.
I did not join them because I just passed out from GCC and I don't wanna take leave just for LTC.
However, I did went back to MJC at that time to look around.
Feels good to be back in MJ that day.

And now, 2015, Wilfred decided to pull us back to LTC again.
Even though I decide to sign up for it, I wasn't like strongly looking forward to go LTC.
It's just a "Okay I'm going back for LTC from 5-8 june."
I was very unsure on how it would turn out.
And at times I even felt lazy to go to LTC.

But to be very honest, I really enjoyed my LTC as a facilitator this time round.
It opened my eyes to how things were run in a non-army context.
So Gavin was our camp commandant (CO equivalent)
And our role was facilitator (3SG equivalent?)
So there were similarities between how things work in army and in non-army situations.
Slowly, I managed to find out the differences and then when this differences bridged, I feel so at ease.
Walking around in MJC made me feel at home.
I recalled all the times I was in school.
All the different corners of the school had its own stories to tell.
It was really weird for me to feel so at ease in the school.
And also it was really weird for me to feel how I feel as a JC kid again.
JC times were so fun.

My very own group A6 made me realised that I've grew quite a bit.
I see myself in them back when I was 17 years old and I compare it with my current self.
I can feel the differences.
And the differences were really really weird for me.

I was lucky to have Eugene as my partner who was very experienced in LTC because it was his 5th year back here.
And I was thinking "Wah really that fun meh come back 5 years"
But when it all ended this morning, I felt empty.
I felt like I was part of something all along but I lost it to time.
Eugene told me that every time he comes back, he learns something new.
Somemore Eugene is and infantry officer. Hahahahaha.

Yeah so it's really hard for me to explain what I'm feeling now.
But generally is a good feeling that I'm part of something big.
And that I've influenced someone's life.
Overall, I really enjoyed LTC and I highly likely will be back again.

Thanks for reading this short post.
That doesn't make sense at some parts.
Good night guys I'm gonna nap.
:D