Waking up

What's in your mind whenever you wake up?
The thoughts that are in your mind every morning kind of determines your personality.
It's always common to wake up feeling shitty.
If you're in the army, you probably will have complaints popping out from corners of your brains.
Complains like "Fuck, later got IPPT. Or fuck tomorrow got outfield. Or FUCK STILL SO LONG TO ORD."
Then when you're in the studying phase of life, be it in JC, Poly or Uni, you'll be like "Wtf man, fucking shag. AMG I STILL HAVEN'T FINISH MY ASSIGNMENT. Report due next week. Wah sian later so many lectures. Fuck I don't want to study anymore. FUCK FUCK FUCK."
And when you're all grown up after graduating from uni and you start entering the society.
You start looking for work, start working for people.
And you'll be like, "Fuck, what's there in life other than working for my boss."
And if you're a boss, "Fuck there's so many shit to do. I don't want to be a boss anymore."

These are probably the thoughts that we all have every time we wake up in the morning.
And it sucks because we aren't living the life that we want it to be.
The life your heart wants is the one that is filled with colour and excitement.
Not complaints, rants, dullness.
But this is how the society has changed all of us to become.
All of us are obliged to do things that is seemed to be the norm.
You can't possibly not work.
Where you get the money without work?
How you going to be successful in the future without studying hard?
How can you skip NS and go do something more useful?
These thoughts cannot be changed.
Or rather, I won't say that it's impossible but it's difficult.
But instead of having such thoughts every morning and making you frown when you wake up, think of the happy things in life.
Think of how you can make today a better day than yesterday.

Bng in the army for almost 11 months had made me a much simpler person.
I was talking to Wei Lun the other day while we were prawning.
The things he was telling me about was so complicated that I would probably not experience in my life here in army.
I haven't had any deep thoughts about life for so long.
Everyday just living with what's planned for me.
Do you plan your day or do the day make the plan for you?
Im really happy to have so little troubles right now.
Kinda glad that army had separated me from the world to know who's my true friends and who's not.

Actually what I want to put across this post is just that we as humans should worry less and start making plans of your every single day. If you want to be a happier person, it all starts from how you're gonna make today a happy day. Plan how you gonna make your day happy. If your day is planned for you, then think of how you can add colours to it. I think that's the meaning of life.