SENIOR BAR LO

Officially a senior in OCS.

Pro term's gonna start next week.

Brunei is coming in less than 30 days.

How fast.

So damn scary hahahaha.

But kinda excited to know how shag it is gonna be.

I really want to know what is my limit.

I almost found mine in scorpion king hahaha.

But no, I'm still helping out and still surviving in scorpion king.

Actually this week has been quite an interesting week.

So many things happening in just 5 days.

ICCT SOC

Then after that sleep sleep sleep.

Then wake up talk cock here and there.

Go into other people's room and stalk people.

Me and George was stalking this girl on her blog.

Then the way she blog is so professional.

Maybe it's just cause she doesn't leave blanks after every sentences.

AND THEN 24km.

Then bam, all the arti cadets are gone.

New Sierra cadets are here.

Felt so damn weird.

Like Platoon 2 isn't Platoon 2 anymore.

Lucky there are still funny people around.

Don't know how I'm gonna survive if they aren't here anymore.

Okay so from this line onwards, I'm going to blog like a professional cb. No more SPACING.

Let's test it out.

Anyway, what I heard from my commanders about pro term is making me look forward to it. It's going to be 22 weeks of tough times but it's going to be a fast one. 4 more weeks and I'm flying off already. Then when I'm back, it's going to already be week 22/38 completed. Block leave, holidays and all the stuffs like that add up together, I'm going to commission real soon! 

Commissioning aside, what I'm actually looking forward to is how my character will change when I stand on the parade square in SAFTI MI. How am I a better person in 20+ weeks time? I'm really pretty excited to find out this myself. Cliche as it may sound, the 2 years in NS can be a waste of time and yet it can also be an enriching 2 years. It all boils down to the mentality of treating NS. If you hate it, this 2 years gonna suck real bad. If you put your heart into it, wanting to learn something, you'll definitely learn something and become a better person. 

Army teaches us life lessons that are difficult to learn in civilian life. That's something I really respect the army for. I'm glad that OCS is changing me over time. Day by day, weeks by weeks, exercise after exercises. Everyday is a learning experience if you are interested to learn. This topic reminds me of when I went out with my old friends the other day, and they told me this "Army really changes people sia. Now when he talk got the Army aura. Very different from people who never go Army." And I'm like wow, really? I guess the changes that I'm talking about is hard for me to notice it myself. The only way for me to judge whether I have improved as a person is through other people's critic. The things people talk about you, reflects on how you have changed as a person. That's what I think.

And with that, I cut off my professional cb and i'm back to normal.

Time to dota.

WQOHOHWEOHOOHOWOOHOO