is really all about perspective.
All about mentality.
If you treat army with a positive mindset, it's not really that bad actually.
I couldn't clique with my section mates last week.
But I tried to change my perspective and my way of thinking and I actually could clique with them.
It takes time but well things are changing.
Live firing this week.
Just showing off, I only miss once.
31/32.
Hahaha.
But fuck, the one I miss is the first shot.
AND FUCK, I'm getting guard duty cause of something stupid.
Not sure whether I can blog about the incident.
Hahaha.
If you are really interested you can ask me.
I'm booking in tomorrow night at 2215.
Fucking sian.
I thought army would be easy for me.
Cause I think I'm physically quite fit.
But no, it's really very tiring.
Not physically but mentally.
You just get mind fuck every moment.
And there's just no rest.
Even when you're so tired, you have to push on.
The perseverance is what I'm lacking.
Gotta up my mentality.
If not I'm definitely going to suffer in the days to come.
For now, I'm going to spend my precious day.
Today and tomorrow afternoon.
AND BOOK IN.
GUARD DUTY REALLY FUCKING SIAN ZZZZZZ.
KK BYE.
Friday, May 31, 2013
Sunday, May 26, 2013
Right now,
I sincerely don't know which one feels like a dream.
Civilian life or Army life.
Which is reality?
Civilian life or Army life.
Which is reality?
Saturday, May 25, 2013
Serena and Jeethi's birthday celebration
Went over to Serena's nice house yesterday.
It's really super huge and all.
I think I've only explored 1/4 of it.
No joke.
Anw went to meet Wei Lun and Leon for brunch at Buangkok's Wendy's at around 12+.
Tried to jog there and end up trying to catch my breath in around 500m LOL.
I don't know what's happening to my lungs.
It's really quite bad.
You wont believe this but I failed IPPT.
All my other results are good except for running.
SBJ 252.
Shuttle run 10.1.
Pull up 25.
Sit up 40.
But 2.4, 13:19.
WTF.
I swear I was gonna die while running the 2.4km in tekong.
Anw, back to topic.
When we are about to finish our food, Wilfred came and bought some ice cream for us.
Lol, I feel quite bad now.
Never pay him ice-cream money and never pay him cab fare.
Aiya nvm 小钱而已.
LOL
So after eating, we cabbed to Serena's house and then we couldn't find her house.
Then later finally found it.
So went in and yup as I said, her house is freaking huge.
Anw it feels weird to see so many girls around.
Honestly.
After the confinement week, like what Dennis told me, the world really seemed damn different now.
Must get used to this life style soon.
So went to play rock band at her house.
Like almost 70 % of the time we're in the air con room.
Because we find it difficult to socialise with strangers.
Hahaha.
There were really a lot of people I don't know.
Except jeethi, serena, wei lun, fred, leon, chawit and shaon.
Fred pang seh us and then we continued playing rock band and eat and lepak the whole time until 12+
Lol.
Then cabbed home with Jeethi, Leon and Wei Lun.
Cab fare $31.
LOL.
Paid $19 for it.
小钱而已.
Feel kinda rich now.
Because I have like $100 to spend on the weekends.
One day for climbing, which is like around $30?
So I have $70 to spent on the other day which I'm not doing so.
Gonna be a rich fuck.
That's the good thing about army I guess.
Hahaha.
All food and facilities are covered in one package.
Anw, live firing next week and I'm kinda worried that I screw it up.
But Wei Lun and Leon say it's damn easy one.
So gonna aim for company's best shot.
Hahahaha.
Damn step.
Well I just came back from a 4km jog just now.
And I swear I'm going to die.
Last time paddlers can jog what 20 rounds.
Now 10 round also want die.
Gotta build back the stamina man.
10 -> 12 -> 15 -> and back to 20.
Feels like a loser when some fat fuck overtake me in IPPT.
Lol.
Alright shall go and bathe and then climb soon!
Ciaozsx.
It's really super huge and all.
I think I've only explored 1/4 of it.
No joke.
Anw went to meet Wei Lun and Leon for brunch at Buangkok's Wendy's at around 12+.
Tried to jog there and end up trying to catch my breath in around 500m LOL.
I don't know what's happening to my lungs.
It's really quite bad.
You wont believe this but I failed IPPT.
All my other results are good except for running.
SBJ 252.
Shuttle run 10.1.
Pull up 25.
Sit up 40.
But 2.4, 13:19.
WTF.
I swear I was gonna die while running the 2.4km in tekong.
Anw, back to topic.
When we are about to finish our food, Wilfred came and bought some ice cream for us.
Lol, I feel quite bad now.
Never pay him ice-cream money and never pay him cab fare.
Aiya nvm 小钱而已.
LOL
So after eating, we cabbed to Serena's house and then we couldn't find her house.
Then later finally found it.
So went in and yup as I said, her house is freaking huge.
Anw it feels weird to see so many girls around.
Honestly.
After the confinement week, like what Dennis told me, the world really seemed damn different now.
Must get used to this life style soon.
So went to play rock band at her house.
Like almost 70 % of the time we're in the air con room.
Because we find it difficult to socialise with strangers.
Hahaha.
There were really a lot of people I don't know.
Except jeethi, serena, wei lun, fred, leon, chawit and shaon.
Fred pang seh us and then we continued playing rock band and eat and lepak the whole time until 12+
Lol.
Then cabbed home with Jeethi, Leon and Wei Lun.
Cab fare $31.
LOL.
Paid $19 for it.
小钱而已.
Feel kinda rich now.
Because I have like $100 to spend on the weekends.
One day for climbing, which is like around $30?
So I have $70 to spent on the other day which I'm not doing so.
Gonna be a rich fuck.
That's the good thing about army I guess.
Hahaha.
All food and facilities are covered in one package.
Anw, live firing next week and I'm kinda worried that I screw it up.
But Wei Lun and Leon say it's damn easy one.
So gonna aim for company's best shot.
Hahahaha.
Damn step.
Well I just came back from a 4km jog just now.
And I swear I'm going to die.
Last time paddlers can jog what 20 rounds.
Now 10 round also want die.
Gotta build back the stamina man.
10 -> 12 -> 15 -> and back to 20.
Feels like a loser when some fat fuck overtake me in IPPT.
Lol.
Alright shall go and bathe and then climb soon!
Ciaozsx.
Friday, May 24, 2013
My first book out
My first book out felt amazing.
I've never felt that amount of freedom I had 3 weeks ago as a pre-enlistee.
I'm doing the same thing, playing dota, using the internet, going out to eat with friends.
But everything just seemed so different.
15 days in tekong really is not joke.
I swear I missed home a lot.
And finally, I'm going to climb tomorrow.
Been so deprived of everything.
Deprived of freedom, deprived of time and more important, deprived of girls.
During the air force talk (7 days after not seeing girl), everyone went crazy.
LIKE WO WO WOWW.
Even though she isn't very pretty.
But she's like a diamond inside army.
Hahahaha.
It's really weird how everyone tried to look out of the windows on the bus when we were getting from changi to pasir ris.
Like we're going on a vacation.
But it's just our home.
My sir told me to as I enjoy these 3 days, think of why I get to even enjoy these 3 days.
If not for the army, will we even have this freedom.
Patriotic as it sounds, it's true to a certain extent.
And by the way, I'm not allowed to blog about NS stuffs so I guessed I will just sum up the 15 days inside.
SHAG
Bryan Teo was right.
It's more shag than climbing even if you don't like climbing.
Hope I'll survive well these 2 months, or maybe these 2 years.
And for now, I'm gonna enjoy these 3 days.
Music never felt so precious.
Food never felt so delicious.
Booya!
I've never felt that amount of freedom I had 3 weeks ago as a pre-enlistee.
I'm doing the same thing, playing dota, using the internet, going out to eat with friends.
But everything just seemed so different.
15 days in tekong really is not joke.
I swear I missed home a lot.
And finally, I'm going to climb tomorrow.
Been so deprived of everything.
Deprived of freedom, deprived of time and more important, deprived of girls.
During the air force talk (7 days after not seeing girl), everyone went crazy.
LIKE WO WO WOWW.
Even though she isn't very pretty.
But she's like a diamond inside army.
Hahahaha.
It's really weird how everyone tried to look out of the windows on the bus when we were getting from changi to pasir ris.
Like we're going on a vacation.
But it's just our home.
My sir told me to as I enjoy these 3 days, think of why I get to even enjoy these 3 days.
If not for the army, will we even have this freedom.
Patriotic as it sounds, it's true to a certain extent.
And by the way, I'm not allowed to blog about NS stuffs so I guessed I will just sum up the 15 days inside.
SHAG
Bryan Teo was right.
It's more shag than climbing even if you don't like climbing.
Hope I'll survive well these 2 months, or maybe these 2 years.
And for now, I'm gonna enjoy these 3 days.
Music never felt so precious.
Food never felt so delicious.
Booya!
Thursday, May 9, 2013
And officially the last post before NS
Just had dinner with my climbing buddies.
All the strong men.
Hahahaha.
Gonna not climb and see you guys for some time.
Take care bros.
All the strong men.
Hahahaha.
Gonna not climb and see you guys for some time.
Take care bros.
Wednesday, May 8, 2013
End of civilian life
Today is the last day of civilian life.
From tomorrow onwards, I'm going to be a soldier.
It is interesting to see that I have been thinking of this day for years.
Since primary school, secondary school.
Counting down by years.
Then counting down by months.
And by days.
And then now by hours.
Reality really hit me hard.
I'm going to lose my freedom.
And I'm afraid I may lose some of my friends.
But well, they say true friendship lasts.
Let's see how this goes in two years.
Tomorrow I won't be sleeping at home anymore.
I'm going to spend 2 weeks sleeping on an unfamiliar bed with unfamiliar people.
Even typing this now makes me feel uneasy.
Because I can't really accept the fact that I'm really going to serve the nation TOMORROW.
I'm already botak now typing all these.
My bag is packed.
I'm just waiting for the time to tick now.
I really wonder what people I will see inside.
How fucked up life would be inside.
And whether what I perceived NS to be is true.
Oh well, gonna spend the last few hours with my family and friends :)
See you all readers in 2 weeks time!
From tomorrow onwards, I'm going to be a soldier.
It is interesting to see that I have been thinking of this day for years.
Since primary school, secondary school.
Counting down by years.
Then counting down by months.
And by days.
And then now by hours.
Reality really hit me hard.
I'm going to lose my freedom.
And I'm afraid I may lose some of my friends.
But well, they say true friendship lasts.
Let's see how this goes in two years.
Tomorrow I won't be sleeping at home anymore.
I'm going to spend 2 weeks sleeping on an unfamiliar bed with unfamiliar people.
Even typing this now makes me feel uneasy.
Because I can't really accept the fact that I'm really going to serve the nation TOMORROW.
I'm already botak now typing all these.
My bag is packed.
I'm just waiting for the time to tick now.
I really wonder what people I will see inside.
How fucked up life would be inside.
And whether what I perceived NS to be is true.
Oh well, gonna spend the last few hours with my family and friends :)
See you all readers in 2 weeks time!
Sunday, May 5, 2013
Army in 4 days
Finally able to settle down and write some stuffs.
Been climbing really really hard these few days.
Jmo say marcus yeo told him must crank hard before army, if not come out cui.
He told me lose endurance faster than strength so if we build up strength before army, come out not so cui.
SO WE REALLY CLIMBED FUCKING HARD.
Jmo climbed 6 days consecutively while I rested on Wednesday.
5 days of climbing in a 7 days week.
Wow.
Finger joints are really very painful.
Skin is really very raw.
I was telling jmo that I already forget the feeling of fingers not being raw.
Because it's always there for the whole week.
This whole week has been really happening for me.
Climbing politics.
Definitely very exciting.
And worrying if I see from some perspective.
But who cares, I'm going Army soon.
Out of the league for 2 weeks.
So it's not my problem.
Hahaha.
But I'll definitely miss pogo-ing to tiles.
Like finally learning new things in climbing then ARMY.
Yesterday I asked Dion to do the campus training I did the other time.
The one I followed Sean Mccoll.
He say very fun and I see him do like very fun also.
Wanted to say "When my fingers not raw I join you"
Then I fucking realised that Army was in 5 days.
That sudden realisation really BAM me sia.
Like fucking psyched but cannot do anything.
Cock block.
Oh well, I still have one last climb on Tuesday.
Gonna really cherish it properly.
And the next climb will be on 26 May.
Omfg so long.
Come back sure cui.
Hahaha.
We'll see how army life goes in 4 days time.
Meanwhile, CHILLAX.
Enjoy while I can.
Ciaosxz
Been climbing really really hard these few days.
Jmo say marcus yeo told him must crank hard before army, if not come out cui.
He told me lose endurance faster than strength so if we build up strength before army, come out not so cui.
SO WE REALLY CLIMBED FUCKING HARD.
Jmo climbed 6 days consecutively while I rested on Wednesday.
5 days of climbing in a 7 days week.
Wow.
Finger joints are really very painful.
Skin is really very raw.
I was telling jmo that I already forget the feeling of fingers not being raw.
Because it's always there for the whole week.
This whole week has been really happening for me.
Climbing politics.
Definitely very exciting.
And worrying if I see from some perspective.
But who cares, I'm going Army soon.
Out of the league for 2 weeks.
So it's not my problem.
Hahaha.
But I'll definitely miss pogo-ing to tiles.
Like finally learning new things in climbing then ARMY.
Yesterday I asked Dion to do the campus training I did the other time.
The one I followed Sean Mccoll.
He say very fun and I see him do like very fun also.
Wanted to say "When my fingers not raw I join you"
Then I fucking realised that Army was in 5 days.
That sudden realisation really BAM me sia.
Like fucking psyched but cannot do anything.
Cock block.
Oh well, I still have one last climb on Tuesday.
Gonna really cherish it properly.
And the next climb will be on 26 May.
Omfg so long.
Come back sure cui.
Hahaha.
We'll see how army life goes in 4 days time.
Meanwhile, CHILLAX.
Enjoy while I can.
Ciaosxz
Friday, May 3, 2013
Climbing hard this week
Gotta miss climbing when I go in army man.
Things like .....
THIS
Hahaha taken on Monday.
Not a very hard route but I tried a lot of times.
Credits to Jmo
Things like .....
THIS
Hahaha taken on Monday.
Not a very hard route but I tried a lot of times.
Credits to Jmo
Wednesday, May 1, 2013
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