EPIC FAIL TIME

Good Friday night was a good night.

Went to meet Jun Wen and Kelvin for dinner at City Square Mall.

Obviously I'm late cause I'm stuck with tetris HAHAHA.

So went to City Sqaure mall's Barbocoa to eat and then after that we saw yin qing.

LOL then damn awkward.

K me and Jun Wen bought the da ji pai, fucking nice.

Makes me hungry when I think of it.

Seaweed chicken wa.

Nice.

So I decided to leave earlier to meet the paddlers people.

J2 and J3.

We met up and everyone keeps touching me when I reached.

LOL.

Yeah so they were at timbre a while ago.

It was 9+ and then we decided to head to Leon's house.

YA so we were thinking on the train what to do when suddenly all the J2 paddlers left.

Lol, they went to Dawn's house.

Then the rest of us J3, Wei Lun, Fred, Me, Leon, Chin Yue decided to make an EPIC MEAL TIME.

Which failed.

Seriously.

It was disgustingly disgusting.

Which made me almost vomit this morning at around 6am+

Okay I'm lazy to describe what we made but I guess I'll name it.

Chocolate cake with hot dogs topped with shredded cheese and rainbow rice. (Honey star base)

OMG the thought of it makes me want to puke AGAIN.

HAHA.

So we kinda baked the thing and it smells like chocolate cake and pizza at the same time.

Then we cooked some leftover hot dogs with eggs.

That's the best one already.

It was delicious UNTIL Leon decided to pour some Jonnie Walker into the egg.

Then everyone stopped eating.

Cause it's fucking sick hahaha.

Yea so after eating the egg, we decided to try the watermelon that we bought.

Chin Yue cut open it and the watermelon let out a HISS sound.

WTF?

Then it was hollow at this area.

And we opened it, it looks okay just that there's this empty space and the meat looks black / dark red.

And the skin of the watermelon is dark yellow / bruised colour.

And we found that perfectly normal somehow.

Until I took a spoon and put it into my mouth.

It burned my tongue.

The fucking watermelon was acidic.

It was spoiled.

EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWw.

Damn sick.

Fucked up.

Shaon came at around 11 and then he ate the watermelon cause we tricked him into eating it.

LOL.

Oh ya before he came we were playing Slenderman.

HAHAHA.

Quite fun.

Yeah so after the 1000ml ASAHI CHALLENGE between Leon and Wei Lun, played some Black Ops and then headed home.

Cabbed home with Chin Yue, Shaon and Fred.

The pasir ris people got off first.

.Chin Yue stayed over at my house.

Dotaed with fred until like 4.30? 

Then went to sleep.

Then yeah almost vomit in the morning.

Woke up at 1+.

Ate some lunch, play some dota.

Then sat 43 all the way to paya lebar with Chin Yue.

Lol talked about the future and things we gonna do.

Then we went separate ways.

He go back msia I go climb.

TODAY CLIMBING I FEEL WEAK.

Damn sad.

Gotta train harder man.

And hope injuries stop coming.

My finger joint hurts, my left knee isn't fully recovered and now comes a lower back pain I used to have when I play soccer in the past.

Yeah then went penang eat and then go home!

It's been a long time since I blog so long hahaha.

Cause right now I'm in my bro's room.

He isn't at home so I'm using his laptop in the dark.

Wa so cool.

Damn feeling.

HAHHA.

KK nights.

So true

All because they do not wish to see anyone else suffer the way they do.

Days like this

Makes me feel so stressed up.
And it makes me feel so trapped by my parents.
I'm already 19 years old and things like spending my own money I also get scolded.
Yong Sheng is right man.
He was saying I've listened to my parents, study for A level, can go to the course I want in university, after A level earn some money and now I can't even spend my own money and I have to obey every single thing they say which sometimes does not make sense.
What fucking logic is this seriously?
My money I can spend whatever way I want?
AND THEN the other side of my mind will go like, but they're still your parents, I must respect and listen to them.
They brought me up, I cannot be like this, I must listen to them.
AND THEN I'll be like, BUT IT DOESN'T MAKES SENSE TO LISTEN TO THEIR IDEAS THAT HAS NO LOGIC.
AND THEN I'll be like, BUT IF I put myself in their shoes, actually it makes sense.
But seriously, putting myself in their shoes, I feel so traditional.
I really don't know how to put my thoughts into words to them.
They won't understand that I'm 19 and all I'm looking for in life now is joy.
What if next time I'm old already, I got the money but I lose interest in everything.
Money really isn't fucking anything.
JUST SPEND ALL THE FUCKING MONEY YOU HAVE ON USEFUL THINGS.
As if keeping the money in your bank makes you happy.
Go buy things you like, invest on things you like to do.
Like for me, I'll spend it to go out with my friends.
Cause my plans for this holiday is to GO OUT AND CATCH UP WITH MY FRIENDS.
And to climb so I'll spend on season pass, buying new equipments and making myself happy.
Isn't that the first priority in life?

And all these thoughts make me so fed up.
I feel bad if I don't obey my parents.
Whenever my parents ask me to go home, I really don't want to not go home because I don't want them to worry.
But seriously, what's there to worry about.
That's the only thing I don't understand.
And again, Yong Sheng is right.
Communication is key.
I REALLY cannot communicate with my parents.
I don't even dare to ask them things that I think they won't allow.
Like going overseas with my friends, staying overnight at someone's house.
And that is the reason why I don't want to stay over at my friend's or hang out too late outside.
It's just so frustrating.
Cause my mum will fucking shout at me over the fucking phone but cause of peer pressure I have to disobey her and not go home so early cause everyone be like "Oh come on, it's still early don't go home yet."
Then for the rest of the session, I'll be like, oh shit, I think mum cannot sleep cause of me, then I stress.
I have to hurry home, but that will be spoiling my plans of  "CATCHING UP WITH MY FRIENDS".

How?

nothing much to say

CLIMBING

NEED TO TRAIN HARDERRRRRRR.

This blog going to be dead soon.

IT'S EITHER I MAKE IT DEAD NOW.

Or I make it dead in 9 may 2013.

CHOOSE NIGGAS.

Hahahaa.

There's just no problems in life to blog about now.

Everything is so smooth sailing.

And the only problem I'm having now is climbing.

UNLESS I FIND TROUBLES WITH MY PARENTS.

Cause anyway, there's no relationship problem that I'm having right now.

Oh wait maybe there is.

Which I find it too private to blog about.

Old already, need privacy.

Last time secondary school YOLO.

Now must reserve abit.

LOL.

BUT ANYWAYS, it's not "THAT" relationship you guys are having in mind now.

It's just friendship.

Hahaha.

Alright I'm out.

Gotta climb harder so next time come out from NS not so weak hahaha.

THURSDAY GOING KINETICS.

FIRST TIME!!!

hahahaha

I AM FUCKING TIRED TO BLOG.
LIKE LITERALLY.
From today's climb.
Supposed to be light climb but pushed quite hard today.
Tomorrow going to climb again waaaa.
Shag.
Anyway, went to tibre to eat with Kenny, Ivan and Vincent today.
Cb we fking embarrassing.
Never even wait to be seated we all just walk in go toilet HAHAHA.
Then I was lost in clarke quay also.
HAHAHA.
Fking hell I should go out more.
Stay at home too much already.
Yea so after timbre went home.
Sorry really damn tired.
You all can just stop reading my blog already.
There's totally no GIST or EXCITEMENT anymore.
HAHAHA.
K can bye.

Lol

SUBSCRIBED!

Tomorrow

I'm going to wake up at 11am.
But I'm still down here not satisfied with all the dota matches.
It's 3.26am.
So damn tired.
Really no win at all.
Wtf day is this.
Hahahaha.
Pubs suck.
SHAN LEONG COME BACK.
TECK HWEE COME BACK.
EVERYONE COME PLAY DOTA LEH.
Fuck.
Bye.

Damn

Dennis was right.
Wake up really like kena car bang.
Cb.

Climbed hard today

AND IT FEELS GOOD!
Omg trained with Dennis and Kay Gin today.
Sick training.
It's been a long time since I trained so hard for something.
Train until really want to cry.
But it feels good after the training.
But my fingers are burning right now.
ELECTRIC FEELING.
Hope I get to train more and climb harder.
Now I want to climb hard but Army is in like 50 days time.
Kinda regret I only found back this motivation recently.
Or maybe only after today.
Always so lazy to climb and all.
Until Kay Gin pushed me today and wow, I managed to do routes that I didn't think of doing.
It's just my attitude.
And of course, I'm still finding that pysche to climb everyday.
Oh well.
Let's see how it goes soon.

:)

CALL YOU DEFINITELY

So bored~

Hey all.
Went to eat with paddlers yesterday.
Hahaha haven't seen them for quite some time.
There was rui guang, me, chin yue, christine, xin minn, gerald and shan leong!
So we went to eat at Somerset's Marche.
FUCKING EX.
But okay la, once in a while.
Spent like 21 bucks there.
And earlier on went to climb, 9 bucks.
Top up ezlink 10 bucks.
Lunch 4.70.
And some drinks here and there.
Spent a total of around 50 bucks in one day.
AMG.
So pain.
Then this sat going timbre with Kenny they all.
SPEND AGAIN.
Must do more camps already.
Hahahaha.
Anyway after eating at marche with the paddler's people, we headed to SCAPE to lepak.
At the playnation there.
A bunch of passionate dancers down there dancing.
Cool to see passionate people doing what they like to do.
Always enjoyed that.
Yeah so left at around 10 and then went back home with Rui Guang.
Took 43 all the way.
Was so tired when I reached home but still managed to play some dota here and there hahaha.
Okay ciaozsxz

West Grove Primary School

Hi all just did a day event at West Grove Primary School.
So tired.
The primary school kids probably have more energy than me.
They cannot stop getting noisy one.
Very cute all of them.
Hahahaha.
Primary school kids easier to handle as compared to 3NT students.
Because whatever you say they will listen.
It's very fun overall because all my students love me.
HAHAHAHA.
That's a very nice feeling.
Like whenever you run, they will follow.
They don't slowly walk to you, they run to you with enthusiasm.
It's like I RUNNNNN all the way to one side, all of them follow
I runnnnn to another corner all of them follow.
Hahaha.
Then water break, ran together to drink water.
Then when going back, I heard someone saying "HE LOOK LIKE THIS ........ (DIDN'T HEAR)"
Then I shouted at them "AH WHAT? HE LOOK LIKE WHO?"
When I walked closer,  I started running, and then all of them ran away from me.
OMG really damn enjoyable to have such a cute bunch.
Then got one girl called stefanie.
Most of the coaches agreed that she look older than her age.
She looks 15/16 but she's only 11.
Hhahaha.
Okay I shall go dota BYE.

It's 5.36am

So tired but excited at the same time.

The feeling of a happy kid.

It's coming back.

Going to meet AK people at Hougang Mall now.

Free cab to West Grove Primary School together with them.

Jeremy pay hahahah.

Jeremy damn bause.

Woohooo

Finally got someone blog already.
Chin yue hahaha.
www.callmeyeti.wordpress.com
Anyway went to NUS open house yesterday and then headed to climb.
NUS is really a nice place.
But boo two more years then can go there.
Then climbed with Aizat until 9 and then headed to old airport to eat.
Today wake up at 2 and then dota awhile before going to paya lebar for camp briefing.
Tomorrow heading to West Grove primary to facilitate a one day activity.
Hahaha.
Quite excited anyway.
Made a few friends today.
Justin, Nikki, Jesslyn and Brandon.
Hahhaha.
Gonna cab with some strangers tomorrow.
Quite looking forward to it.
OKAY I SHOULD SLEEP.
I'm left with 5 hours to sleep.
Booo.
Good night!

WHOOOSAYY

I've finally become a camp facilitator for the first time.
My first work.
Under Adam Khoo.
This job surprises me.
It's been a long time since I socialise with people.
Staying at home and dota like for the past months.
Finally stepping out of my house, out of my comfort zone and become a camp facilitator.
Even typing on computer now feels so weird.
I'm so tired now but I really have a lot to say.
This camp has changed me quite abit.
So this is quite an important thing to blog about.
It's only a short three days.
I'm allocated with a Normal Technical Class.
On the first day (training day), I was really afraid that the students would be very difficult to handle.
And I kept telling myself not to stereotype these students.
NT students are normally better as what I would have thought.
But sadly, the students that I have received are exactly the same as what I would have thought.
Inattentive, aimless, rowdy no respect for people.
EXACTLY MY STEREOTYPE.
And now, I would have to lead them for the camp.
They are secondary 3 students, and I thought they would be fine as they are not sec 4 or sec 5.
And they only recently became sec 3 students.
My expectations of them were too high at first.
Not saying that my expectations were high.
I just wanted them to listen to me and do all the activities well.
And share my life story with them.
But no, 3T1 students are so naughty that even Mash (my camp partner who has 5 year of experience) find it difficult to handle them.
There are bullies in the class and people who get bullies.
Malay and Chinese.
Hooligans and students who want to enjoy the camp.
Now I understand how the teachers of 11S103 feel.
You want to do your part, but half the class are creating problems for you.
You waste time to solve the problem but things aren't solve.
You feel that you have wasted time trying to solve the problem, should have just ignored the rest.
But you feel guilty and can't continue.
You're at a lost.
You feel like quitting.
AND, that's all the thoughts that are going through my mind.
PLUS, my confidence to speak in front of a crowd is very low.
So can you imagine? Low confidence with a bunch of students that even facilitator with 5 years experience have problems with?
The first day of the camp was really a bad experience.
I wanted to tell Jeremy that I wanted to quit this job and go home and sleep.
But somehow I decided to continue, for the sake of respecting this job and respecting all the coaches, especially Mash.
If I just give up now, wouldn't that make me a loser.
Went back with a new attitude, got thrown back down by them.
They were really a difficult bunch.
Mash came out with an idea, and that is making them feel guilty.
How does he does so?
He ask me to hold push up position together with him.
That is to give them a message that it is our fault for their bad behaviour.
Because as facilitator, we fail if the class ain't listening.
And that worked perfect.
Only after 15 mins (not saying 15 mins of push up position is easy)
They realised their mistakes and then they became a class together by joining in the push up position together.
The notorious guys all realised their mistakes and hold push up position together.
That was the most touching moment I had in the camp.
The rest of the days were a lot more easier.
Most of the leading were done by Mash.
And that was what I really want to thank Mash.
He has his ways with students.
And his way of leading people are very effective.
That's somehow the camp.
I'm really very tired to blog now, I don't know what I'm blogging.
Hahahaha.
But overall, it was really fun and I met a lot of people!
Gonna meet those coaches on Monday for another camp.
But it's a one day event.
Hahahaha, kinda miss my 3T1 guys and all the coaches.
Been a long time since I have this camp camp feeling.
Feel so young again!

So shag

Lazy to post butttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt...........
Climbed and then work yesterday.
Hahaha worked with my eldest bro.
Help to tear down IT fair and count stocks.
FKING TIRED.
Do until like 4am starting from 8+ 9.
Got free macdonald supper though hahha.
Yeah so loon's friend send both of us home together with 3 other guys.
Then kena tp.
Road block.
Lol check ic and stuffs.
Then in the end walked home cause cannot more than 4 ppl in his sports car.
We got  6.
Hahha.
So loon and me walked home at around 4.30am from the swimming complex there.
Damn shag.
Then woke up this morning at around 11+?
Then keep playing computer until now.
LOL.
Fk.
Ya tomorrow gonna have some camp facil training.
At loyang sec.
FIRST TIME DO CAMP FACIL.
Kinda excited ahahaha.
Okay shall go sleep.
Good night!

USS

Went to USS yesterday with Kenny, Ivan and Vincent and it was DAMN AWESOME.
It's been so long since I've got this excitement and thrill.
Hahaha.
Really very nice design and facilities.
And btw saw Sherine working there hahaha.
Too shag to blog yesterday.
Hahaha.
The rides are really fun.
Especially the Egyptian, the transformer and of course the Cylon and Human.
Sat the Cylon 5 times in total.
HAHAA.
Just keep going only.
Damn fun.
Didn't expect it to be so thrilling and exciting.
Hahahaha.
So after playing at USS, headed to vivo to buy some food and drinks.
Then saw Jabrina and Gavin and some triton girl.
Yeah so err after that we headed to Kenny's house for dinner.
His mum cooked for us and made "lou hei" for us.
The keyword is made.
Not buy.
So we lou hei (BELATED BELATED) and then had dinner.
Talk talk awhile went back bathe and then headed to Vincent's house to MAHJONG ALL THE WAY UNTIL 4AM.
Knn damn tired.

So woke up this morning and headed towards NTU.
Supposed to meet at Jurong East at 1pm.
Then Yi Da changed to 12 pm.
So I was a bit late.
I wanted to meet them at outram so when we reach Jurong together it should be around 12.
So I thought everyone late like at most 15 mins.
CB I reached outram at 12.18.
Obviously I will be around 1 hour late when I reach Jurong East.
But when I sms Yi Da, he told me he still at home.
WAH DU LAN.
In the end, Sherman, Yi Da, Tubs and Abang reached Outram at 1.18.
SO I WAITED FOR 1 HOUR.
Slept at the freaking platform for 1 hour.
Then they finally come.
I could have slept 1 hour later.
Lol.
So headed to NTU and met up with Eugene.
He book out hahaha.
Saw many people there.
Fronia, Esther, Wilfred, Han Qi, Hwee Min, Ting Hao, Wei Hao, Chelsea, Rachel Teo and friends and a lot of people hahah.
Like really alot alot familiar faces.
Oh YA also saw Clement, Eugene's floorball friend.
So stay there and talk abit with him and his parents.
Yeah supposed to go for some talks but Eugene they all seemed not to be interested.
Eugene only interested in Sports Science.
I pei him but he no pei me.
Emo.
OH YA.
Saw xcyuex also.
With CHAI.
LOL.
Okay moving on, after that, went to Tampines to eat lunch.
A super late lunch.
5pm.
Hahaha.
Ate at ajisen with Eugene, Yi da and Tubs.
Then went to buy lao ban and then headed to Michael's house.
BY WALKING.
Kicked plastic bottle along the way.
We walked 30 minutes sia.
Or more.
If don't have that bottles, the whole journey cfm sian.
Then later caught one frog near Michael's house and then put inside the plastic bottle.
Hahaha.
Then went to free the frog at Michael's house.
Then it hopped into his neighbor's house lol.
So yeah, TETRIS at his house all the way until 11.30 and then took last bus home.
Just dota-ed with Willey and yeah I'm damn shag now.
I need to SLEEEEEEEEEEEP.
K nights.

CLIMB ASIA

Been to CA to climb today.
Really quite nostalgic.
Cause last time always climb there after school, is like a playground for me after JC curriculum.

Actually I realised climbing performance defer very differently from gym to gym.
Kinda a mental thing.
At CA, I can't do this particular move.
But in onsight, maybe I can do that move.
That commitment and how much I want to catch that tile is really on my mental strength.
Or sometimes, commitment comes with confidence and confidence comes when you overcome this certain barrier.
Have to work harder on my mental skills if I want to perform well and climb hard.
With good techniques and finger strength, I still don't think it can bring me far.
Not saying I have any.
But seriously, MENTAL STRENGTH IS THE BEST.
Okay can bye.

Rooftop mahjong @ Sherine's

Hahaha.
Went to eat with Sherine, MJ, YS and Rachel Teo today.
Damn long never meet the two girls.
So we went to Dhoby Ghaut to eat.
Some thai restaurant.
I couldn't find that place.
Lol.
Then walked around aimlessly for around 15 mins?
Then called Sherine to ask her where was she.
So found her and followed her to find the rest.
Okay so ate some thai food, PHAD THAI.
And some zi cha stuffs.
Hahaha.
Quite nice but I'm hungry now.
So after that, headed to Sherine's house to slack.
It was quite late already.
Like 9+
Then reached there around 10+.
Mahjong not even one wind then zao already.
Hahaha.
Her rooftop damn nice.
4 storeys sia.
Rich.
Hahaha.
Yea so played awhile, ate some niam niam seaweed that I threw later on, then left.
Hahaha managed to catch 43 and headed home.
Not bad day~
So long never see them.
Hahaha.
Okay CIAOZS.
Tomorrow climbing~

THIS MADE MY DAY.

Other than climbing really hard today and finally topping one hard route.

YAYYYY.

So looking forward to climbing now.

Hahaha.

TUESDAY!

A Level results are out!

And guess what.
I got something that I won't smile or cry.
Like when I get the result slip, I'm like, OKAY.
Anyway, it's really been a long time since I saw all these MJC people.
Hahaha.
Really quite a special feeling.
So after collecting our results, our class decided to go and visit Joshua at the hospital.
There was me, Destin, Tubby, Yi Da, Celestine, Audrey, Li Ying, Eugene, Michael.
Went there and Joshua grew a double chin LOL.
He damn jia lat.
Stuck in the hospital and his results are really bad.
Yeah so after visiting him, left to eat at Astons.
Then the girls left while the rest of us went to play pool.
Was so tired then so slept.
After sleeping awhile, went to eat prata beside Katong Laksa.
So after eating prata, took bus towards Destin's house and then started playing Mahjong.
Only me, Tubs and Eugene went his house.
Play until lose $8.80, sibei sian.
Lol.
So after that, took 43 home and then slept until like 12+.
Then play comp until dinner time.
After dinner headed to Vincent's house to chill.
Drank some alcohol and play some guessing game on iphone.
Hahaha.
Then after that headed home at around 12 midnight.
Just dota-ed a few rounds and I'm fucking tired.
YAWNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN
Gonna go climbing tomorrow!
Allez

Slowly getting back

It's slow but I can feel myself getting back the strength.
Hope I can do well for OBC.
Last comp before Army.
Hahahha.
Felt "NOT THAT BAD" climbing today.
Finally looking forward to climb again, instead of dragging myself there.
Hahahaha.
TRAIN HARD!
OBC IM COMING!