My climbing attitude

Haven't been properly blogging these few days.

Too busy having fun.

Hahahaha.

Anyway been to climbing today.

Woke up early even though I was a little drunk from last night's drink at Kenny's house.

Celebrated his birthday.

Kinda.

Hahaha there was me, Ivan, Vincent, Salim and of course Kenny.

Yup played circle of death, bridge, dai di.

Drank a lot of red wine last night.

Damn sick.

Almost vomit at 5am + when I woke up.

But managed to sleep through it.

LOL.

Power of the brain, paralyzed body.

And that's how people feel as if a ghost was lying above the person when they sleep.

:)

Sleep paralysis.

Okay got a little off track when I talk about dreams / sleep.

Hahaha cause I'm recently into lucid dreaming again.

Really hope can master the skills.

DON'T FOLLOW THE 9GAG POST.

Noob lucid dream skill.

It's Wake induced Lucid Dream - WILD.

The one I learn is Dream induced Lucid Dream - DILD.

If you guys are interested can ask me~

But I only lucid dream 6 times in my life.

With only 3 that I am at least 80% control of the dream.

Hahaha.

OKAY BACK TO TODAY.

Yup so went to climb.

Yay.

My left knee fucking annoying.

But this injury, was kinda an opener for me.

Honestly, I want to say I was a little competitive in the past.

And the fun of climbing isn't really there anymore as I keep wanting to improve myself.

To win competition and stuffs.

To prove to people that I'm good.

I don't want people to look down on me when I climb.

This left knee of mine has taught me that competition doesn't bring you happiness.

Okay maybe temporary happiness.

Like yay I won, I'm an inter man now.

But it doesn't give you that sense of achievement.

So what if I am an interman.

But I don't give in 100% when I do a route.

Like today, I just do this very simple move.

Like I did almost 10 times.

The move.

Everytime I do, I am .5 cm closer to the tile.

And I finally reached the tile after 10 attempts.

And that is enough to bring me happiness equal to when I finish a route.

My attitude to climbing has to change.

More focus and less giving up.

I still remembered last time doing a route for 6 weeks.

Yes, that is the kind of happiness I want from climbing.

That sense of euphoria.

Hahahaha.

Kinda want to thank Elaine for accompanying me today to climb easier routes.

Cause I can't possibly do all the hard routes.

Hahaha.

THANKS ELAINE.

And on a side note, finally saw JOHN.

OMG.

SO long never see him.

He has became a lot stronger.

10 one arm pull up.

LOL.

Fucking cb.

And he was damn nice today.

He bought MC just to climb with us.

Excused from work.

But then we were leaving at 6+ 7.

So stayed a little longer just for him.

Until 8.45.

Then we went to eat together.

Me MJ and John.

Went to eat at Serangoon central.

Maybe I'll be working at the same place as John.

He's the chef while I'm the waiter.

Hahahaha.

Quite cool.

Shall consider that job.

And yeah, I'll probably be working.

But not so soon.

I need to enjoy!#@!@@!

MORE OUTINGS PLEASE.

No matter who you are.

JIO LEH.