CHANGED BLOG SONG

Is my first ever korean song in my blog.
Hahahaha.

Find it so meaningful.
I think it's her best song of her newest album.
Don't understand what she singing?
Just take a moment and look at the lyrics.

This thing about hope.
Just lost it recently.
Sometimes there's just no point waiting.
It doesn't change any fact.
If they don't like you, they never will.
Don't ever change yourself to fit their desires.
You're unique.
The things you do.
The way you behave.
You're just different from everyone.

Been hanging on loose hope these two years.
Why am I working so hard?
What am I trying to prove?
I'm just so tired of this.
It stops me from thinking.
My character has been shaped over the course.
What's left is just a shell.
How long has it been since I last laughed till my tears drop, till my stomach hurts.
Recalling the incident recently, what was I thinking?
I knew something was wrong that day at the library.
Why did I blatantly run off in joy?
Why did I do that?
Thinking back, that action just disgust myself.
Why am I wanting attention?
Why do I want to look good in other people's eyes.
I am who I am.

Sometimes it's hard to find myself back.
I want my old self back.
Even if it means that I have to be all by myself.
I can live well without these friends.
I'm an introvert that was so hopeful of my future.
What has happened?
Are you scared to dream now?
Wasn't your dream to travel all around the world?
Are you being stopped by the society?
That's the thing.
Dreams are crushed, hopes are lost.
That diminishing hope every moment, but yet you can do nothing much about it.
All these expectations from all around.
"I need to do well for this national exam."
That's just what my dream has became into.

Am actually quite glad that somehow my brain woke up.
If this reflection session hasn't popped out.
I'm afraid I will fall deeper and deeper.
Losing that hope I had in the past.
Now that I have somehow gotten myself out from this reality, it's time to dream all over again.
Let's achieve great things, with this limited time we have.
Who knows, 21 December 2012 might be the last day.
Live everyday to the fullest.
Seize the day, or die regretting the time you lost.
Come on, I can do this!
HOPE!

On a side note, maths paper sucked.
Went to playground with my class guys.
Played crocodile.
Hahaha.
No one would understand the joy of finding back childhood.
And that's one of the reason everyone thinks 11S103 guys are childish.
Hahahaha.
Went dominos to eat and then after that lepak awhile.
And then went home, with my uniform sweaty and sticky.
Gave up studying chemistry 2 hours ago.
I studied 1 hour only.
I'm probably screwed.
Let's see what happens tomorrow.
:)

LOVING BOA'S NEW SONG!