Sometimes

We ought to listen to our parents.

I'm a rather unfilial child.

Always raising my voice at them.

It's like they always talk about the same thing over and over again.

And we may find it irritating.

And want to rebut.

But you can't rebut, because the things they say makes sense to them but don't makes sense to you right now.

They are adults.

They are more experience in life than us.

I understand my father's rationale.

But I just don't like it.

I don't like to study.

I always live with this principle.

You can only live one life, make it worthwhile.

Does studying and suffering makes my life worthwhile?

Does working hard and get all the money makes my life worthwhile?

Nope.

It's the happiness.

But yet, you wouldn't understand what is happiness until you understand what is suffering.

But it just sucks la.

I should stop being such a stubborn asshole and listen to other people's criticism against me.

It helps.

If you think about it.