2.11am

It's late right now.
With pumped up kicks playing in the background.
So many thoughts going through my mind now.
So many small frustrations.
Add up to a big problem.
Friends on one hand, family on one hand.
The only time I can really let myself loose is when I climb.
That's why I climb so much.
That's the only time I won't think so much about my life.
It's so tiring.
Everything.
I still feel like a small boy, in this world.
Innocent about the future.
My head feels damn heavy from THOUGHTS.
Every night before I sleep, I will still think of you.
Thinking of what you are doing now and stuffs like that.
I wonder if what he said was true.
I really hope not.

BLOGGING.

IS.

MY

RANTING.

PLATFORM.

WOOOO. 

So sick and tired.
Soon, it's going to be 2012.
I wonder if it's going to be a good year or not.
I just know this year sucks.
Know so many fake friends.
See so many old friends changing.
See how much I've changed.
To someone so unrespectable.
Even I am starting to hate my own personality.
So hot-tempered, stubborn.
So full of crap.
So AA.
So not funny.
So arrogant.
So pessimistic.
I know.
And probably there's more to it.
I KNOW.
I know I have all these problems.
And the worst part is I don't even try to change.
I don't respect people.
I keep silence most of the time.
I wonder who thinks more than me.
How do I expect others to respect me if I myself don't respect myself.
But I just can't find the reason that I can respect myself.
I'm TOO pessimistic.
I wasn't like this in the past.
I was an optimistic boy.
Even though I'm an introvert.
I stay happy all the time.
Aiya.
Let's just conclude that this year sucks.
JC sucks.
Education sucks.
Society sucks.
Let's end this off with something

"If you find problems with most people, then the problem most probably lies with yourself"

Simply said, I suck.
Kthxbai.

Tomorrow will be a better day.
How long have I been surviving on this quote.