Tears

Was viewing the camwhores just now.
Moved from right to left.
So it accidentally went to the last picture on my facebook.
Then I continue scrolling through all the pictures.
Fuck, I wanted to cry.
I miss ODAC so damn badly.
The times spent at sabah.
The video especially.
Really miss how we just interact with no barriers.
Remember sleeping with Chao Wang and Chin Yue and then Chin Yue "didn't wear pants"
HAHAHA.
Then Ying Ting came in and OMG I NEVER SEE ANYTHING I NEVER SEE ANYTHING.
Then Joe's resounding laughter followed by all the girls' sharp laughter.
Everyone's so happy.
I miss that kind of life.
I want to be simple like how I used to be.
Why do we learn all the bad stuffs of society as we grow up.
Competition, backstabbing and stuffs like that.
I really miss Mount Kinabalu.
Even until now, 2 years have passed.
The scenery was sickly awesome.
And we were so happy in the midst of breathlessness.
Still remember when I came back from Sabah.
I feel like a totally different person.
Someone who have grown.
And really pushed the limit of how strong our brain can be.
It's sad to see how my life have been revolving around books, unawkwardisation, weird friendships, educations, sadness, stress.
I was someone who love outdoor, who love playing under the rain, who love to do stupid things and not scared of being judge.
Just ranting here.
I really can't take the education in Singapore.
It's just disgusting.
To see how education is seen as goods instead of the moral values behind it.
Why are there Isaac Newton and Albert Einstein in the past and now there's no one famous for science?
Inflexibility of education.
I don't know who actually have the same idea of education as me.
Not much I must say.
Maybe ho.
And fizzy, wai heng.
And all my clique.
Tsk.
Why is life so sad?
I'm like wasting a fraction of my life to chase qualifications.
What's the point.
In that few years of education, I swear I could be more happy than I am right now.
But yet again, education in today's society really trains our perseverance and somehow shape our attitude in life.
But do we apply these concepts to goals in life?
I doubt so.
Just going to end my post with this.

Put in the right seeds, and you'll get the right fruit.