SAW IVAN'S CLASSMATE CALLED MENDI.
AND SAW NIGEL'S CLASSMATE.
THE PAIKIA FACE.
NOT WEI LONG.
THEN CHONG YU CAME.
THEN I STUDY
THEN THEY PLAY DOTA
THEN WENT YONG SHENG'S HOUSE EAT.
EAT FINISH PLAY CSS.
YONG SIANG SCOLDED YONG SHENG
HE JUST "FUCK NI LA. NEXT TIME REMEMBER NOT TO OFF THIS SWITCH. ALL MY FISH ALMOST DIE"
THEN YONG SHENG DIAM DIAM.
Okay the font damn irritating.
So after that, went home.
Dota.
The end.
Lost 2 rounds.
Pek cek sia.
0 9 and 1 13
LOL.
Sai kang.
On a serious note, I'm really worried.
I really don't feel like caring.
But I'm obliged to give a damn about this shit.
The feeling of reluctance.
Sucks.
What's my future going to be like.
What do I want to be?
I'm sure I will find a job that will suit me and I would like it in the future.
I believe that life's fair.
Somehow or rather, I will definitely love life.
Life's up and down.
Perseverance and learning how to stand up will bring me far.
So much for perseverance.
I'm not even putting much effort into promos.
Not as much as I would have been.
Well, one reason is that promos is not a dream, it's a goal.
One that is so short-term.
And leave no chances to peek into the future.
You don't see why you are doing promos.
Because you're not thinking far.
I'm not thinking far.
Or rather, I do think far, but I'm not looking at where Singapore's education can bring me.
But nothing is impossible.
I will break out from this society.
And live a happy life.
Fuck those who think money/fame is great.
I'm definitely talking about some "great" person in our school.
Who obviously hates gingerbread man.
Fuck you, engineers are for narrow-minded people like you.
That thinks about money and how to serve the society.
Like a dog.
I just hate you all of a sudden.
Because when you told me "If you were to say you wanted to be an engineer or something I would be proud of you. But you say you want to travel around the world and just be happy? No weepin, this is not going to work. You are really disappointing me"
Ya, YOU are the one that disappointed me.
30+ years old and still stuck in Singapore with this stupid position.
Think about it.
How much more can you feel happy if you didn't think about work.
However, our responsibility we have will increase as we grow older.
The responsibility I will have in the future, will definitely cause me to work hard to raise my family and stuff.
Then in the end, I will slowly get brainwash by the fact that money is so important.
The society's gravity is too strong.
Everyone will get sucked in.
Why is life like that.
Sigh.
But no fear,
I will fight the brain washing process.
(Y)
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