It's the month where my birthday falls, but it just reminds me of the past.
Sigh.
I seldom think deep now.
I'm becoming more like an extrovert.
Don't know whether that's a good thing or a bad thing.
I guess I'm kinda less sensible right now.
I don't know my priorities, I don't know what to do, I have no aims.
I'm like a lost kid.
Waiting for someone to save me.
And every time I think of the past, I just can't control myself.
I will just get so distracted.
But friends around me would just come and interrupt my thoughts.
It sucks, not able to think.
And it sucks, to think too much too.
I just want to feel happy.
There's just this one thing stopping the happiness, this one thing making my life imperfect.
I feel stress, I feel confused.
I feel lost studying in JC.
I miss all the familiar faces.
Everywhere I go I feel at ease.
And can monkey around like a real monkey.
Now, I don't know.
I love to meet up with my secondary school friends.
Even though I may look like I don't.
I really enjoy each and everyone's accompany.
Trust me.
But I don't show it sometimes.
Hope you all can understand.
And everyone's splitted up, we don't see each other often as before.
No more motivation to study.
I miss studying with Chong Yu.
Because no matter how much he suck at A maths, he go all out to get the good grade.
To see him improve 500% and then 500% from MYE to Prelims to Olevel.
Something like that.
2->10->60
Ya he got 2
LOL.
Tsk,
Aiya, true friendship will last.
True feelings will last.
That's the conclusion and the end of this post.
Endure the time, answers to be told.
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