Nex

Wanted so badly to blog happily today.

Stupid dota match.

Why everyone so retarded when playing dota?

It's just a game.

I've been saying this for 5 years.

LOL.

Whatever.

What's done cannot be undone.

And I've enjoyed myself today.

Went to nex with Chong Yu and Ho.

And then Yong Sheng came to meet us.

Then we went to meet Jia Hui.

Who got PW meeting.

So we went to meet rachel teo.

Who was studying at Tea dot with her vjcian.

Then saw went to find Zoey, Shi Yun and Si Wei was happening to study there too.

Then went back to find Jia Hui.

Then studied with her and Zhe Kang who came shortly after.

Today so happy one lor.

Then talked in the kopitiam with Chong Yu, Zhe Kang and Jia Hui about life.

Talked about many things la.

Then later htht with Jia Hui on the bus.

Hahahaha.

She keep complaining.

Then half of the time my mind was blank.

So went in and came out from the other side.

BUT OKAY.

I KNOW WHAT'S THE MAIN PROBLEM.

Super confusing sia.

Hahahaha.

Weird stuffs.

Awkward stuffs.

Tsk.

Okay yeah so that's about my happy today.

Let's talk about the wtf today.

Ya wtf played dota.

When I could have spend that time studying.

Unforeseen CIRCUMSTANCES.

I tried to keep cool and keep quiet.

OH WELL.

I guessed I kinda failed.

Random fact of the day:

ER.

I COULDN'T FEEL MY LEG AFTER I GOT OFF 109 AT SERANGOON INTERCHANGE.

Totally no feel.

Like wood.

I emphasize on the TOTALLY.

Then I was walking like a crippled because I don't feel my leg stepping on the ground.

Then everyone stared at me LOL.

No blog post today!

Woke up.

Study.

Eat.

Study.

Dota.

Bathe.

Eat at chargrill bar with low ho yong sheng and fizzy.

went ys house afterwards to drink.

abit seh

play TF2

watched numbnuts

happy :)

good night!

random facto of the day

loon coming home!

Yong Sheng + Rachel's house

Supposed to have soccer in the morning at 9am.

Guess what.

I woke up at 10.30 or something.

LOL then took my time go bathe and eat breakfast, tweet, fb then left house.

So reached at 11.00am sharp.

All of them played like 2 hours already.

Okay anyway so we played soccer.

Play play play play play play play then later play until like 1 pm.

Then after that we went to eat at kopitiam.

Ate cai fan.

Then later played kartrider with Ryan and Zhi Yang.

LOL.

Then after that went home with Zhi Yang and Ryan too.

The rest separated.

So we took 147.

Went to 7 11 after I reached home.

Went to buy some mangosteen ice cream.

Damn nice.

Then later went home and then slack awhile before leaving to Yong Sheng's house.

Decided not to cut hair because damn lazy.

Then the stupid Ivan Chong replied me 2 hours later that he don't want cut hair also.

Okay so study at Yong Sheng's house.

Did functions.

Finished everything myself.

OMG SUPER PROUD OF MYSELF.

Yong Sheng's house quite productive.

Okay so studied finish function and then left his house.

Rachel ask whether we wanted go her house study.

LOL then on the way to Rachel house, Yong Sheng keep telling me Rachel's closet never close.

Then can see many things inside.

Then he say he and min jian down there laughing like siao the other time.

Super funny.

Then we reached Rachel's house.

Sherine down there sleeping then Yong Sheng shout super loud.

Like comfirm the neighbours can hear.

Then later he show us numbnuts.

Or something.

LOL super funny.

Cannot take it.

Actually wanted study a bit one.

Then end up keep laughing.

Hahahaha.

So we ordered pizza.

Rachy called canadian pizza first.

Then kena kup twice.

Then we decided to call Rite Pizza.

Then later they say will come at around 8+

Then Rachel said this stupid fail sentence.

Rachel : Oh okay. It's okay then. Nevermind.

THEN THE PERSON FREAKING THINK "OH OKAY 8+ CAN NO PROBLEM."

Then came canadian and Rite pizza at 7+

WTH.

Got a total of 32 slices of pizza.

4 pieces of pizza.

Yong Sheng ate one 12" pizza for himself.

Siao kia.

I ate 7/8 of the pizza.

RACHEY EAT 6/8

WTF

Damn fat.

LOLOL.

Okay la.

Actually the 6th one she never really eat.

She go eat all the ingredients then put the bread back inside.

Okay then we watched avatar.

On the tv.

Then later after avatar, Rachel saw this plastic bag.

Then the plastic bag look like underwear.

Then she ask me wear then I went "siao ah you wear la"

Then later Yong Sheng come out.

Rachel : EH YONG SHENG. WEAR THIS LEH.

Yong Sheng : Li mai siao la.

But in the end he wore after much hesitation.

HAHAHAHA.

Then Rachel used Sherine's iPhone take photo.

Yong Sheng still down there posing.

HAHAHA.

Super idiot.

He think he funny.

Then like that can get famous on facebook.

ITE.

Moving on, so we went back at around 9+?

So we went compass take 159.

Then Yong Sheng alighted at the stop before the police station.

He going his Aunt's house.

Okay then later send Sherine home and then went back home.

325 IMMEDIATELY GONE.

So I went to take 159.

Saw Thomas and Bao Cheng on 159.

Wah damn long never see them.

I think that's why we think we saw Tzu Chao at Compass also.

Yup so reached home and I'm drinking passionfruit tea now.

(Y)

Bye folks.

BOULDERING

Woke up this morning to do EOM.

Do EOM already then went to bathe.

Then went Nex immediately.

Ate with Kelvin at Macs.

He got work today!

So after that, Chong Yu came.

Then followed by Yong Sheng.

Then we finished eating.

Oh ya before I forget I saw Benjamin Tan and Ming En.

Hahahaha.

So funny.

They like never see me.

Okay then Yong Sheng came and then we went to Serangoon MRT.

Took circle line towards Mount Batten.

Then later when we alight, saw Clement coming out from the train too.

Same train.

So the 4 of us headed towards Onsight.

Reached at 2+

We climbed until like 7.20.

Damn jia lat the hand.

Tired like siao also.

But still got one route must dyno but I haven't finish.

Nooooo.

Anyway, Min Jian came in between and he brought his friend along.

So yup, there was the 6 of us.

It rained slightly today.

We went to eat at this restaurant called Fatty Weng restaurant afterwards.

Then wth, I ordered Seafood fried rice which is $6 and Fizzy ordered Sambal fried rice which is $5.

Then the difference between the both of us is the $1 and the sambal.

THAT'S ALL.

WTH.

Then I complained to the person.

I asked her where is the seafood.

Then I use my chopstick and I took the hei bi (the super small prawn) and say this one ah?

KNN I THOUGHT SHE WOULD GO CHANGE ONE PLATE FOR ME.

She just awkward smiled and then left.

WTH.

$6.

MY FREAKING MONEY.

Tsk.

Then the fish is the fish cake.

LOL cannot take it.

So after eating, then we all left.

Went to serangoon nex.

Played Jubeat.

When Clement played jubeat, I always can feel the december period.

When everyday wake up go to work and don't have to think of anything.

Everyday just enjoy life.

Everyday just spend money.

Hahaha.

Oh well.

So we left at around 10+

Oh ya I saw James.

Hahaha.

I know someone um chioing now.

And she may not even understand what's um chio.

Okay moving on, then Clement and Chong Yu took MRT home while Min Jian Yong Sheng and I took 147 home.

Yup so that's about it.

GOOD NIGHT!

Soccer tomorrow.

It's going to be funny because there's like 14 people tml.

LOL

Basketball day

Yesterday forgot to post.

But yesterday was quite a good day.

Lessons were boring.

Like as usual la.

I don't say you all also will know.

And then I needed to go take late note.

If not I considered as pon.

Then later Wilfred accompanied me to go take late note.

I was like, "wah imagine later we go in then miss chan down there"

THEN WTF.

We walk passed the G.O and I saw her like at the end of the corridor.

Then I damn scared so I ran away.

HAHAHAHA.

Then later I asked Wilfred help me get the late form.

I thought just take the form can go already.

But actually must write all the particulars.

Then I don't know what's happening inside cause I was at the study benches.

Then later Wilfred ran out to ask me what's my IC.

LOL.

He trying to act like he's weepin.

Then later when he come out, he told me that "when i walking out that time, suddenly someone said wait."

Then actually is MISS CHAN! *I think*

Then later she ask him why is he doing in the G.O,

.

.

.

.

In PE shirt?

"HENG AH"

LOL so we ran back to class.

And chinese lesson ended soon after.

So after that, went to wait at central staircase.

Waited for Edwin and don't know who.

Then later Vivek, Jocelyn, Eugene, Destin and I went Ikea to eat.

We bought like $15 worth of food.

Siao eh.

But it was quite worth it la hahaha.

Eat until like siao.

Later saw Edwin while we queuing up for food.

He just reached.

So he decided not to eat.

And that was a smart choice because there was a lot of left over.

So after eating, we walked around Ikea.

Then do stupid things.

LOL.

I gave Eugene this idea to say "huh?" to people who walk past us.

So they talk halfway and then he cut in and say "Huh?" and stared at them.

BUT NO ONE CARE ABOUT HIM.

LOL.

Then later he told us about his secondary school life.

What they always play D.I.E

Then super hardcore one.

Then later when Edwin buying hotdog, Eugene and I went to tap this girl in front of him.

From her back view we thought is an auntie.

Then later when we tapped her and say "Eh auntie stacy!"

THEN we "OMG WRONG PERSON"

Then actually the person is like a teenage girl and she's quite pretty.

Just that she look a bit mature.

Hahahha.

Okay then later we took shuttle bus to Tampines.

Then from TM we walked towards Tampines Changkat CC.

So went there with Eugene first because we needed to pang sai while Destin and Edwin went to buy drinks.

So after shitting, went to sit at some random table in the CC and started studying.

So we study study study then I finish my linear inequalities promo pakage then went to play basketball.

Joshua and Yi Da was already there.

So we played 3 3.

Damn fun.

Play until like 6+ then Clement reached.

Yes, Clement from my primary school friend meets my JC friends.

So we continued playing and playing.

Then later Josh and Destin left to meet their secondary school friends.

Then Edwin also left.

So left Yi Da, Eugene, me and Clement.

So we sat there and watch some basketball 1v1 match going on.

The two guys damn weird.

One very quiet and super big size like sumo.

The other one smaller size a bit but keep laughing to himself.

They are strangers btw.

Hahaha.

Then after that we go lend ball awhile then continued playing awhile.

We play until like 7+ or 8 then decided to leave.

Went to Street 11's kopitiam to eat zi cha.

Yup so ate some very nice food there and then left.

So Eugene and Yi Da went to take train while Clement and I went to macs to talk.

Talk about all the stuffs that happened in that period of time that we haven't met.

Talked about his classmates also.

Then I kinda came up with this logic that time is the best answer for all confusing questions.

Blah.

So decided to leave at 10.30.

So he accompanied me, took the mrt to pasir ris first before going back to Outram Park.

Hahaha.

So took 109 home and then almost fell asleep.

I mean I fell asleep but I almost missed my stop.

I think got this point of time I bit until my tongue then woke up.

LOL.

K bye.

It's 9.48 now and I needa go do EOM.

Handing in at 12noon.

Then go BOULDERING! :D

See ya folks.

Random rants:

1. Omg why promos so near already.

2. Not prepared.

3. Momentum stopped

4. No answers.

5. Waiting.

6. whatttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt

7. I'm getting sick of this again

8. So uncomfortable

9. But this going to carry on for another year +

10. What happens to my life after I joined NS.

lol

no self-discipline.

around 30 days left I still stay back and play basketball.

But my studies really damn cui now.

I want to go consultation.

Ahhhh.

I have to work harder.

YOU CAN DO IT.

PROMOTION ONLY.

JIA YOU.

And anyway, today has been a rather good day la.

Thursdays are always damn nice.

TML 12.05 END OMGGGG.

Actually I feel like using the time to study.

Let's see what happens tomorrow la.

Hope Clement comes MJ then we study hahaha.

Comfirm damn cool.

Anyway, during recess, Wilfred and I was damn late.

Cause my mui fan super hot.

Then later Wilfred waited for me!

Like 10 minutes late.

Then we decided to leave.

Then in the end saw Edwin, Michael and Joaquin so we waited for the other class PE to end and then waited for Keyan to take over.

So after that, we went to class and then later got common lunch.

Then later got Chrystal.

Some sex ed.

Then later econs lesson.

I said Mr Hon looked like uncle then he ask me to go out of class.

LOL.

But I came in from the other side.

Okay then after Mr Hon's lesson, went for self study.

Did functions assignment.

Finally understand.

Ahhh.

Thanks Celestine again.

She help me a lot.

Last time I always help people in studies, now I need everyone's help.

Feel damn useless.

Tsk.

Ahhh.

Okay then after that went for PE.

Which is apparently mass dance because today is ACES DAY.

Then ya da ya da, went to play basketball after PE with class.

Hahahaha.

Quite fun.

Then later played with the guys from Lynette Seng's class I think.

Wah after we played with them we improved sia.

LOL.

They damn sneaky and fast.

We cannot catch up.

Hahaha.

It was fun though.

Went to study bench.

Actually wanted go home but saw Edwin.

So Destin and I studied with him and Keyan.

Study study until like 8.

Ben Yeo joined us and then later we went to eat at white sands.

Ate ramen.

Yummmy.

Hahaha.

Okay so that's about my day.

Took bus home.

Fell asleep until the mosque.

Woke up just nice.

As usual.

Hahaha.

Okay shall go bathe and sleep.

Good night!

17

The Earth has revolved around the Sun for me.

The Earth has spun 365 rounds for me.

And the people around me had spent their life with me.

I'm 17.

I am so happy today.

The happiness I have received today is really so wonderful.

Everything seemed to flow perfectly today (cept for the fact that I was late today)

Was really thankful to those who made my day.

On this important day, my friends have all made me laugh, and smiled.

And made me feel that I'm someone of importance to them.

The feeling is great.

It somehow measures the success I have made in life.

And it has also measured the effort I've put in for all my friends.

It feels good when all the good karma comes back.

It's like a new life started.

I really am very shocked when I see the video.

It was really so touching.

Really thank you man Wilfred.

I really didn't expect anything this big for my birthday.

It's the wildest birthday I've ever had.

Getting creamed on the face and smell like vomit for the whole day.

It's disgusting, but come on, it's great.

The video just showed the effort put in by Wilfred.

I really don't know what to say at that point of time.

I'm loss for words.

It's really very nice of you.

THANKS BRO.

And thanks to Celestine, Chai and Li Ying too.

For making that awesomely cute card for me.

Thanks to all those who have made this special day for me.

Regardless of whether it's a crazy celebration or a simple "Happy birthday!", I feel very appreciated.

No matter how many times I've said thanks, I still feel very thankful.

It's just not enough.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

Really enjoyed my day.

OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG.

So happyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.

I really don't know what to say la.

But I'm happy that I have made such awesome friends.

Both in xinmin and in MJC.

AHHHHHHHHH.

Okay I don't know what to say already.

THANKS EVERYONE.

Special thanks to Wilfred, Chong Yu and Celestine for making my day!

I've turned 17!

Random fact of the day:

CONDOMS? HAHAHAHHAHa.

zzzzzzzzz

I want to go to the breakwaters and scream someday.

Really cannot take the stress.

What I just want now is to understand.

There's so many concepts I don't understand.

How am I supposed to pass promos.

ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZz

Really need to scream my heart out.

I want to sleep already.

I'm sorry for not blogging.

Lessons are so damn boring.

Okay I shall blog a bit.

Film video today with 9AHC and then went home.

Bathed.

Go dinner with family at Punggol East.

Western food.

Medium rare sirloin.

Study functions.

But feel like shit.

Tomorrow is supposed to be a great day.

Too bad I guess?

Blah.

Shall sleep until 8.30.

Likka pig.

Heck care.

GOOD NIGHT FAGS.

11pm

So much for sleeping at 11pm.

I forgot I have a personality that I won't give up until I finish.

LOL.

Then I stuck at this stupid functions question.

THEN GG.

Now it's 11.10.

Shall go sleep after finishing this question.

ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZz.

I damn stupid.

Don't know how pass promos.

Today has been a boring day in MJC.

Just that Celestine cried during recess.

Hahhaha.

I didn't want to go and comfort her because I think it's damn pai seh to cry in front of your friends.

11:11.

ANYWAY MOVING ON, after that lessons and lessons.

Freaking boring.

Cannot stand JC life.

Can't wait for weekends.

AND HOLIDAY ESPECIALLY.

Heheahehaeha.

Just now talk to Kuan Liang.

Ask him what secondary school he want go.

He say XMS.

Awww so sweet.

Then I asked him why.

He said "Cause got pretty girls :D. I horny!"

Then I was like wth.

Then in the end is Yong Siang write one.

HAHAHA.

"The Tay family without dragon dog"

Okay shall go sleep soon.

GOOD NIGHTS

New plans

It's time to make some plans if you really want to promote.

Time is running short and I've only studied so little.

Come on, make full use of your time.

Don't procrastinate anymore.

I want to promote.

That's the very least for now.

Then next year, I will work doubly hard.

To make it up for this year.

Will keep a low profile in school for now.

30+ days left.

Shall chiong like dog.

But note to myself: Sleep at 11pm.

No matter what.

The plan starts tomorrow.

Anyway, today has been a good day.

Spent the morning playing soccer with some old uncles.

Hahhaha.

It was damn fun.

We played like 3~4 hours.

Damn tired.

We actually wanted to stop at around 11+ I think.

Then zh called to ask what time we playing until.

Then later he came.

Hahahaha.

Okay so after soccer, went to eat bak kut teh with Ivan, Daryl and Zh.

Then the rest went kopitiam.

Played a bit kartrider there then Zh followed me home.

So passed him the chem notes and then I went to bathe.

After bathing, headed to Yong Sheng's house to study.

Quite productive at first.

Until he started watching TV.

Then he damn idiot, he help me rotate the fan then the whole of the front dropped off.

So left the blade spinning nakedly.

Then later he ask me "eh hot anot, i help you adjust"

Then he just push the fan.

Then his fingers kena the blade then he "AIYOOO KNN"

Saw his NIAN EN in full view.

Hahaha.

Damn cool.

But the font quite thick.

Anyway, study study study.

Occasionally, Yong Siang and Kuan Liang would come into the room and lie around.

Hahaha.

They damn cute.

Yong Siang plays TF2.

Anyway, went to eat with his family at around 6.30.

I think ate with his aunt and uncle.

Then later we saw ming ting and ming ya.

Hahaha damn cool.

Okay so after eating, went home.

And then I tried to study.

But was damn tired.

So I decided to go and sleep already.

I really hate this tiredness.

But I hate sleeping with things undone too.

But I shall abide to the new rules.

As long as time ticks to 11pm, SLEEP.

HECK CARE.

GG.

GOOD NIGHT.

eh, 你现在是怎样?

HAHAHHA.

Yong Sheng's standard line when we say he ITE.

Wah then I saw Yong Sheng's tattoo just now.

Damn nice.

NIAN EN.

Hahhaha.

Anyway, today has been a good day.

Started my day with the long breakfast.

Then super late.

Reached Mac Pherson at 8.47.

Then Destin smsed me.

Decided to wait for him.

So we walked there together.

Block 37.

So helped out here and there.

Took picture with Tin Pei Ling.

Wah she damn pretty and nice.

Hahaha.

Okay la forget about the damn pretty part.

BUT SHE'S DAMN NICE AND FRIENDLY.

Oh well, so did our reach programme.

Helped to move papers, clothings and stuffs from all over the blocks to block 37.

Only Wilfred and I moved the stuffs.

Then the trolley freaking noisy.

Okay I'm going to rush this through in 2 minutes.

2 minutes starts now.

Okay this is because I'm super tired.

Okay so we moved the stuffs here and there.

So weigh the recycled materials.

Blah blah.

Then yeah, overall it was damn fun because this is the first 11s103 "outing"

Okay so after the CIP, went to Katong to eat.

Ate astons.

Then later they played ZONG JI MI MA.

The number game.

The loser had to eat the meat that Wilfred spit out.

OMG freaking disgusting.

Then we played this for 4 rounds.

That means, spit, next, bite, spit, next person, bite, spit.

OMG DISGUSTING LIKE SHIT.

LOL.

I cannot take it.

Okay anyway, I earned $2.50 from Wilfred for playing the no vulgar game.

^^

Okay so 2 mins have just passed.

HAhaha.

Okay going chiong more.

So after eating, went to Katong Mall?

Or somewhere la.

I don't know.

Vivek led the way.

So we went to this bus stop, the few of us took 43 towards Paya Lebar MRT.

Joaquin led us there.

Hahahaha.

Okay so we reached Paya Lebar MRT and then we splitted up.

Went to farrer park with Li Ying.

She got tuition over there while I meeting Min Jian, Chong Yu and Yong Sheng to climb.

So went to withdraw money in city square mall and then departed with Li Ying.

So saw Yu Yun on the way to Climb Asia but she didn't see me.

Hahaha.

So went to climb.

YA

SO CLIMB AND CLIMB AND CLIMB.

The routes quite interesting but I think the Onsight gym is nicer.

The place a bit cramp and small.

Okay so after climbing for like 2 hours.

All of us cannot take it already.

Actually I can take it.

Is Min Jian the hand blister more and more jia lat.

Hahaha.

So we left, change and then went towards Nex.

Saw Alynna while on the way to Serangoon Central.

Min Jian ran away while Chong Yu, Yong Sheng and I went to Central to eat sliced fish RICE.

Okay so after eating, went back to Nex.

Saw Jia Hui together with Min Jian.

So they were buying iPhone covers so Chong Yu and I decided to go arcade.

Played time crisis with Chong Yu awhile.

I sucked.

Died damn fast.

LOL.

So decided to Jubeat.

Omg my evans no more B.

Emo.

Okay then after playing, went to eat at the HongKee place.

Ate loh mai kai.

Then talk talk talk then later went home.

Took 147.

Waited damn long.

Chong Yu waited with us.

Hahaha.

Finished fruit tips in 5 minutes or something.

All thanks to dragon dog.

Keep saying last one then take take knn.

okay so we took the bus when it came.

Min Jian alighted first.

Followed by Yong Sheng.

Then me then last one Jia Hui.

Hahaha.

So reached home, did EOM.

NO DOTA>

SLEEP.

NOW.

OKAY

JUST BYE.

Difference

Just read Ping Shuang's tumblr.

There's this little thing inside.

That's the difference between our generation and THEIR generation.

The difference that lands me into the shit I'm into right now.

Teachers, parents.

What more can I say?

fuck

off.

now I'm the unfilial son.

Making everyone unhappy.

What's so hard about having a steamboat at my own house.

Quarreling over small matters.

You think I don't want to understand you?

Always gang up together to scold me.

So what now, I can't even do what I want on my birthday.

Thanks.

Mind-fucked

It all started with one drawing.

It's bad enough.

It was the most quietest moment.

Yet, it was the most conscious period of time.

Emotions were unbearable.

The embarrassment, the anger, the sadness, the guilt.

Everything.

Everything held within the walls of the office.

I couldn't describe the feelings I was feeling then.

It scares me.

The shiver, the deep breath.

The uncontrolled tears.

And why, all because of her.

She threatened me.

To make me learn my lesson.

The fear is still in me.

I would definitely not do it again.

Not because I know what's so wrong about it, but instead, because I am scared.

Afraid to get my mind-blown again.

Words.

It slowly affected me.

From my physical into my mental.

Until I couldn't think properly.

She made me feel embarrassed.

She made me feel angry at myself.

She made me feel disappointed with myself.

She made me feel guilty for my parents.

She used mind tricks.

I wasn't prepared.

I went in.

So that's the whole purpose of education?

To transfer information through psychological doings?

Can you imagine how hard it is to make a 17 year old boy cry?

And can you imagine how she did it?

She never make me reflect upon the incidents, but instead about my own life.

She made me feel like a loser.

That I am sick in my mind.

That I am not deserving to be in the house comm.

You won.

I lost.

But that doesn't matter.

Because you opened my eyes to the different kinds of people in the world.

You taught me a lesson.

An invaluable lesson.

If I could get somewhere without education, I wouldn't even care.

But it's because my parents are counting on me.

I need to work hard for them.

Not for myself.

I don't see the point of education.

Or rather, Singapore's education.

But friends, I survived.

I will grow stronger.

I didn't get expelled, suspended, dropped out of house comm.

Nothing.

Merely a warning letter and CWO.

But if I really get expelled for vandalism, it just reflects how retarded the school system is.

The whole thing just made me feel like a loser.

That I had to plead for second chances.

I'm badly affected.

Thanks to you.

On a side note, thanks to those who listened to me or cheered me up.

Really appreciate.

Thanks Edbert for the solutions.

A bad and a good day

Let's talk about the bad day first.
Yesterday, during Chemistry lesson, I was in the chemistry lab.

So I was kinda bored at that moment of time so I decided to draw something on the drawer.

Sadly, the lab technician or some teacher saw and reported it to the Chem HOD or something.

So yeap, during Chemistry lecture today, I was called out from the lecture.

I had to admit that I had vandalised the table because 3 teachers were staring at me.

If I lied, I would have died.

So I guess it's just too bad.

Aiya, too bad, influenced by Yong Sheng.

Draw all the kind of shit.

LOL.

Aiya, this is life.

Shit happens.

I still have to face the VP.

Just take it as a chance to know the VP.

Who knows, I may be like Min Jian.

From notorious become famous.

LOL.

Aiya, damn sad, but life goes on.

Blah.

And the good thing about today!

Which is what happened today.

Ate breakfast in the morning with Wei Lun, Leon, Ivan, Ping Shuang, Alvin Spangz and Shu Rui.

We ate until 9.08 or something.

Then almost late for school.

Hahaha.

So went for lectures, tutorials.

Wah, for the first time I listened in GP lessons.

And gave a word substitution for maturity.

Sensibility.

Tsk tsk.

Okay whatever.

Then after school, went to eat with my class guys.

Then after that we went to study room to study.

Then received a message from Miss Liu asking whether I want to meet her for EOM.

OF COURSE.

I was more than happy to meet her.

Hahaha.

She's damn nice I realised.

She's just like a teenager still.

Having her own life, but has part of her time being a teacher.

She's working very hard for our class.

And she's scared that our class hates her.

I guess she need somebody to talk to too.

Just like anyone of us.

So today, Destin and I accompanied her with our EOM and we talked.

All the way until 6.38

From 4.30

DAMN TIRED CAN.

But at least I think my EOM's going to be an EE.

Really super thankful for her.

:)

So after that, went to basketball court to "find" my bag.

Apparently, Destin was on the phone with one of my classmate.

Then later they say my bag is over there.

So I went there and my bag wasn't there.

LOL.

So decided to play 1 round of basketball with them.

Took like 15 minutes or something.

7 balls only.

Too intensive.

Hahah.

Basketball freaking fun.

Okay so after playing basketball, went to find my bag.

Ying Ting was with me.

So the two of us went to white sands, pasir ris MRT and towards Tanah Merah.

Saw Joaquin on the way.

So met Chelsea and then the 3 of us cabbed down to bedok 85 because they were already waiting.

So went there and there was Min Jian, Francine, Wing, Kelvin, Chong Yu, Branzann and Wai Heng.

So we ATE.

Ba chor mee.

And chicken wing.

And some sugar cane juice.

Hahaha.

Damn nice.

Laughed and laughed.

Too many things to mention already.

Like the lime in my mouth, or the basil seeds.

And things.

LOL.

Freaking funny.

Okay so after the dinner, all of us went back.

Wing and Francine went opposite to take bus.

Ying ting and Chelsea left early.

While Branzann, Min Jian, Wai Heng, me, Chong Yu and Kelvin took 14 towards Tanah Merah.

So from Tanah Merah, took train to Pasir Ris and then from Pasir ris, took 109 home.

So yup, reached home and tadah.

I'm here.

So glad I'm catching up with all the XMS people.

hahahaha.

Good day.

And bad day.

OMG I NEED TO SEE MRS PANG.

Hope she's reasonable.

It's been said and done

Well, at least I feel truthful to my life now.

Nothing to hide.

Think,

weepin, think.

It's your JC life you're handling.

Screwed it up and life's going to eat you up.

You must promote.

Please.

It's easier said than done

I'm scared.

XMS RETURNS

PE.

Fun.

Sepak Takraw + Basketball.

Rain.

Recess.

Study vectors.

Maths lecture.

Then Chinese.

Then more lectures.

Blah blah blah.

All the way until 2.35

Lunch.

Ate a lot because freaking hungry.

OH YA.

During GP, after Miss Lim left.

Eugene and I playing "Sepak Takraw" in class.

See who can kick the bottle out of the class.

THEN IT WENT OUT AFTER SEVERAL TRIES.

Then just nice opposite the block got one teacher.

Then I jitao squat down.

Then Eugene also jitao squat down.

LOL BUT MY T-SHIRT STUCK AT THE WINDOW CAUSE I HUNG IT TO DRY.

So I pulled the curtain.

And then from one hole I could see the teacher staring into the class room from the opposite block.

LOL so we kept groping for the t-shirt and the pe pants.

THEN FUCKING SCARY.

HAHAHA.

Heng never kena caught.

I scared got teachers read my blog.

Stalkers sia.

So old already.

LOL.

Okay back to lunch time.

After lunch was Chem tutorial.

Omg, chem tutorial was kinda serious.

Miss Ong scolded us.

No Chemistry teacher want to take over Mr Nah when Mr Nah had to go reservice.

Damn sad can.

No teacher trusted us.

Mr Nah had to ask Miss Ong personally as a friend to ask her to come and take over.

It's really sad.

I must do Mr Nah proud.

And all the teachers proud.

Of my promos.

HUAT AH.

Anyway, so after Chemistry ended at 5, went back to XMS.

Studied with Wai Heng, Chong Yu, Min Jian and Wing.

Andy and Wei Jian was there too.

Hahaha.

So yup, only did like 4 questions.

Min Jian down there disiaoing juniors.

This junior ask us buy flower.

Then min jian ask why.

For orphanage.

What orphanage.

Savoong (or smth)

At where?

Cambodia.

So how do we help when we buy the flower?

The money will be used to build beds for the people there.

Blah blah blah.

Super kp.

Then later in the end, we realised it's a fake flower.

Then he keep shouting "OIE SELL FAKE FLOWER TO US. "

"YOU GO PLANT ON THE SOIL SEE WILL GOW ANOT."

Then we freaking noisy.

Totally air polluted the whole of canteen.

Hahaha.

Love the feeling.

Like what Chong Yu said, "Make me feel like a sec 4 again.

Oh ya Jia Hui and Francine was there.

:)

Then the Sec5s came back too.

Saw Chun Leng and Franklin.

Oh so study study.

Freaking unproductive.

Afterwards, went to eat at around 7.40.

That time Jia Hui left already and Wing went to send Francine off.

Then by the time Wing came back, all of us finished eating already.

So Min Jian went to play the I dunno what machine.

The one you put coin inside then got the hanger can grab the toy one.

YA THE GAME.

He spent like $3 just to get this weird looking soft toy.

LOL.

But in the end, we totally destroyed the doll.

Yong Sheng took Min Jian's scissors and started cutting the eyes out.

LOL laugh until cti.

Freaking funny.

Then everyone in the kopitiam staring at us.

Thinking we some siao kia.

Then we decided to leave.

Went to find bubbletea shop uncle and auntie.

LOL then Yong Sheng kp.

He take the soft toy and then put on the table of the bubble tea shop.

Then the uncle, OIE bu ya luan fang ah.

Then Yong Sheng tell the uncle I do one.

Study too much JC.

Should go ITE.

Then say what I pcc to the soft toy.

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WTH SIA.

Hahahaha.

But it was damn funny la.

Always got Yong Sheng then the day super funny.

Hahaha.

So after that, took bus home with him.

Hahhhaha, great day man.

P.S

Happy birthday gay!

Soccer + stay at home

Today has been a rather good day.

But my soccer sucked today.

Probably too tired from bouldering.

Well, after soccer under the scorching hot sun, went to eat at KFC.

There was Hardi, Branzann, me, Kelvin, Ryan, Vincent and Wing.

Lol.

Okay so after eating, went straight home.

Feeling cold from the sweat.

So went to bathe.

Slacked awhile first.

Before going to Hougang green to buy stuffs.

Then after that went Hougang mall to print photos.

Ya da ya da then went back home.

Ate mac delivery with family.

Quite cheap sia.

Hahahaha.

Feels good to eat dinner as a family.

But loon in Brunei.

Hope he don't get eaten by crocodile.

Hahaha.

Okay see ya kids.

I want to hold your hand

I WANT TO HOLD YOUR HANDDDD

I WANT TO HOLD YOUR HANDD.

OH please, say to me.

And let me be your man.

And please, say to me,
you'll let me hold your handd!!

Hahahaha.

Today is such a good day.

Been a long time since I laugh till tears come out.

All thanks to Yong Sheng.

His stupid story about his NT class last time.

All damn disiao.

Is really guai lan until cannot take it.

Then he was like "wo class hao wan hor? yao lai wo class ma?"

LOL really damn funny.

Okay la so practically woke up at like 8am today.

Because mom was damn loud when closing the closet.

So went to study Chem.

Took like 3 hours to study Atomic structure.

Super unproductive.

All because of music distraction.

LOL.

But it's worth it.

So after the long and tiring revision, went to bathe.

Ate some cha sao bao and then went to meet everyone.

Saw Kevin on the way to the MRT.

Talked a bit and then went towards MRT.

The train was approaching so I ran down.

Then I ran into the train and got myself an empty space.

So there was this guy.

Who looked damn familiar.

I think it was Raynian but I didn't dare to call his name because he was on a earpiece and the train was quite quiet.

If I called out Raynian, then what if he never hear or what if is not him.

LOL.

So I was in a dilemma, don't know whether to call him because it just look totally like Raynian.

So in the end never call him.

SMS-ed him after I left the train.

IT WAS HIM.

LOL super funny.

Okay la so went to circle line.

Took until Tai Seng to wait for Chong Yu.

Boarded after 10 minutes and two of us went towards mountbatten.

Then the train terminated at paya lebar.

Alighted and then waited for the next train.

So reached mount batten and then met up with Chao Wang, Jia Yi, Min Jian and Yong Sheng.

So the 6 of us went towards onsight climbing gym.

Then went to boulder.

Very interesting routes.

Very fun to climb.

Feel like a boss when complete the route.

Then ya da ya da.

Climbed for like 3 hours or something.

At around 5pm, Chao Wang left to have dinner with his friends.

So we continued climbing.

Saw Mr Tay and Miss Cheryl Lie.

They also went there to climb, the high wall.

So yup, at around 6, went to the MRT again to fetch Jamie with Jia Yi and Chong Yu.

So keep blowing bubbles while waiting for her.

So Jamie came and then the 4 of us went back to the bouldering gym to find Min Jian and Yong Sheng.

So yeah, climbed awhile more and then decided to go eat.

Ate at this kopitiam near the gym.

Talked about XMS and all the happenings in NT class.

LOL then freaking funny.

Laugh like siao.

Then drank a lot of soup also.

Hehehehe.

So after that, we all decided to go home.

OR rather, Jia Yi and Jamie decided to go home.

Took MRT towards the other side of circle line.

They alighted at Paya Lebar while Min Jian, Yong Sheng, Chong Yu and I went to Serangoon to arcade.

Evans got B.

Finally.

LOL

Can see things more quickly already.

Okay so played a lot of things.

Watch them played time crisis.

Played photo hunt also.

Then got this guy play basketball machine 1k score.

WTH.

Imba.

The proest I've see is Clement with 650 like that.

Damn siao.

Okay so after that went off and then went home.

Took bus with Min Jian and yong sheng.

The bus 147 freaking crowded.

Then Singaporeans just don't want to move back.

Then later after a few stops, Min Jian alighted while Yong Sheng and I went to the top of the deck.

Knn then on top so much space no one want go up.

Singaporeans.

Okay so there was this two malay couple with a daughter.

The daughter wasn't standing properly and then the malay guy had no strength to hold her anymore and he was on the steps.

So he asked the daughter to stand on herself but then she kept crying.

Being pissed off, he took her slipper and then PIAK.

It hit her.

I don't know where.

Yong Sheng say her face but I think is her shoulder.

So violent, next time grow up kill her dad.

Tsk.

So yup, went home afterwards.

Tired.

Tomorrow got soccer.

Woooo.

:D

Good night.

Tired

School.

Screwed up maths test.

Paddlers Training.

Games.

Basketball, and catching.

Dinner at JustAcia.

Kartrider.

Loved today.

But I very lazy to blog.

So yeah, just go and sleep.

Stop stalking my blog.

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Random fact of the day:

Sandeep quite good at kartrider.

I hate maths test.

I'm gonna do maths promo package.

The first time I'm going to PRACTICE maths.

Disturbing day

Going to sleep soon.

Today is really a very disturbing day.

Talked about human centipede and "A Serbian Film" during Physics SPA.

After reading the plot for "A Serbian Film", human centipede feels like it's nothing.

It's really damn sick.

Who in the right mind would make a plot like this.

Totally mind-fucked.

Then after physics SPA, me and my classmates were all talking about it.

Then suddenly Chai went "You know there's this guy, who love this japanese girl, invited her to his house, shot her, had sex with her body, cut off her body parts and eat her up?"

I was like freaking mind-blown.

The way Chai described was really damn hardcore.

As in it's a true story.

Freaking disturbing.

Then Chai found the link to the confession.

So it was this diary written by the mad guy.

The way he described how he cut and physically abused her body was damn awful.

Worst story in my life.

And what made everything worst was that there were pictures of it on the internet.

Her body.

FREAK.

Cannot take it.

Ahhh.

Okay, luckily the laughter therapy kinda saved me.

Cause it was too lame.

Sat beside Ryan and Wei Lun.

Laugh abit then bored.

Wanted to sit down.

But she just down there laughing for 20 minutes at "the so called laughter therapist"

Then cannot sit down.

Quite irritating.

LOL okay.

So afterwards, econs tutorial.

Then study break.

Went to Library to have PW meeting.

Instead of productive meeting, Gideon and I were so amazed by the fact that my IC could slide across the table like frictionless.

So we kept getting distracted.

Nevertheless, we kinda know how the multi party conference works.

So after the meeting, went for pw lecture.

Like wow, fell asleep and dreamt of dota.

Must be ytd.

I was using pudge.

Then got scepter.

WTH.

Then suddenly this tight nudge, and I woke up.

Edbert just nudged me.

HAHAHA.

Damn funny.

So I went explaining about my dream.

Siao sia, so fast can dream.

Lalaland.

Okay so after pw lecture, it was PE.

So went to play bball since today can play anything.

Zanelle, Yang Wen and their friends at tennis court while we at basketball court.

Kinda talked to each other.

Hahahaha.

Then wth, Zanelle can hit the tennis ball until it go right through the green fence.

Siao eh.

But oh well, playing basketball with my classmate damn fun.

Because everyone's like pro, or rather sporting.

Makes the game much more fun.

Hahaha.

So after PE ended, a few of us continued playing first until around 5.30.

Went to the canteen to study VECTORS 2 AND 3.

Joshua, Joaquin, Destin and I.

It was super productive at the start.

Until everyone started talking about horror stories.

I don't know who started it la.

But it was quite creepy.

All got like personal experience.

So was quite creep out and we kinda stopped studying vectors.

Like few more pages then finish already.

Sian.

So after that, decided to leave school.

But before that, took some food from the Mass Break Fast "event" in the canteen.

LOL cope some food.

Or rather drink.

So left school, wanting to go White Sands to eat.

Then saw Yu Ling and Rebecca.

Then decided to go home with them instead because I wanted to talk to Yu Ling.

So we kinda talked on the bus.

But Rebecca was there LOL then cannot say much.

Next time!

So walked home still feeling creep out and finally reach home.

Feeling safe and sound.

Hahahaha.

Shall go sleep soon.

Good night!

Good Day

It's been long since I say it's a good day.

How I wished everyday was like this.

Just playing my life away.

At least I'm feeling real and happy.

Love all the XMS people.

We were still talking about XMS happenings on the bus.

Talked about the Pebble throwing, Kenny, Wai Heng, Jeremy and Ivan Low.

HAHAHAHA.

Freaking funny.

Then talked about last time Ryan Ee kicked Fizzy then I stepped in and then I shouted at Ryan Ee.

So manly sia.

Hahahahaha.

Also talked about last time I accidentally stepped on Ivan Chong's hand thinking it was Wai Heng or Lenze.

Then Ivan Chong was like "Eh you think funny ah?"

Then all of us kinda analysed the way Ivan Chong talked.

It's slow but damn serious.

Then come to think of it, now we are all good friends.

So funny sia.

Hahahaha.

So I haven't say where did I go?

Went to Chomp Chomp with Wai Heng, Branzann, Zhi Yang, and Fizzy.

The 5 of us ate $70 worth of food.

I think.

Oh well, damn waste money.

LOL.

The mussels damn disgusting.

But the sauce nice.

So I don't know how to explain it.

But after we eat and talked about everything in the past, we decided to go Nex because Wai Heng and I wanted to play Jubeat.

So yeah, went there by taking 315 and then went to play.

Played 1 round.

Everything new record again.

^^

Evans almost B.

Yup.

After that played bishibashi with Heng.

LOL he press fucking fast.

Damn funny.

But he got coordination problem.

So funny.

Then Branzann they all keep laughing.

Love the laughter sia.

Love how easily amused we are.

So no matter how awful my joke is, they still laugh.

That just feels damn good.

:)

Yup.

So went home with Zhi Yang.

Took 147.

On the way home, we keep talking about doomsday caused by ah pu neh.

We think that Singapore is really being filled by Indians.

Like the whole of mumbai transported to Singapore.

How sia.

We count every 10 people got how many Indians.

We got 3/10 or 2/10 or 4/10.

On my way home I got 5/6.

WTF.

Seriously.

Indians.

Just go back to india and plant your padi field.

Don't try to revolve Singapore.

It don't work this way.

Your plan is going to fail.

Singaporeans are going to go India one day and change all your padi field into infrastructures.

Then you would have nowhere to go because you won't be employed so just go and die.

W.O.W

2 years ago.

Now,

Nostalgic National Day

I wonder how many of us actually think of how an author felt when he write his stories.

The author will try as much to explain his emotions to the world.

But who actually take the time to read it and really try to feel for the person.

Not many.

Writing everyday makes me feel alive.

That I'm still part of this world.

That I'm still breathing.

It's like the only time where I can really feel good.

I always write with a song in the background.

The song always represents my current mood.

So I can totally write my heart out.

It's been more than a year.

Exactly one year ago, where was I?

That was probably the happiest National Day I've ever celebrated.

The sense of delight is unexplainable.

It's like it just soothes the heart, clears the mind of all troubles.

I don't know how to say but I bet everyone have been through those kind of moments in life.

Those moments that you feel alive and kicking.

Life's like a rollercoaster as I've said in the past.

Sometimes you feel dead like a zombie.

You don't know where to go.

You have no aim.

You're wandering your life through.

Living each day by each day.

All you can think about is the past or the future but never the present.

Thinking about how things were in the past, or thinking about how things would go in the future.

That's the life I'm living in right now.

I'm not enjoying the present as much as I would like to.

I don't know what's stopping me.

If I feel bad alone, what would the feeling be living a life with a mask in a school with all the strangers.

At least back in the past, I'd always be able to share with my best friends.

But thankfully, my best friends are still around me.

Making me feel alive.

Just that I don't see them often.

It's really surprising to know that who is close to you and who is not only through separation.

Of course, how would you miss someone if you see that person everyday.

Day by day, I've been living on.

Stressed by school work.

Stressed by my own goal settings and aim in life.

But what is it that I really want to achieve in this tertiary education?

Am I going to be like Branzann and be the top student?

Or would I just want to be a happy-go-lucky student in school.

Choices like these always makes me emotional.

Because it just worsen the fact that I feel aimless everyday.

Even though I'm giving like 70% for school and studies, it just don't feel good.

The 30% is missing.

30% is the motivation.

I've lost my drive in studies.

Feeling that it's just so useless to study.

How far can a degree bring you?

University?

High-pay jobs in the future?

No, that's not the path that I want to go.

I don't want to be brainwashed into the society, thinking that everything's about money.

Everything's about fame.

I want to be outstanding.

Different from everyone.

But in this harsh world, what else can we do?

It's a sad fact that we have to accept.

That it's impossible not to work.

Unless your dad is rich and stuff.

But still, what's happening to the society.

People are becoming fake.

Even both my parents are being brainwashed.

They just want me to study and study.

Freak, you think I don't know my priorities?

I just need a break from all these thoughts, all these craps that happening in school, in life.

I guess it's hard to understand me.

People who say it's easy, I would say a no to you right in your face.

You don't know what's going through my mind everyday.

I guess I've a good mask too after studying in JC.

So good that everyone thinks I'm as real as you guys.

Yeah, continue trying people.

You won't be able to take that mask off my face.

Unless time let me be.

Haters hate.

I'm just going to tell all of you, I'm far in front of you in the marathon.

Drop a bomb and off I go.

The fireworks were as beautiful, the feelings aren't.

National day Celebration

Today has been a rather good day.

Bus trip was super squeezy today until I found a seat beside Ivan.

So Ivan and I sat together and Ying Ting and Yu Yun sat together.

So Ying Ting was telling me about the human train.

She wanted to bring the xinmin culture into MJ's culture.

I don't like the idea of it.

It's like, I don't feel like doing something familiar in somewhere unfamiliar.

It's just awkward.

I just rejected the idea at first.

So during NDC, was kinda quiet.

Until it was the time to stand up.

Then all the XMS people behind.

So went to the back.

Two teachers tried to stop me but I just ran through them and gathered with xms people.

Hahahaha.

Sang, highed, jumped, human train-ed, taopoked vincent.

Everything you can think of.

Feels damn good.

We took a picture as a whole.

Then Miss Lai joined us.

Kinda feel like she recognise us as one secondary school.

Hahahaha.

So after that, went to eat with Ivan and his clique.

Charles, Chong Wei and Kok Wee.

They wanted to eat buffet.

But I only wanted to eat.

So had some conflicting issue.

In the end only Chong Wei, Kok Wee and me ate at Just Acia.

After we eat, went to join Charles and Ivan for buffet.

Ri ben cun.

Kok Wee and I just sat there.

Kok Wee tried to eat something and got reprimanded LOL.

All the waitress in ri ben cun very pretty

<3.<3

HaHAHA.

Okay moving on, went to shit later on.

Then when I come back, Kok Wee needed to leave.

Then Charles damn dramatic.

So the three of us stayed there until like 3?

3 hours of buffet.

I tried to "study"

End up playing Charles' iPad.

Damn fun.

Tilt to live HAHAHA.

Broke his record.

I bet he don't need to sleep tonight already.

Hahaha.

Ivan's classmates so cool.

Kinda reminds me of 404.

Anyway, after eating the 3 hours buffet, Chelsea came to find us.

Hahaha.

So the 4 of us walked to bus interchange.

Charles left by taking 12 while Chelsea, Ivan and I went to find Ying Ting at bus 88.

Anyway, went to Vincent's house.

So yup, supposed to play mahjong.

But dragged until I go home.

LOL

They were watching the 9pm show through xin.msn.

To see Chao Wang.

Hahahaha.

Damn cool sia.

Anyway, so went home, bathed and then went to have dinner with family.

Loon's leaving to Brunei for NS tomorrow.

2 weeks!

Shall wait for him to come back and share stories.

Hahaha.

I feel very fortunate to have a complete family.

To have dinner with them and laugh together even though everyone's quite big already.

Though it isn't as fun as it were 10 years ago, I still love my family :)

Of rainy day and murtabak

Today has been a good day man.

Rained early in the morning.

And played soccer under the rain in the morning.

It was damn fun.

Everyone keep falling down.

There was more people today.

Kelvin, zh, zy, me, hardi, wai heng, jun wen, wing and sylvester

Damn long never see Sylvester already hahaha.

So yeah, played soccer until 12.30?

Damn tired.

So was super wet and disgusting.

Lucky I took off my shirt and play so my shirt was rather dry.

So after playing, went to kopitiam to eat.

Then later somebody suggested to study together.

Think Kelvin.

Then I suggested go airport study cause the weather like that so the airport would be quite dark and quiet.

LOL.

I like the airport early in the morning.

Remember being there at 7+ or 8 with Ryan to wait for cheerleading to start.

Anyway, so we finally decided to go Sylvester's house to study.

So yup, went back home to bathe and brought my stuffs there to study.

So there was Zhi Yang, Kelvin, Hardi, Me, Wing And Sylvester.

So studied Forces and Dynamics.

Omg I really finished studying.

Damn imba.

I just chiong.

Without talking and distraction.

I finally finished at 7.30 while listening to Sylvester's sister ipod.

Which is full of Kpop.

HAHAHA.

So left Sylvester's house and then went to eat at Jalan Kayu's prata.

Not the one I always eat.

It's the one uphill.

Ate chicken mutarbak.

Damn nice.

HAHHAHA.

Okay so after eating, we all went back home by taking 103 and then change bus and back home.

Yup, so just reached home.

Today has been a good day man.

Hanging out with all the old friends.

Just satisfy my nostalgic feelings.

Hahahaha.

At sylvester's house, I felt like it's back to secondary school times.

Like nothing have changed.

Everyone's studying together.

Then Zhi Yang's laughter FILL THE AIR.

LOL.

All the laughter so real, so fun.

JC has really shaped me badly.

I'm learning to judge people.

Which I hate myself about that.

Idiotic mindset.

Oh well.

Like I said, JC suck.

Lifeless kids, aimless kids.

It just make people turn into zombies.

Into judgmental freaks.

Brainwashing system that makes you think that only study will bring you far in life.

Not just knowledge people, it's intelligence.

I just love my secondary school friends.

Everyone knows what to do.

Everyone's successful.

But oh well, I'm tired now so I'm kinda making insulting rants.

Forgive me if I insulted you.

But seriously.

Life sucks.

I just want to go back to XMS and laugh all day and talk all day.

To love.

Not judge.

Heaheaheaheha

Today has been a good day.

Awesome man.

Woke up early in the morning.

Sleep on the bus.

Then went to GO.

I mean ya, I woke up friends.

If not how I go G.O.

Common sense.

Anyway, moving on, kinda waited for everyone to reach. In the end we dragged until like 7.45 before we left.

Joshua was late so too bad he had to go himself.

Or rather I think Miss Yeow drove him?

I DONT KNOW.

HAHAHA.

So reached Lim Chu Kang after a long sleep on the bus.

Yup, so we had our PE electives over there.

Clay shooting target.

OMG freaking fun.

Tested some rounds first.

Michael the instructor was damn friendly and funny.

Damn cool guy.

His face damn fierce though.

So after testing rounds, we started with 3 stations.

Each station get to shoot 3 rounds.

Shoot moving targets.

Quite fast.

Like the speed of birds.

Hahahaha.

It was just damn fun la.

Then the last one, the fourth station, shot "rabbits"

The moving target was on the floor.

Hahahah.

Oh I haven't explain.

We needed to wear ear plugs and we need to close one eye.

I'm a right hander with a left dominant eye.

So it's kinda hard for me to shoot.

Cause when I close my left eye, everything's kinda blury.

Like damn unnatural.

Okay so YEAH, that's about it.

SUPER FUN HEHEHAEHAHEA.

Love shotguns.

Then I kinda miss shotguns right now.

The feeling of hitting the clay target, or even just holding the shot fun made me feel damn man.

Like I'm some hunter like that.

Cool.

So after that, took the bus back and slept.

Hahahaha.

So reached MJC.

Went to buy some Magnum with 103.

So yup, after that went back to school.

Saw Shanelle, Kok Wee, Yu Xian, Yu Ling, Rebecca, and random people around the school.

Sat around Yi Ren and eat our ice cream.

Lepaked awhile before heading to Ehub for CAPTAIN AMERICA.

So we took a bus to white sands and then walked there.

Took around 20 mins or so.

So reached DTE, went to ehub and bought the tickets first.

Used passion card.

Cheaper.

Hahaha.

So after getting our tickets, went down to BBQ chicken to eat.

Ate with Edwin, Joycelyn and Vivek.

Eugene and the rest went to eat at some taiwan shop LOL.

Played mono deal while waiting for our meal.

Fully used time.

HAHA.

Oh ya, I forgot to mention who are there.

Eugene, Yi Da, Jocelyn, Vivek, Joaquin, Joshua, Destin, Wilfred, Wei Lun, Leon, Edwin and ME.

Super random people.

But okay la, all Atlas.

So happy family.

After eating, went to watch the movie.

Fell asleep like 4 times.

NOT BECAUSE IT SUCKS.

IT'S JUST BECAUSE I DAMN SLEEPY.

KEKEKEKE.

Okay so after movies, decided to go T1.

EUGENE SUGGESTED WE WALK THERE.

Yeah so wth, we took like a 30 mins walk from ehub to T1.

LOL.

Walked through hai xing, walked through this bridge, walked through sunplaza park, then reached TM.

Siao eh.

So went to Manpuku.

I bought an ice cream only and then after I finish eating I left.

So went to bus 27 that bus stop.

Just nice it came on time.

So took 27 to Compass.

As usual, my sleeping disorder.

Fell asleep on the bus.

But I reached COMPASS!

Achievement.

So walked inside and then went down escalator and BOOM.

I saw Kelvin and Jun Wen.

Hahahaha.

So went to change and then went to pizza hut for our dinner.

We didn't met coincidentally la of course.

HAHAHA.

So ate some shit over there.

OMG, I owe Kelvin $6.

Sian ji pua.

Okay then after eating, went to Jun Wen's house upstairs and then lepak.

We talked about life and kinda do some exercise and troll around.

Hahahaha.

Just the 3 of us.

And it was quite dark.

Like perfect atmosphere.

But the freaking place freaking hot.

So couldn't stand it.

We only decided to leave at 9.50 so went to get cup walker and then left.

Jun Wen accompanied us to bus stop and then left when 159 came.

On the bus, HTHT with Kelvin.

It's been a long time since I used this term.

Sigh.

Wonder how's thing gonna come out.

GOOD NIGHT.

I'm scared

I hate August.

It's the month where my birthday falls, but it just reminds me of the past.

Sigh.

I seldom think deep now.

I'm becoming more like an extrovert.

Don't know whether that's a good thing or a bad thing.

I guess I'm kinda less sensible right now.

I don't know my priorities, I don't know what to do, I have no aims.

I'm like a lost kid.

Waiting for someone to save me.

And every time I think of the past, I just can't control myself.

I will just get so distracted.

But friends around me would just come and interrupt my thoughts.

It sucks, not able to think.

And it sucks, to think too much too.

I just want to feel happy.

There's just this one thing stopping the happiness, this one thing making my life imperfect.

I feel stress, I feel confused.

I feel lost studying in JC.

I miss all the familiar faces.

Everywhere I go I feel at ease.

And can monkey around like a real monkey.

Now, I don't know.

I love to meet up with my secondary school friends.

Even though I may look like I don't.

I really enjoy each and everyone's accompany.

Trust me.

But I don't show it sometimes.

Hope you all can understand.

And everyone's splitted up, we don't see each other often as before.

No more motivation to study.

I miss studying with Chong Yu.

Because no matter how much he suck at A maths, he go all out to get the good grade.

To see him improve 500% and then 500% from MYE to Prelims to Olevel.

Something like that.

2->10->60

Ya he got 2

LOL.

Tsk,

Aiya, true friendship will last.

True feelings will last.

That's the conclusion and the end of this post.

Endure the time, answers to be told.

JC

Eugene and I kinda share the same sentiments about JC life.

Too fast paced.

And it's getting suckier as time passes.

Freak la.

Every morning wake up.

Then go back to sleep again.

Then mum scold 2nd time then wake up go bathe.

Bathe and sleep at the same time.

Lazy to wipe body but need to wipe.

Wear clothes.

Do all the same shit

Over and over again.

And the most important thing we need now is SLEEP.

It's not just a few days that we sleep less than 6 hours.

It's every single day.

That's the problem.

I'm really tired.

But I know I can pull through.

I don't know what to do about the other side of my life though.

It's unpredictable.

I don't know whether I should.

Today has been a good day I guess.

The weather in the morning was (Y)

Cold and dark.

I like.

And my bro's shoes freaking smelly.

Can smell when I'm like 5m away.

~.~

So chem tutorial was productive.

Sat with Edwin and Joaquin and we managed to discuss about the topic.

Anyway, then it was maths lecture.

Then blah blah.

Maths lecturer go through freaking fast.

Can't take it.

Recess.

Physics SPA

Mock.

Lunch.

Ate Laksa.

Damn nice.

Seriously.

Especially in a cold weather.

After eating laksa, photoshoot.

Kinda got scolded by Miss Liu.

Dampened all our mood.

Can't smile properly LOL.

Bouncer damn scary.

She keep coming very near us.

Li Ying sad.

Fuck got ant bite me.

Okay so after photoshoot, got laughter therapy.

I don't know how to laugh.

The speaker is not funny at all.

But it's the fact that we are in a laughter therapy course so we just want to laugh.

Anyway, moving on, went to econs tutorial which happens to be free period.

Played with this toy that don't know who get from the speaker.

Wah smelly sia my brother's shoe.

SSSSSSSSSZZZZZZZXXXXXXXXXx

Okay then OMG FREAKING SMEELY>

Okay then the toy is like vacuum + spring.

So must press down the spring and then use the suction pad to make a vacuum.

The thing will shoot up randomly.

Those who hold the toy first will not do forfeit.

This repeats until the last guy never grab.

And that happened to be Joshua.

HAHAHA.

So his forfeit was to wear this dustbin opening over his head, on the neck.

And he stared into this class next door for 5 seconds.

And the teacher saw him then the whole class stared at him.

HAHAHAHA.

Okay so after that, went for pw meeting (self study)

Sheana and I thought of the same thing at the same time.

And we resonated because we have the same FREQUENCY.

GE TIT?

HAHAHA

_|_

Moving on, after PW meeting, went for PW tutorial.

Miss Liu scolded us again.

HAhahaha.

So it was PE afterwards.

Played captain balls with class girls.

First time.

But no chair.

Make me miss xinmin alot.

Especially 401.

I like how we just organise inter class competitions during recess.

401 v 403 v 405 v 407 v 406 v 404 v 402.

Omg I wanted to name only those classes that play during recess.

Then I realised all classes played.

OMGGGGGGGG I miss those times.

I wish I could go back to XMS to play captain ball.

Sian.

Anyway, after PE, went to AMC.

It was freaking cold.

And I never even manage to turn to the last page.

Eugene say never turn better HAHAHA.

Okay so after that went to play volleyball with Tubs, Gideon, Joaquin, Albertus and Destin.

Quite fun.

Then I decided to leave at 7.30 to study.

So went to the canteen to study.

Eh damn productive.

I think I gonna study in canteen again.

0 people over there.

(Y)

Okay so after studying, went to run with Eugene.

9.30.

Freaking fast.

HAHAHA.

Improved sia.

My balance and stamina improved.

I like.

Maybe this shows that going to gym makes your physical ability suck.

Only make muscle grow.

Useless.

I want sell my protein shake.

:X

Anyway, after running, went to study room to wait for Eugene.

So after he came, Joaquin, Edwin, Eugene, Tubs and Destin and I went to BK to eat.

So yeah it was damn funny.

Our topic.

Was about streak.

HAHAHA>

Okay so after that, took 109 home.

Fell asleep again until the person sitting infront of me suddenly lean back.

Then my knee was on his seat so I woke up.

Hahahahaha.

Fuck the ant went up my neck and bit me.

AGAIN.

Disiao.

Okay ciaos

Good night people.

Short one

Omg it's a long time since I wrote something long.

Just going to tell you guys something.

I ALMOST PERFECT MY K1 BOAT.

Freaking happy.

I capsize only after I completed 2 round to the pontoon.

HEAHEHAEHEA

On a side note, I'm quite stress right now.

I want to stay in 4H2, or at least promote.

I'm scared of my GP.

How do I improve my GP?

I think I need to set some goals for myself.

If not my life would be aimless.

I will survive this 2 years.

Happily.

Random fact of the day:
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ALOT.

Tired

Another post with no information.

I am tired.

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okay i had enough of this.

Random fact of the day:

I thought I killed a flying cockroach to find out he is still surviving 2 periods later.

Physics

My physics tutor works there before.

So interesting.

I'm lost, yet again.

Go on and try to tear me down,

I will be rising from the ground.

Like a skyscraper.

I need to start reflecting about my life.

Thoughts that spark me here and then.

What do I really want.

What should I do to be happy.

What should I do to balance everything.

Decisions should be made.

Promos are coming.

Do you want to retain?

Work harder.

Give people the respect.

Cherish all those around you.

Don't regret doing things.

And don't regret not doing things.

What's the purpose of doing what you did.

If you really love this person so much, what should you do.

If you don't know whether you do, what should you do.

Are you working hard enough.

Are you giving your 100% for everything you do?

Am I losing myself?

How different am I from the past.

Why so

I miss a lot of people.

But I don't even try to catch up with them.

Even sometimes I meet them, but I don't know how to show that I really appreciate them in my life.

What's happening 1 year ago?

Do you still remember?

Yes, I do.

I remember the tough moments in life.

I guess this another tough moment.

But it's spreaded over a long time.

It just brings everything down, everyday.

I hate me.

How do I become a better person?