Thoughts

Tired of thinking.

But somehow it's the tiredness that led to these thoughts.

Studying alone in the canteen was a challenge.

It don't feel good.

Neither does it feel bad.

It just creates many thoughts.

Both self-reflections and memories.

Looking back, I was more cheerful and GL in the past.

And I've always been relying on my friends and having fun with them.

But now, I'm much more independent and stable.

And less humorous I guess.

I've change maybe.

And I wonder, why the change?

Only one answer came to my mind.

Term 3 was full of ups and downs.

It's the overcoming of these incidents that made me like this.

A great impact to my life, that even the way I think nowadays have been different.

I used to have a very strong mindset that no one can influence, but after all these that had happened, it's just like a butterfly climbing out from its pupa.

But the wings are not sturdy yet.

It's waiting and trying to be strong yet again.

Waiting for the confidence before the first step is done.

And till that day the wings become strong, perseverance is all it takes.

Come to think of it, I fell asleep during the Maths lesson and dreamt of Mount Kinabalu.

And I was wondering why this dream.

Then I remembered.

Somebody said something to me long long time ago.

Oh well.

Whatever.

It's just me thinking too much.

Such that I'm so tired now.

Great.

Let's start with the day.

Went to school.

Saw Hardi without any balls in his hand.

And I knew it.

No more soccer for the day.

So today's assembly as expected, Mdm Liew talked about Mrs Lee Kuan Yew.

Then there was no English reading period.

Went up to class immediately and then did some Physics before going for the first lesson, English.

English lesson was a free period.

Mrs Goh did came in but she was not teaching.

Instead, she allowed us to do our own things.

So finished physics MCQ (2006) and then went back to class.

Xin Horng suddenly mentioned about the song "Just the way you are"

So nice song.

After English lesson, went back to class for Physics lesson.

Mr Tay didn't come today.

So Mrs Peh took over the whole class for Physics lesson.

Did a Section A.

Sat with Wei Jie during Physics and Maths lesson.

Had a fun time sitting with Wei Jie and Ye An.

Told Wei Jie some things :D

Secret between two of us wahaha.

So after Physics and Maths lesson it was recess!

Recess was damn fun today.

Bought food and then ate.

After eating went toilet with Hardi and we two went to find the rest.

Then found them outside the canteen.

Then they were talking about Go Back Jump.

And we started playing.

LOL.

It was freaking funny.

Especially when it's 12, Zhi Yang look at the other direction and say back.

So my mind was already filled up with the thought of "HE FACE THERE BUT ITS ME. OKAY ITS ME"

But I totally forgot about the number.

So I just said thirteen and fourteen.

Kelvin was even funnier.

"Thir four."

LOL.

It's been a long time since we've sit down and play some other games instead of soccer.

So really enjoyed the session.

So after recess went back to class for CE and Assembly period.

Mrs Wong and Mrs Peh gave the two period to Mr Lee for him to go through the mock examination with us.

So I was damn tired.

And I slept.

And I dreamt of Mars and Mount Kinabalu.

Weird eh.

So after the long and tiring two hours of maths session.

Went to kopitiam with Peter, Jun Wen, Zong Han, Kelvin and Tin Fung.

After eating went to buy bubbletea and then sat with Mr Zhuang.

And we talked about weird topics.

With Tin Fung around, it wavers from love/relationships to engineering.

LOL super anti-climax.

And we were talking about fluffball and she came.

Then Mr Zhuang looked at her, waved, and held his cup of coke up (cheers).

LOL SUPER GL.

Mr Zhuang is such a nice person.

It's hard to treat him like a teacher LOL.

I almost spurted out "Fuck You* when he held his coke up and raise his eyebrow at her.

It was really damn funny.

Okay so they talked about me too.

Contender? LOL.

Damn funny session.

So went back school after that and then STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY.

From 4-5 studied alone until Ryan, Kevin, Benjamin and Ming En came down.

Then like 30 minutes later decided to go and walk around the school since my mind is already filled up.

Hoping that I can clear up my mind.

But it didn't really work.

Then later went back and there were only Kevin and Benjamin studying.

Awhile later all of them left.

So studied alone again.

Until Kelvin, Jun Wen and Zong Han came to entertain me.

Jun Wen VS Zong Han reaction game.

LOL Jun Wen almost win.

They really cheered me up but they left quite soon.

Then Wing stayed for awhile more.

Taking the eraser and throwing to the other hand at lightning speed.

Cannot see at all.

Then later all of them left.

Left me and Jerome.

Finished my goal for the day but I don't feel good.

So took Min Jian's bike and ride around the outer perimeter of the school.

I was somehow venting my frustrations on the bike

I think I was as fast as the bus or something :/

So decided to go home immediately since I had nothing to do already.

Went home with Shirley and took the same bus.

She's right, I need a rest.

She said I looked shagged.

I guess so.

So Shirley went to the Mavis near my house while I headed home.

Yup, so reached home and here am I.

Shall go rest for today.

Note to self: STOP THINKING SO MUCH #@!#@!$@!