Disturbed

Yet again being killed by thoughts.

I'm such a loser.

I don't like my heart to beat differently every now and then.

Sometimes it melts,

Sometimes it beats very quickly,

Sometimes it stops,

Sometimes it hurts.

This kind of cycle is going to end very soon as school comes to an end.

Or will it not end?

Sometimes I wish you would understand how I feel.

Or know what I am thinking.

Blah.

Today was a good and bad day.

Was quite late for school today.

Met Sherine and we went up to class together.

Flag raising ceremony.

First lesson was History.

E.geog people stayed in class.

Mr Pah didn't do any teaching.

Just chatting with Parag and Si Qi as usual and he gave us a paper on the questions set for SEQ in other schools.

Today is the last lesson with him so we took a class photo.

Blah blah.

Then next lesson was Biology.

Mrs Seetoh came in but there was no lessons as usual.

Just consultation.

I think I tried to do A maths during her lesson.

Then after Biology lesson was the fun lesson Chinese.

We played Go Back Jump but instead we form letters.

Like U M P I R E

D O N K E Y

And I learnt a new word today that they formed.

"K I N K Y" LOL

So played with Kelvin, Timothy and Wing.

Damn funny.

So played for the whole lesson instead of studying.

Li lao shi was not inside too so yeah.

After Chinese was Recess, went to put stuffs in class and then went to play soccer.

Soccer today was good!

Because I scored once.

Teamed with Kelvin, Hardi, Zong Han and Wing.

We didn't lose at all if I never remembered wrongly.

Awesome.

After recess, was damn wet because of the Sun.

Lionel walked with me back to class.

And next lesson was Physics.

So sat beside Wei Jie and Mr Tay came in.

Did some Section A but without writing down.

Mr Tay showed the questions on the screen and we just think.

Then it was damn cold because I'm damn sweaty.

Sitting with Wei Jie is fun.

Or rather sitting at the back of the class feels more lively.

Feel dead when sitting in front.

That's why I like to sit behind better.

After Physics lesson, it was Maths lesson.

Went through the Maths paper 2.

Li Ting and I marked the script like crazy.

The tick more than 15 cm.

LOL.

Then Li Ting, Elaine and I were playing with rulers and red ink.

As if it's a knife.

Then keep cutting ourself.

Then got "blood"

After Maths lesson, went for lunch.

Awesome lunch.

Everyone rushed for Dora's lesson while I slowly ate.

Met Branzann and then we walked back to class together.

Went to class and take my stuffs and then went for first lesson.

Ye An, Branzann and I stood outside of the class to talk before Mrs Goh came.

So Mrs Goh came and then went through some comprehension about Sichuan Earthquake.

Was talking to Clement and Xin Horng as usual.

Maybe they are coming to my house this Saturday to study overnight.

Seems interesting.

Hope they will come :D

After English lesson, went back to class and then went down to 405 with Vincent.

Took the ball and Chun Arn, Vincent and I went to ss court to play.

Played with Arthus and Sylvester (sec 2) and one guy.

3v3.

Very fun and funny.

Vincent didn't score at all.

Because I got a touch to the ball which was 100% going in and it was kicked by him.

Then he down there kpkb say I freaking poacher LOL.

Too bad.

I scored!

So went back to class and then Mr Lim didn't come so the whole class was there.

Did some QA test and then went through it.

37/43!

Weee.

Could have gotten better.

Just careless.

After Chemistry lesson, went down to canteen to study.

Sat with Branzann and Timothy at first but they went to the other table to study.

So I sat with Jerome to study.

Damn bored and tired.

Mentally tired.

Then later there was a commotion.

Freaking disturbed by the incident.

And they can still joke about it.

Kelvin is right.

Never judge a book by its cover.

Or rather books.

Maybe I'm just thinking too much.

Yes, I am.

Went home with Ivan later on.

Had so much to say but nothing much came out.

And I really want to talk to someone.

But I always find that I have no one that I can confide to.

But everything's going to end.

3 more days.

And I shall wait for that special day.

Till that day, I shall work hard towards my goal.