SCREAM

Let me be me man

Everybody schemin' man
They say I'm on wrong way
Fuck it what's the right way
Always hard to manage it
Missin' all the weekend
Everybody basic
But I feel like I'm so different
Let me be me

Unintentional change of font 

Means unintentional change of writing style?

YUNHWAY - SCREAM playing

Do Not Disturb activated

On the way to BPSBW

A revelation these few weeks

I'm glad I caught a glimpse of something

Even the slightest bit

Makes the biggest difference

Main themes:

Don't be too hard on myself

Everybody's at their own pace

Past and future aren't major subsets of the present

Art is the best thing for me

Learn as I navigate

Anxiety and depression had been easier to handle

(Touch some wood)

Likely caused by the immense discovery of music and its nuances

*personal space invaded while I'm writing*

*slightly annoyed*

*there's so much space on the bus - ugh!*

Yesterday's morning observation

The morning light pierced through the kitchen's window

My eyes landed on my mum's hair

It was white as snow

That was a shocking moment

(You know those days where you suddenly realise how old your parents are)

I felt my old anxiousness crept in

But it was so quickly dismissed

Used to think I need more time

To get my shit together

But it struck me that the time is now

I do have sufficient time

These subtle shifts in viewpoints are huge

Another common trigger that always haunts me

Is the fact that I'm already 29

And I seem to have nothing

The endless comparison with peers around me

Seeing myself through my biased lens of the society

And communities surrounding me

How was this trigger fixed?

Let's end it this post as a symmetry.

Thank you YUNHWAY

Let me be me man

Everybody schemin' man
They say I'm on wrong way
Fuck it what's the right way
Always hard to manage it
Missin' all the weekend
Everybody basic
But I feel like I'm so different
Let me be me