Everything's in a fucking mess right now.
I feel very lonely in whatever I'm dealing with.
Can't deal with this trading shit but somehow always end up getting back.
Finances are in shit right now.
Told myself to take a break.
And then just putting in more money to burn.
Told myself to take this world slow
Played ml from 2pm to 6.45am
I did practically nothing today.
Other than losing game and losing money.
I have just uninstalled the two apps.
Please, I need some sanity.
I don't know why I'm acting this way today too.
It's almost 7am, the birds are chirping.
And I feel very very lonely.
And I'm scared of waking up because the next morning I'll feel even worse about myself.
I'm just ranting.
Hate this.
Life.
Messy chaotic situation that I don't wanna be in.
I want out.
Now.
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