SKRRRT

Hi, it's been 40 days since I picked up skating and I just wanna log the feeling right now.

IT IS SO FUN.

And I'm sad that I only started when I'm bout to turn 28.

But it's okay!! At least I found a new sport.

Obsessed might be the right word for this.

My IG reels, FB reels, tiktok, douyin all are starting to be filled with skating videos.

It's kind of like how I started climbing back then.

And I think this is going to stick with me for a long time.

Can't believe that I never pick up any new sport after climbing for so many years.

But seeing how I've climbed 12 years in just a blink of an eye, I think I will continue skating until maybe a family happen or something HAHAHAHA.

But it's nice!!

I really enjoy learning new tricks or just cruising around with earpiece on.

And just enjoy the night breeze with music and the mind is just clear.

Haven't really stopped properly to think about my life progress.

In terms of like career and mental health.

Skating has kind of take over that and I think it's both good and bad depends how you view it.

But hopefully, I can integrate skating better with my mind.

I remember 2 sessions ago I was at hougang skatepark by myself at night after Bali.

And I was trying to land a trick (rolling shuvit) I've never learnt before.

I was so frustrated and kind of unhappy.

I stopped and kind of reflect on my own emotions.

Like why am I feeling like this.

It's supposed to be something that makes me happy, why am I not?

And it struck me that it's so similar to climbing.

When you can't land a trick, it's kinda same as not being able to send a route that very session.

And this reminds me that I haven't thought of climbing in such details recently too.

Just chill climb and chit chat and y'know kinda just flow.

And like how I always compare climbing to my life situation currently, it's exactly it.

Chill.

And flow.

I'm not putting additional effort nor am I not trying hard.

Just not extra hard.

Exactly like my career and things that are happening around me rn.

I get stressful that I might not be progressing in my career / I'm not doing anything to improve.

But I think the word FLOW is so significant  to me rn.

Just let nature set its own path.

I also would like to think that it's because I don't have much liability as a single 28 yo man haha ha.

Maybe things might change in the near future.

We'll see~

Also, been talking a lil more to M recently.

Hmm

Hng

Anw, Bali was a great trip.

That trip trip wasn't that great but still a great trip afterall haha.

Highlight for me was really seeing the sunrise at Mt Batur.

Really really beautiful.

And it was an awesome moment :')

And I told Allson that I wanna go back there one day with the LOML.

LOL.

Okay bye