Friends

Was reading through my past posts.

Past as in like 2010, 2011, 2012, 2013, 2014.

You get the point.

And I realised how much things have changed in 5 years.

I felt I didn't change much but hell yes I did.

Problems I'm facing now and problems I was facing back then was similiar yet different.

And I've realised I haven't caught up with a lot of friends.

And I didn't felt the need to.

Because I realised that most friends come and go.

It's not that we are on bad terms now or what.

It's just that all of us have moved on.

And I can bravely say that I have made an impact on someone's way of living here and there.

Because when I read back on my posts, there were a lot of people that I haven't met up with for years.

But they are the people who have moulded me to who I am today.

Good and bad ways.

And it's a good feeling.

As we grow older and mature even more, you will make more friends.

And your connections grow.

But don't ever forget those friends that have brought you up to who you are today.

People often forget about them and move on.

Moved on for more funny, more charismatic and more famous friends.

Friends who make your day.

Friends who make you laugh.

What about those friends back in Secondary School / JC that have pulled you up in your lowest times?

Have you contacted them recently?

Think about it.

Because I haven't.

And I'm feeling guilty for it.

Because I have moved on for more funny, more charismatic and more famous friends.

In other words, that makes me a bastard.

And I hate myself for it.

And because of this, I'll try hard (fuck try hard), I WILL meet my old friends.

And I would like to conclude this post saying that I'm really glad I took up blogging.

My English tuition teacher I had for O levels mentioned something about writing.

Though I can't remember his name (maybe Chin Yue remembers? Haha), but I remember him saying "Writing a journal is good because who would remember exactly what you did 5 years ago on this very day."

So true, so wise.

CONTINUE BLOGGING.

SO I CAN REFLECT ON HOW I GREW AS A PERSON.

Thanks for reading.

To be continued.