Sunday, April 27, 2014

Dat mind torture

It's going to be GCC soon.
A course that I've always wanted to go ever since I watched the GCC video on youtube.
But now, having posted to 3 Guards, I'm kind of mind-fucked.
Like it's coming but it's not there yet.
It's only 3 weeks.
I WANT MY KHAKI BERET.
But I'm damn scared that I cannot make it through.
This course's definitely going to change me drastically.
And after GCC, hopefully things will get better.

As easy as it seems.
Just saying "It's all in the mind."
It doesn't seem so easy after all.
Shall learn to control my mind during the whole course.
But the thing right now is, I don't have any good friends that I can count on now.
All my comrades are all over the place.
Tsk tsk.
Let's just see how it goes from next Monday onwards.

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