Flying off~

Been so busy these few days.
Or rather these few months.
Army's really time and energy consuming.
Been spending my book outs staying at home and playing dota.
Hahahaha.
I'm like a school boy addicted to gaming again.
No social life.
Can't believe I'm turning 20 this year.
And can't believe all my "teenage" cousins are turning 30.
It's quite scary to feel that we're getting older.

Been appointed as the Cadet Wing Commander last week.
My mind was so saturated the last book out.
So many things to remember and do.
Shagged mentally.
A few days into becoming the CWC, I've realised that my decisions cannot please everybody.
This is actually applicable to real life.
And we must be careful of the parties affected by your decisions.
And not close one eye about it.

Going to fly off soon and I'm not as excited as I bluffed myself to be.
Not going to see my friends and families for 3 weeks is still going to be a pain in the neck.
Gonna miss whoever that misses me.
HAHAHAHA.
Looking back at my schooling days, I kind of missed times where I can just sit down at playgrounds at night and talk to my friends.
About relationship problems, family problems, studies and many more shit.
Growing up makes me learn how to fix problems myself.
Or maybe I've just gotten better at hiding them.
I miss having a good friend where I can share everything with.
And I miss cycling around my neighbourhood alone, de-stressing and singing my lungs out.
I miss going out to climb and getting myself so shagged out.
I miss feeling accomplished.
Simply said,
I miss civilian life.

Bye see you all on 5 march!