Reflections finally

Finally I'm thinking again.
Gaming has really taken my thoughts about life for a long long time.
Was watching BoA's biography on the internet.
And I thought about my own life.
She went to Japan at the age of 14 herself.
The feeling of being alone.
I'll definitely not understand how it really feels but I kinda feel it.
It's just like, there's only one person that you can trust fully, and that's yourself.
But sometimes, your inner self cannot contain all the things that are happening around your outer self.
And that's when things start to happen, emotions start bursting, things get ugly.
And that's also when you learn how to become a stronger person.
Maybe I'm too used to being with friends.
I need to let find back my inner self.
Maybe that's why I haven't been climbing with that focus that I had last time.
There was so much pressure on myself in the past.
Now it's just like, if you can't do it, then just give up.
Giving up too easily on things.
I must change.
I need to be strong again.
Both physically, and mentally.

Lol

Been staying up real late every night.
Like 4+ 5.
It just gets later and later :/
And my parents just woke up to scold me.
JUST GO AND SLEEP LA.
Booooooooooo

Climbers~

This some how sum ups today.
Hahaha.
Climb at CA and finally everyone is back.
There's ZW, cong, mj, ys, elaine, sebas, valerie and Aizat hahaha.
There's this Climbing against cancer thing today.
A event.
Then got one event at the 2nd level.
Where people campus on slopers.
Hahaha.
The highest score was 42 by Dennis.
I got 12.
LOL.
Hahaha.
Really damn pro.
After climbing went to eat with everyone mentioned above cept valerie and Aizat.
PLUS Jia Hui.
Hahaha.
So after eating, went home~
That's about it.
Hahaha bye.

Wo wo wo

Hvnt posted for quite some time.
Hahaha.
But went prawning two days ago with Zi Yan, Chin Yue and Shan Leong. (DOTA FRIENDSSZX)
Yeah so supposed to meet ZY and SL at 1030 at paya lebar but I left house at 1025?
LOL
So reached paya lebar at 11pm and asked them to board my 43.
So we headed to the ECP prawning place.
But we alighted like 3/4 bus stops away.
LOL.
So walked like 15 mins to reach there.
Then when we reached, we waited for the electricity to be switched on.
Waited for around 10 mins? Then stared at the prawns there.
THEN REALISED, IT'S THE WRONG PRAWNING PLACE.
So we spent another 15 mins walking to Big Splash.
HAAHAHAHA.
So by the time we reached Big Splash it was 12+.
Before we started, went CRABBING.
HAHAHAHA.
It's just catching crabs on the side of the jetty.
Caught like 5? or 6.
Feel damn man when you catch it.
Like damn scary when they pinch you but still holding on to it.
The crab size around 2 times the size of 50 cents coin.
Yeah so went to prawning.
So we started at 1 am and ended at 4am.
I caught the most!
5.
....................................
Fked up prawning place.
Sl caught 0.
Cyue caught 1.
Zy caught 2.
I THINK.
HAHAHA.
Okay so after prawning, went to lepak around.
Ate Sl's nougart at this shelter.
Really lepaked all the way.
Until around 445? Then we decided to head towards Parkway.
Damn lazy to walk underpass so guess what.
We jaywalked ECP express way.
HAHAHA.
But it was 4.45 am so damn little people.
Reached parkway around 5+ and went to one of the 711 to buy cup noodles.
After that went opposite to take 31 all the way to Tamp.
Damn tired already by the time.
So took 31 to tamp interchange.
TO DO WHAT?
WENT THERE TO BATHE AT THE SWIMMING COMPLEX.
HAHAHA.
So bathed and felt fking shiok.
It was 7.32 after we bathed finish so headed to the macs to eat breakfast.
Oh btw ZY left when we were eating cup noodle.
Pang seh only.
Hahhaha.
So yeah after breakfast it was around 7.55?
CHIONG-ED towards mrt.
Shan leong left for home while me and Chin Yue headed to WORK immediately.
HAHAHAHA
He go do his guardian job.

While I go work at Onsight.
The pay was $60 for 5 hours.
And all I did was helped to speed belay.
And I wasn't even the main belayer (Freddie was the main belayer), I'm just the one pulling the slack away.
Then dispatching climbers, checking harness, squeeze check all these things.
Got SCDF climbing competition to watch, got free food catering for us to eat.
Can climb during break times.
Free facilities.
And I get paid $60 for doing what I enjoyed.
This the best thing on earth.
HAHAHA.
Felt a bit guilty for having so much pay, so really helped out AS MUCH AS I COULD.
Sweep and clean up the place after the event.
Yeah.
That's about it.
Hahahaha.
So went home and sleep and then DOTA DOTA DOTA.
The last two rounds with Shan Leong and Wilfred LOSE.
SIAN.

Both of these videos

Totally not expected.






Youtubing too much hahaha.

It was supposed to be a wonderful week

EVERYTHING CANCELLED.
Great.

I can't stop laughing at his face

I DONT KNOW WHY.

If I never blog,

just take it as if I'm dota-ing my life away.
LOL.
I have no life.
Starting to look forward to NS.
A good thing maybe?

hoh0

HO came back two days ago and we went FISHING together with Low.

Went to Bedok Jetty.

Actually we spent a lot of times trying to find some fish shop and stuffs we need to fish.

Yeah in the end just bought a styrofoam box and steal some complimentary ice and then left for bedok jetty by cab.

Hahaha.

Went there and it was really fun.

The tamban catch was quite high.

We got half a box filled.

Yeah that it started raining, but we continued fishing.

Cause the catch rate increased during the rain.

LOL.

So fished for awhile more and then decided to leave.

But we don't know what to do with the fishes so I decided to ask whether the guy beside us wants our tamban.

He said sure so we gave him and felt quite good LOL.

So after that left bedok jetty and decided to go eat.

Called the 203 guys and went to eat bak kut teh at Joo Chiat.

Low left to meet his JC class and the rest of us went Joo Chiat.

There was me, Chong Yu, Wai Heng, Vincent and Ho.

Yup so ate at Hock Guan Kee caused the other one was closed on CNY.

So after eating, ate some dao huey beside the bkt shop.

Damn nice actually.

Kinda better than lao ban.

Hahha.

So after eating, we went to take 43 home.

Ho came with me.

Then after I bathed, Low, Vincent and Kenny came over.

Kenny just book out not long.

Hahaha.

So they came to play cards at my room.

At first lose $3 like that, then damn dulan.

Then my thought became "Aiya, just lose all the money and then quit"

But in the end I keep trying to lose 50 cents but end up winning.

So in the end won $2.

LOL.

Yup so played until like 3.30 then left house to went green to eat supper.

Then got this group of annoying malay keep BOOYAH.

BOO YAHHH.

WTF.

Don't even know what they're playing.

LOL.

So after eating supper, went to sleep.

Then woke up at around 2pm.

Went to eat at green again.

Ate Arnold's and then sent ho to the bus stop.

Yup then went back home and dota until 7+ then went to SIMPANG to supper with Wei Lun, Chawit, Wilfred and Shaon.

Damn long never see them.

Hahaha.

So yeah, we ate all kinds of weird prata.

DING DONG, BOMB, BANANA, ICE CREAM.

Smlj.

But all tasted not bad.

Hahahah.

But not really worth the price la.

Hahaha.

Oh btw, Darren Chia was there too with Xiu Yun and Shu Qi.

So after the girls left, Darren Chia followed us and then we headed to the nearest Fair Price to get alcohol.

I didn't get any cause no money.

Hahha.

Helped them open their pear cider and ABC EXTRA STOUT below Wei Lun's house using Wilfred's key.

HAHAHAHA.

The extra stout quite interesting.

The after taste abit too bitter I think.

Yeah it was actually quite okay.

So decided to go back home at 12.

BUT NO BUS.

So Wilfred gave me some money to cab with Darren Chia.

Cause Darren Chia lives at Boon Keng.

So went to cab from BEDOK.

Fking ex.

Reached my house already $18. (12 + 6 sur charge)

LOL, to boon keng I think need another $10.

Sorry Darren HAHA.

Okay so went back home, DOTA with WILFRED.

Then Teck Hwee.

Win then lose.

LOL.

Okay shall go lunch and then CLIMB.

GONNA CLIMB AFTER A 2 WEEKS BREAK.

So scary.

Hahaha.

NVM CLIMB FOR FUN!

Anger management

I really have bad anger management.
Ahhh.
Shouted at my mum ytd night at 3am.
Just cause of gaming.
What have become of me.
19 years old and doing this kind of bull shit.
Really need to do some reflections.

Anw, sorry for the lack of posts.
But went to watch Ah Boys to Men Part 2 with my working friends last night.
Really nice show.
Hahaha.
Really anticipating NS life now.
Not say looking forward to it yet.
But yeah, 3 more months and I'll be in doing the same thing.
Blah, really need to do something about my anger management.

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR ALL

Hahaha.
This is actually the first CNY that I spent Chu Yi with my friends.
Normally only spend with family.
So today morning, dressed up nicely and went to Ah ma house.
Idk why but this year, things seemed different.
Maybe I became more "sociable" or something because suddenly I start to think about how the family tree is.
LOL ikr, 19 years but still don't know who is who, who is bigger than who, who the fuck is that.
Yup but still, always end up in the room with Ah min, Ah Le and Ah ling.
Lol every year's like that.
But not bad, got quite a bit of angpow HAHAHA.
Cause this year we managed to catch the relatives before they left.
Last year I think 3 ang pow or something lol.
So ate awesome lunch there and then slacked around the house.
Ah ma's knee had some problem.
Then it reminded me that people do grow old.
Looked at my father and realised he did look a lot older.
Must learn to be more filial and mature.
And most importantly, be more understanding.
Always don't understand my parent's intentions.
MUST
BE
MORE
UNDERSTANDING.
Hahahaha.
So at around 6.15?
Asked my dad to fetch me to Nex.
Met Shi Yun and zh there.
Ate at Wendy's and then headed to Shi Yun's house.
147-ed there and then Kelvin already there.
So went up and started playing dai di.
TOTALLY DIDN'T FEEL LIKE PLAYING CARDS.
So we waited for Ivan, Kenny and Rebecca and then we just decided to watch some movie.
At first wanted watch Ted, then end up watching some horror, haunting in don't know where.
Then Kenny said too boring so in the end we watched Mama.
Got kick sia.
LOL.
I fking scared.
To be honest, I damn scared of horror movies.
Since young.
Hahaha.
Yup so finished watching then watch a bit of ah boys to men part 1.
Then wanted to go supper at 684 but my parents insisted I go home cause they fetching me.
SO OKAY, asked my dad to fetch zh home and then went home straight.
DAM TIRED.
KK BYE.

No win no sleep

It's 4.19 am now.
Been losing since 11+ LOL.
We all keep playing, no one feel like sleeping.
Hahaha.
Damn tired.
Anyway, today is the last day of work.
Lol, really made a lot of new friends.
Like wow, didn't expect that everyone would be so friendly, talking to each other, slacking together and smoking together (not me though) hahaha.
Really fun people to hang around with, and it's the last day already.
Know what it feels like?
Orientation ended.
But just that we won't ever meet so often anymore.
No more lunches every day and stuffs.
Hahaha.
BUT LIFE'S GOOD, NO WORK TOMORROW.
DOTA AH!

Just 9gag

This really sums up the whole of yesterday's work time.
And I guessed I'm the only one who realised.
Cause the rest were into it :/



And yes, this too




9GAG WAY TOO MUCH MAYBE?

Scumbag brain

Nooooooo

Bad gaming temper, please stay away from me.
:(
I don't like this.
I feel like I'm becoming more and more like a secondary school kid.
lol
Maybe it's a good thing IDK.

cb

play what game also lose.
should just go sleep.
fucking sian zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

LOL.

The quickest post in the world

Hi guys, today work was fun.
Carlsberg had road show.
Kelvin (work) work until 11pm.
So all of us stayed until quite late.
Me, Kelvin, Olive and Kenneth we all drank together after work.
Hahaha so cool.
Okay then during break saw Kelvin CHUA.
Okay that's it BYE.
HAHAHA.

So lazy to blog

Hahahaha.
Nothing much.
Everyday is just work.
But today quite funny, Kelvin, my workmate tried to ask number / facebook from a girl.
Totally don't want sia the girl.
Then me, kenneth, elwin and kelvin started singing.
Dui mian de nu hai kan guo lai.
Purposely sing loudly so she can hear.
Especially, 不要被我的样子吓坏, 其实我很可爱!
LOL.
I think I'm gonna miss these people sia.
Well, I'm still gonna meet them everyday until 8th.
Hahaha.
Shall go sleep.
Arbo tomorrow no strength.
SUNDAY CFM ALOT PPL.