Hahaha

Tomorrow's maths paper and I kinda studied for it pretty well.
Planning of passing it actually.
But somehow I know I won't pass.
LOL.
Sigh.
Got study doesn't mean study hard enough.
Today studied with Eugene and Michael after lunch after Econs paper.
Wanted to go back school to study alone, but again, I've made the decision to study with them.
Which I know I will feel guilty for just having fun and not studying again.
But today was different.
We went to Library to study.
The white sands one.
Managed to study!
WTH?
LOL.
Like me and Michael ask Eugene take a break go walk around see girls first.
Then he say wait.
Like wow.
And yeah, talked to Eugene a lot today.
Like for the whole freaking day.
Know much more about him.
All his deepest secrets.
And all my deepest secrets I told him also.
Like some secrets I never even tell my secondary school friends.
Or rather, those secrets abit out of context for my secondary school friends.
Hahahaha.
It was cool la.
He told me about his friend in Laselle.
His best friend actually.
That friend of his has been through thick and thin together with him.
Kinda like watch him how he screwed up his life, and like no matter what he will not like discriminate him or judge him for who he is.
I guess I used to have a friend like this.
It reminds me of you.
I don't think you probably know I'm talking about you but yes, YOU.
You used to be my best friend.
Remember how I used to tell you ALL my problems.
How we comfort each other every time something goes wrong.
How we talk about life.
Not putting the blame to any of us who never try to catch up, but more like a feeling of nostalgia.
The feeling that someone is there for you no matter what.
I really miss that feeling.
Sigh.
I should go and sleep and do maths tomorrow.
Ciaoxsz.