Feel so weak

11 days of not climbing sucked.
Become so WEAK.
Can't pinch shit.
So sian sia.
But I found myself a project that I'm really going to do for sure.
It's a project that I'm GOING TO FINISH.
FOR SURE.
Well, it's not a very hard route.
But I just can't do it.
Zhi Wen finished already.
:(
Nvm.
What I learnt today is:
You don't have to find projects, but instead, projects will just come to you.
Like don't have to purposely define a very hard route as a project.
The project will be defined by itself when you feel so COMMITTED to finish but you just can't do it.
Damn sian.
But yes, finally a project hahaha.
I got a feeling I will finish this project very quick.
Less than 3 weeks I think.
Cause it's a short route.
If it's long, I definitely need damn long.
Hahaha.
Maybe Aizat's route.
ANYWAY FORGOT TO POST YTD.
But ytd was awesome.
Paper finished, went to swim with 103 guys.
Hahaha damn fun.
Then after swimming saw Sherine!
Damn long never see her.
Yup so went to eat dinner.
Then after dinner went to RED HOUSE.
Hahaha.
At first there were me, Joshua, Edwin, Eugene, Destin, Michael and Yi Da.
Lol at first supposed to all go in.
Then in the end only me and Eugene went in.
The barbed wire was part of the reason la.
The other reason is cause they scared.
Yup, so went in and there wasn't anything la.
It was still spooky though.
But the thing is we couldn't go into the house.
Because it's locked.
So we just walked around it.
Every place sealed.
So that explains why it wasn't that scary.
Hahaha.
Eugene say next time go OCH.
Wooo.
That one sure got kick.
Alright shall go bathe.
Headache~

Lol

Totally just gave up on tomorrow's paper.

Damn sian.

Not over you

If you ask me, 

how I'm doing, 

I will say I'm doing just fine.

I will lie and say you're not my mind.

Supposed to be studying BUT...

Look at Colosseum 2010 photos.
Cause I just added Clarence as friend.
Hahaha.
The XMS Clarence.
My senior (he retain)
So was looking at 2010 colosseum photos.
Like damn weird.
See all the seniors J1.
So I was looking through, see Royal, Faridzuan, all the 1993 people as a J1.
Then got even one "Tan Wei Yeat likes this"
I don't know how say but it's damn weird.
EVEN SEE MARCUS YEO IN THE ALBUM.
Marcus Yeo in Atlas shirt.
WTH.
Like yeah, the god of climbing was born from my school.
Hahaha.
If any of you are interested, here it is!
https://www.facebook.com/media/set/?set=a.397726818357.171278.545418357&type=3

Maths paper!

Maths paper was shitty la.
But I feel quite proud of myself.
Given the state that I didn't study much.
Hope can pass.
I lost 52 marks already.
But the 48 marks quite confident.
HOPE CAN.
Hahaha.
Anyway, studied physics today with Eugene again.
Spent first half of the "post maths paper period" slacking at White Sands Library with Yi Da, Eugene and Josh.
Then after that Josh left first.
Then left the three of us.
Then we walked around white sands.
Like shopping.
Damn waste time.
Then went Comics connection and bought a rubik's cube.
Hahahaha.
Miss playing rubik's cube.
Wooo.
Going to play in school whole day already.
Like last time in 203.
Hahaha.
Okay then after that went to study with Eugene everywhere.
Went Kopitiam first.
Study 3 - 4 hours there.
Then too cold, headed to Pasir Ris sports complex to study.
For around ~1 hour.
Then headed to Macs there to study.
Then went home.
Took the last bus home.
Freaking tired already.
Shall go to school early tomorrow again.
Still got around 4 chapters!
Allez.
CAN'T FREAKING WAIT TO CLIMB ON SATURDAY.
BOOOOO.

Hahaha

Tomorrow's maths paper and I kinda studied for it pretty well.
Planning of passing it actually.
But somehow I know I won't pass.
LOL.
Sigh.
Got study doesn't mean study hard enough.
Today studied with Eugene and Michael after lunch after Econs paper.
Wanted to go back school to study alone, but again, I've made the decision to study with them.
Which I know I will feel guilty for just having fun and not studying again.
But today was different.
We went to Library to study.
The white sands one.
Managed to study!
WTH?
LOL.
Like me and Michael ask Eugene take a break go walk around see girls first.
Then he say wait.
Like wow.
And yeah, talked to Eugene a lot today.
Like for the whole freaking day.
Know much more about him.
All his deepest secrets.
And all my deepest secrets I told him also.
Like some secrets I never even tell my secondary school friends.
Or rather, those secrets abit out of context for my secondary school friends.
Hahahaha.
It was cool la.
He told me about his friend in Laselle.
His best friend actually.
That friend of his has been through thick and thin together with him.
Kinda like watch him how he screwed up his life, and like no matter what he will not like discriminate him or judge him for who he is.
I guess I used to have a friend like this.
It reminds me of you.
I don't think you probably know I'm talking about you but yes, YOU.
You used to be my best friend.
Remember how I used to tell you ALL my problems.
How we comfort each other every time something goes wrong.
How we talk about life.
Not putting the blame to any of us who never try to catch up, but more like a feeling of nostalgia.
The feeling that someone is there for you no matter what.
I really miss that feeling.
Sigh.
I should go and sleep and do maths tomorrow.
Ciaoxsz.

???

Why is it that I feel like crying for no reason?

Like there's just something deep down me that is very very unsatisfied with life.

Like there's something that I can change.

But what.

Well guess what.

When you are alone at home or somewhere out there with your friends studying.
I was at Michael's house playing country eraser and screwing up tomorrow's test.
Guilty and all, definitely.
But more definitely, had a lot of fun there with Josh, Eugene and Michael.
Finally reunion hahaha.
Boys at the back is BACK.
I was feeling so freaking guilty.
For not studying and stuffs.
I just talked to Eugene on Facebook.
Told him, WE ARE SCREWED.
And then, he said something that assured my guilty conscience.

Me : we
 are screwed

Him : Econs?

Me : Yes

Him : think of it this way, even if u chiong now u are just chionging for tmr. u're not even studying for A levels. no point.

Don't that freaking make sense?
Hahahaha.
Another 15% prepared econs exam again.
This time is H1 though.
Oh, and don't take my 15% as if it's some random number.
I'm really 15% prepared.
I know nothing about monetary policy, fiscal policy and shit.
Gonna study it on car tomorrow.
Wow?
LOL.

In the end, still feel abit guilty.
Like dui bu qi Mr Hon.
Aiya.
Don't care already.
Blah.
Bye.

Read this!

http://stopthe-pretence.blogspot.sg/2012/03/truth-behind-my-jc-life.html?m=1

If you don't want to read, that's okay.
LOL.
It's just about this girl called XINLIN.
Wrote about her life in JC.
How it sucked.
How she feel stereotyped studying in HC.
Hohoho.

Anyway, had been studying real hard today.
Very productive.
Until I reached home.
Sigh.
Studied from 3.30 to 11.30 STRAIGHT.
No slacking at all.
Freaking productive.
Oh but I still haven't finish studying.
HAHAHAHA.
Left with Transition Element and Organic Chem.
Shall go school early morning tomorrow to study.


P.S
JC life really suck hahahaha.
Put so much pain in Singapore teenagers' life.
Lacking too much freedom in Singapore's Education system.
You study shits that you won't really apply in the future.
So in the end, you use shits to show how talented you are?
Great shit.

Lol

MYE.

I will either do as bad as MBT.

Or worst.

I'm really screwed.

Sigh.

After MYE chiong.

Really want to swear and stuff.

Damn bored of this life.

Study study study.

Sigh.

Did nothing much today btw.

Dota, study.

Yeah still got time dota.

Hope tomorrow will be productive.

I want to at least pass 2 subjects.

Giving up econs~

Sigh.

So sad.

I guess this is how I'm feeling right now

V1 
I dont think that I ever realize how much I needed you
Or how much I would still be missing you
Cause Im good at moving on and Im good at
Pretending like nothing is wrong
But when the spot lights are down youre the only thing
That I cant get around

Chorus
Sometimes when Im all alone I still need, I
Need you here to hold me I still do when Im alone
You are always, always on my mind and its crazy
I think about you all the time I just cant let go
When Im alone

V2
I cut my heart off to stop all the bleeding
But I left myself without feeling
Now I cant feel anything, Im numb to
Everything, right up until
I saw you again and all those same memories came
Flooding back to me
I thought that I could forget you and move on but 
I, I guess I was wrong


An original song by Madilyn Bailey. 

Not climbing

Not going to climb until next saturday.
Holy crap.
This sucks.
And I keep watching climbing video on youtube.
So freaking pysched.
Watched insiders again.
Never fail to make me want to "flow" up the wall.
Sigh.
School.

A day of Madilyn Bailey, Dota and Study

Hahaha
Today has been a shitty day.
Probably cause I lost like almost every round in dota.
On a side note, studying in macs with Kenny was fun.
LOL.
He keep talking about this cute girl.
Say what he miss her and stuff.
Then she really came over and studied.
So cool.
Then keep staring at her.
Then later got this TPJC climber girl which we've met the other time come also.
Then I tried to stalk her through one of my climbing friends.
HAHAHAH.
Then found her.
But don't know is name A or name B.
Then we keep thinking thinking.
Then later got this another girl (her friend) came.
And the girl brought a book.
The book had her name "Name B"
So that confirmed the tpjc climber to be Name A.
HAHAHAHA.
Damn sexciting to stalk strangers.
Omg what did I just say?
Hahaha.
But seriously.
LOL.
K I shall go dota.
Keep losing PEK CEK AH NB.

Childhood

Watching Zelda walkthrough.
I really miss childhood times.
So happy.
Still remember playing Zelda when my brother and rest of the cousin play playground near ah ma house.
Then I ask Loon to teach me how play.
Then he don't want.
Then I cry.
Always cry as a kid.
Hahahaha.
It's so sad then the older you grow, the uglier the world seems.
I need to find back the happiness I had as a kid!
So much for wanting to grow up in the past.

Nostalgia or the hatred of growing up?

STUDYING PRODUCTIVITY?

Studying More Effectively

If you’re in school or working towards a qualification, you’ll be spending at least some of your time studying. Your brain can’t focus on learning for hours on end – experts think that it’s best to concentrate for between 25 and 45 minutes, then take a break to recharge.

Next time you sit down to study, try setting a timer for thirty minutes. It’s a lot easier to stay focused and motivated when you know you have a break coming up.

Hope this works? Hahahaha

Hahahaha

Just saw this promotion on Onsight in April.

So bored

When you know that it's end of fun (climbing), and the start of all bullshit (MYE)
Hate this life sia.
Can't wait for A level finish.
Climb 3 days a week.
Rock trips (I hope)
And so many things I can do.
Go learn new stuffs.
Or train harder for climbing.
Which I don't have much time to.
Hahahaha.
Blah.
Today's climbing was okay.
Finish quite a lot of routes.
But I still never push more than my limit.
That's the thing that will improve my climbing.
Pushing more than limit.
But I still have to take care of my body.
I'm not Jia Cong.
Nb just throw only.
HAHAHA.
Okay nothing much actually today.
Climbing with the freshies of NP makes climbing kinda more enjoyable.
Especially with the two bimbos.
So funny.
Hahaha.
Shall go play guitar.
It's 2am btw.
HAHAH.
Ohh yeahhh

Blah

Didn't blog yesterday cause there was nothing much to blog about except for studying.
Studied from 1+ to 1+ yesterday.
Yes.
Me.
But of course it was not very productive.
Hahahaha.
Dota-ed from 1am + to 4am with Chin Yue.
Hardcore.
Now it's 11.53.
And I'm late for climbing.
I still got my half-boiled egg waiting for me in the kitchen.
Laalalalala.
Anyway, came across this facebook comment on some MMA wall.

It says "If you have big mouth the rest of your life is painful. Just be humble.."


:)

I'm really screwed

Mid years.

I'm totally not prepared for it.

Fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu.

This sucks.

Pumpfest open finals was as usual so intense.

Or rather I meant open finals always so intense.

Hahahaha.

Today something sad and bad happened.

Audrey from VJ broke her shin.

Don't know whether she can still climb anot.

Hope the very best for her.

Sigh.

I'm totally not prepared to go back to school.

I just want to climb and climb and climb.

What awesome life is this.

But good things always come to an end.

Why is it like this.

People elsewhere do what they want to do in life everyday.

While we're stuck here doing shit job for the government.

Studying things that we can't use.

What crap.

Forced to learn crap.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

Hmmm.

Shall think of a way to balance my study - climb life after mid years.

If not I will be so unproductive everyday.

I don't even know it's 1 week to mid years.

I still dota and climb like more than school days.

And I only barely studied physics.

I am totally SCREWED.

I'm left with 3 subjects.

1 week.

Allez?
LOL.

Screw mid year.

Climbing Kaki outing!

Hi alll.
Just came back from Town.
Abit mabok from the drink just now.
Hahaha.
Woke up at 2pm + today.
Wth!
Then went to have lunch while youtube.
Then went to dota with Afshin, Wilfred and Nick.
Then went to bathe.
Met the climbing kaki at Manhattan fish market at Plaza sing.
Was 40 minutes late?
Lol.
There was me, Yong Sheng, Min Jian, Lee Yang, Aizat, Valerie, Jia Hui, Jia Cong, and Zhi Wen.
Went there to eat and then went to GV to watch Prometheus.
Nice movie.
Gore and sci-fi.
I LIKE.
Hahahaha.
But the gore part abit gore.
But nice.
LOL.
Yup so after watching movie, headed to town to drink.
Ballymoons!
6 drinks for 36 dollars.
Cheap.
But I no money.
Borrowed money from Zhi Wen and yup, drank two bottles of Heineken.
And some house pour here and there.
Then yup went back home with Yong Sheng and Min Jian by taking red line all the way to AMK.
Then 74.
Damn shag.
Shall eat my supper.
WOOOO.
Gonna mug tomorrow.
Hope it's productive.
I highly doubt it's unproductive.
Cause I will be at Changi City Point where the competition is held.
Oh well.
LOL.
Good night all!

Pumpfest 2012

Today has been a great day.
Hahahaha.
Did quite well in pumpfest.
Didn't expect to do that well!
But yeah was damn happy.
So many people was at Changi City Point.
Saw so many freaking familiar faces.
Saw Destin, Tubby, Theresa, Chai, Matthew and Xenia who are also there.
So cool.
Yup so I flashed 3 routes.
And top 1 route.
That gave me a position of 21!
John got position 5.
WHICH MEANS.
Congratulation, the first kaki to turn to intermediate man.
Hahahaha.
I can imagine 5 years down the road, our kaki will be competing together in opens.
That's damn freaking cool.
Then all the people from our community will be the new community (generation).
Ohhh dream.
Hahahaha.
I really hope this passion will keep burning.
Don't wanna live my life without passion.
Aiya actually today's just climb only.
NOTHING MUCH TO TALK ABOUT.
Because no matter how much I talk about climbing, outsiders will NEVER EVER understand.
Unless you tio brainwash by Min Jian.
Hahahaha.
Okay shall go dota BYE.
Damn no life.

Becoming like a familiar stranger.

HI ALL

Today has been an okay day.

No studying at all.

Feel kinda guilty.

Lol.

Anyway.

Today went to celebrate Chelsea's birthday.

Went to Teo Heng and sing.

Kenny, me and Wai Heng couldn't freaking find the place.

At first I was correct.

Then Kenny say must take down more.

Then we took until Parkway.

Then took random bus back to Amber Garden.

Then walked towards Teo Heng.

Salim, Vincent and Low inside already.

So ya sang and fool around.

Until Chelsea and Ying Ting came.

Then she sang one song only need to go already.

So we headed for dinner.

Deciding between Katong Laksa or Astons.

In the end we headed for astons instead.

Wah now I feel hungry.

When I talk about astons.

Hahahaha.

The chicken damn nice.

Shiok ah.

So after eating, went home immediately.

The long bus ride home was so warm.

Hahahaha.

203 peeps are awesome.

Okay shall go sleep.

PUMPFEST TOMORROW.

So scary.

Dream

Told myself I will remember my dream the next morning.
I sure did.

But.....

WHY DID I HAVE TO DREAM OF YOU?

OMG

Today sucked sia.
Studied like what 11-12 hours.
That is super unproductive.
Hate studying sia.
Studied at home and studied with Vincent and Kenny at macs.
Keep eating food.
Lol.
Then go home dota.
Reached home at 1am.
Played until now which is 3:11am.
Damn pissed off.
Keep losing.
I HATE DOTA.
:(

Awesome dream

Just had the most awesome dream I've had in this year.
HAHAHAHA.
It was FREAKING FUN AND AWESOME.
It started out scary, like some horror show.
Oh wait, I somehow remember that I was in the arcade.
Everytime there's dream of arcade, somehow there will be free credit and I can play.
Then I will end up in the game one.
Yup so I think I'm in the game.
The game started below my house's void deck.
I was somehow digging the soil below with my bare hands cause there's a lot of coins.
At first I dropped this super important coin into the soil, then someone (forgot who) try to snatched it away from me.
So I keep digging and struggling to find that coil in the soil.
It was raining and super dark.
Then the more I dig, the more Singapore coins I find.
But the coins were like damn old, it wasn't circular in shape.
It was like a pentagon.
Then the more I dig, the more weird things I find, like a small tombstone.
Then I was like, HOLY SHIT, I'm digging a graveyard.
Then it was raining super heavily and it was damn dark, I was damn drenched already.
I could feel my body adrenaline rushing, I was so scared some ghost will haunt me.
I put back all the coins and then prayed.
Said sorry to the ghost and then went to take the lift beside me (which is supposed to reach back my house).
Saw Chin Yue and Sean Hui before entering the lift.
Then Chin Yue asked me what happened, then I told him let's go up first, tell you later.
Then when we went up, the lift opened at some weird mall.
Kinda look like AMK hub.
There was a lot of people shopping.
Then I felt quite weird, (wasn't I supposed to reach home).
Nvm about that.
I think I took the lift again somewhere, then the freaking lift had so many of my friends.
Zong Han, Wesley (from cs), Fizzy, Lyon (primary school friend), Ying Ting, Francine and Sebastian.
Then the lift showed that we were are 92nd floor.
Then some how I was wearing armour and a digital spectacles that allow me to see everywhere.
I received information from my spectacles on where to go.
Kinda like ironman's vision.
Yup so guess what, I'm on a mission.
With all my friends that I've mentioned above, VERSUS, some hardcore alien with super thick armour.
They looked like us but they invading the AMK area.
So my mission is to lead my team and then fight their team.
I know the boss, their leader.
I've seen him before.
(That's what my brain told me)
I was so revengeful and determined to fight the freaking aliens.
Like I got this feeling that I'm bullied by them before.
Probably the bullied come from the lift.
They can control our lifts.
Like you go in pressing the button, thinking you will go here, but you end up somewhere else.
So I led my team into finding the aliens.
They were hidden.
At a lot of places.
They probably know where are we but we don't know.
Buy I kept my calm and my responsibility as a leader.
So after we took the lift, it brought us to 70+ storeys.
When we pressed 2nd storey.
Yup so we just exited and then ran to find the aliens with me leading the whole group.
Everyone was better than me.
Their skill levels.
They had better skills, I'm just a noob commando.
I don't know how to describe the adrenaline.
It's like I feel this sensation that I will lose, yet I must win.
Then the scene was dark and rainy.
The HDB flats never turn on the light.
Then it was so damn quiet.
No souls around.
Yup so suddenly, there was some human figure coming out from their unit.
Then I just started shooting them with this green luminous pellet (which makes damn nice contrast with the dark scene).
Then in the end it was just some citizens.
So we hurried to take the lift and on the lift damn funny.
I swear I can become lucid at that point.
I was in the lift with Zong Han, Lyon and Chin Yue.
Then I told Chin Yue "Wah damn cool right? We talk about it when we wake up okay?"
Then he's like OKAY.
Then I pointed at Chin Yue "WAIT, You're fake. How can we talk about it."
Then I pointed at Lyon "Wait, you're fake also"
Then I pointed at Zong Han "WAIT, YOU'RE FAKE ALSO!"
Then the three of them "THAT MEANS YOU'RE THE FAKE ONE!"
Then everyone started laughing and tickling me, but they still respect me like a commando.
Wah damn shiok that feeling.
Hahahaha.
So when we got off the lift at 71st storey (I remembered), I saw Francine.
But that girl didn't look like the francine in my team.
Then the real francine was behind me.
Then I realised the francine I saw when I first exit the lift was Francine from 2009.
She looked very different then.
Eyes small and stuff.
But obviously it's just an imagination of Francine from 2009.
Hahaha.
So I received this information from my spectacles that they appeared outside some void decks.
(The scene was quite familiar. Like outside AMK hub the macs there)
(Note: It's still raining and dark so the streets were dark)
So all of us ran out of the mall with me leading, and then my spectacles locked the target already.
Then I remembered I was wearing something.
Like a necklace across my neck.
There was 4 button.
First button was the green luminous pellets (that apparently don't do much damage).
Second button was like Tuskar's roll (in dota)
So I'm able to snowball my teammates with me towards the enemy.
I can feel that they are really super tough.
But with everyone's perfect coordination and teamwork, we were able to defeat them.
MY SNOWBALL WAS DAMN COOL.
I became invulnerable when I snowballed in.
Then I hit the super armory guy.
Then together with another of my teammate which I snowballed together, we ripped the guy's armour.
From his shoulder, to his legs, to his chest guard, to his head.
Just ripped all the electronics parts.
Then he died.
Then left the boss.
I can somehow see the health bar.
He's left with 1.8k hp.
Then I think Zong Han casted some spell on him.
His hp drop damn fast and he is immobilised.
Remember that I was revengeful?
I so wanted to kill that boss.
I jumped right infront of him (ya I can somehow float down slowly when I jump)
And started using my bare hands to punch him in the face.
The armour freaking thick.
If I punch hard or punch soft, I still deal 1 DAMAGE.
Means I only take off 1 hp from him.
So I just punch softly but super quickly.
Can see his hp drop from 30 to 0 with the rest of the team's behind me.
Then BOOM he exploded after my punch.
Then we were victorious.
Everyone was so happy.
Jumping around under the rain in the dark.
IT WAS REALLY FREAKING FUN.
Maybe I want to be commando when I go army.
HAHAHAHA.
Damn awesome.
K can.

My first ever night cycling

YO WASSUP.
I'm back.
Just had my first ever night cycling experience with Yong Sheng, Min Jian and Francine yesterday.
Hahaha.
It was awesome man.
Damn fun.
Hahahaha.
Let's see.
Went to Min Jian's house at around 5+
Wait for the burden to get ready and then we took 43 all the way to ECP.
Rented bikes and then we cycled to East Coast Lagoon to eat.
Ate orh lua and coconut drink.
Shiok.
But hungry.
Next, we cycled to bedok jetty.
The longest jetty in singapore.
Hahaha.
Lepaked all the way at the end.
Watched one uncle catch sotong using light.
Then the night sky damn nice.
Got a lot of stars.
Like omg for the first time I see so many stars in Singapore.
Yup so after that we headed to Changi through the connector.
The bike ride damn long.
The whole lane no one.
Only 4 of us and a long stretch of lamp lights that barely lit the ground.
It was damn cool.
Then on the left of us is the airport runway.
Watch airplanes land and take off.
Yup so reached Changi and then we went to Changi Village outside that kopitiam to have some supper.
It was around 12+ at that time.
Yup so ate tissue prata and chicken rice.
Then after that Yong Sheng wanted to go to Old Changi Hospital.
So yup we headed there.
It was damn spooky.
Lol it was dark and all.
Like I'm just at the entrance there only.
And I could feel the eerie feeling.
So we just turned back in 30 seconds.
Went back to main road and then headed down to pasir ris.
I swear downslopes are damn fun.
Don't have to cycle and it goes freaking fast.
Then all of us try to reduce the air resistance by bending our head down.
Kinda worked.
Damn fun, damn fast.
Hahaha.
So headed to pasir ris.
We went through Loyang Ave and then we went to visit the red house too.
Another haunted house in Singapore.
Yong Sheng say the founder of CK Tangs lived there last time.
Then got murder case or something.
Damn creepy.
So we went off towards pasir ris park.
Reached pasir ris and sat at the breakwater and lepak.
Felt damn uncomfortable cause of the rocks at the butt.
Then got cockroach around but you cant see.
So in the end we went under this shelter / hut.
Then started doing stupid stretches.
Francine keep doing those hamstring stretch that I can't do.
But in the end can do.
LOL.
Becoming more flexible.
Anyway.
After screwing around at the hut from 3am to 4am, headed back to ECP.
Freaking far.
Far until all of us want die.
Yup so reached the macs at Area D (Jumbo seafood there) at around 7.
Had our breakfast and then headed to return our bikes.
The bike shop opens at 9am but we were earlier by a lot.
So slept at the bench outside like hobo and then woke up when MJ pour water on my pants.
Wait I remembered that didn't wake me up.
I went back to sleep.
The thing that woke me up is the wasp flying around me.
NB damn scary.
The wasp landed on my knee and kept flying around me.
Then it flew near my ear.
Super disgusting,
Yup so headed home after returning the bikes.
And slept from 12+ pm to 8 pm.
Then ate dinner.
Dota and now it's 12.47.
Gonna sleep soon.
If not tomorrow no energy climb.
Hahahaha.
My whole body damn shag from the cycling.
60km in total to and fro.
New record hahaha.
Okay shall go sleep.
Good night!

Short post

Lol.

What a good day today.

At first it was bad.

Because I felt like I couldn't make it for pumpfest.

Cause I keep falling and falling and falling.

Then I feel that I SUCK.

But that aside, I really think that I should stop feeling like this.

If not the passion for climbing will die out.

Climbing is all about fun.

Not about "Why can't I do that move? I need that finger strength."

It's more about the laughing and disturbing each other in the process.

I think it's more worth it.

Why for do something that you know you won't feel happy about.

Hahahaha.

Alright, maybe projects are fine.

I think just have one project in mind.

Too much you can't concentrate also.

OKAY ANYWAY, I can't believe a bimbo made my day.

It's one of ngee ann climbers freshies.

SHE REALLY MAKES YOU GO WTF.

1. When vehicles stop for us, she says sorry. (thinking that they can hear her / lipread)

2. She says sorry to the grass for kicking them.

3. Cause the other time Valerie was buried under gravels at Ngee Ann(those stones you find at the bottom of a high wall) for "fun", we were talking about how stupid Valerie was. Then later Yong Sheng was saying in Malaysia, some people are buried under stones when they die. And that bimbo said "SO YOU MEAN KISMIS (a high wall in Ngee Ann Poly) IS A GRAVEYARD?" WTTTTTTHHHHHHHHHH

4. We tried to explain to her that it's not. Or rather Yong Sheng tried to. At first she didn't understand what we were saying. Then when she understood, she asked "SO WHEN PEOPLE DIE THEY GET BURIED AT ADVENTURE CENTRES (SAFRA)? LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL

Freaking made my day.

Hahahahaha.

So yup, headed home with the clibmers.

Alighted with Yong Sheng, Min Jian and AMANDA (THE BIMBO) at Serangoon.

Took 147 home and yup just reached home not long.

SHALL DOTA NOW.

Tomorrow going study hard!

What kind of life

Wake up.
Eat.
Dota.
Eat.
Study.
Eat.
Dota.
Dota.
Dota.
Dota.
Sleep.

This is horrendous.
Totally wasted today.
Tomorrow will be a better day.
Hate my life so much now.
So easily pissed off at things.
Blah.

DOTA IS SICK

Omg holidays.
I should stop playing dota until so late.
Need more sleep.
Must remember to sleep early before pumpfest.
Actually kinda excited for pumpfest.
Hahaha.
But I don't think I will do well.
NOOOO
Confidence problem.
And of course endurance.
Anyway today has been an absolutely fun day with Ivan Kenny and Vincent.
Hahahaha.
Let's see.
We met at 6pm at my house downstairs.
I meet kenny first.
Then Vincent and Ivan came.
Late by 30 mintues everyone.
WOoot.
So after wanted to go airport to find Chelsea then study there.
Cause Chelsea coming back from tai wan.
THEN CHEE BONG.
They change their mind.
Say what want go anchorvale macs to study.
Lol bitch.
Then me and kenny wanted go airport study.
So in the end the 4 of us split up into 2 2
Me and Kenny, Vincent and Ivan.
Then finally vincent called Kenny.
WE'RE GOING TO WENDY'S BITCHES.
Yup so went Wendy's at Buangkok there.
Wah the atmosphere not bad.
Hahahaha.
Yup so went there to study.
Finished studying superposition.
Realised I've skimmed through all the shit in superposition for MBT.
HAHAHA.
Now I finally get it.
Wooo.
What n+1(lamda)
And stuffs.
Awesome.
Yup so after studying superposition, it was around 10+?
Decided to eat at Wendy's because I'm so damn hungry already and they keep dragging.
Say want study in the end down there playing scramble.
AND WTH.
Vincent's scramble is the god in our school.
Or maybe Singapore?
LOL.
He got freaking 2.9k for one round before.
That's sickly shit.
Okay so after they finally finished "Studying", went to eat at Hougang Green prata.
But before that went fitness corner and fool around first.
What do 3 sets of 10 assisted pull up.
Says Ivan.
LOL.
Yup so after playing, went to eat at prata there.
Ate indian rojak with bandung.
Then after eating, it was around 12?
Then Kenny suggested go playground and play the 5 10 15 game again.
With a lime juice.
Loser drink the lime juice.
And obviously the lime juice was worth $1 and it sucked like shit.
Smells like rotten cock.
So play play play until 1am.
Wanted to talk our hearts out at first.
But in the end all just diam diam.
Hahaha.
Actually I don't have much to say in my heart anyway.
Or maybe I do?
Oh well.
CIAOSZSZ

NO WIN NO SLEEP

Hahahahaha just ended dota with Wilfred.
Come on we played from 12am to 4am.
Finally win.
SO DAMN HAPPY.
Bitch.
Hahahaha.
Anyway, today has been a rather boring day.
Stayed at home and studied gravitation for almost the whole day.
Then went to cut hair.
My hair damn short now.
Abit douche.
LOL.
Went to J and Jas.
Wanted cut there but in the end they say close already.
So I just walk back all the way to Hougang Green to cut.
Nb the guy treat my head like cabbage.
Just whack only.
No fear.
Knn he take the shaver and just press super hard on my head.
SUPER PAIN.
Heng he cut okay.
If not sure kp.
Okay la maybe not.
He looks beng also.
LOL.
Okay I guess it's time to sleep.
Super sleepy.
Tml going study at airport with Low, Kenny and Vincent!
And fetch Chelsea back from Taiwan.
I think.
Hahahaha.
Hope tomorrow will be as productive.
GOOD NIGHT WORLD.

Hahahaha

Today CLIMB WHOLE DAY.
What's more to say.
Xavier and Jia An joined for climbing.
Hahahaha.
I think they damn pek cek that they have to wait for me to climb finish before going to eat.
They wanted to eat at 7.
But 7 is too early.
So climbed until 9.10?
Then went to airport road tgt with Zhi Wen.
Then in the end find them there.
So still eat together la.
Hahahaha.
Today's climb was actually quite satisfying.
Finished 2 inter man routes today.
Now I feel the standard of interman routes.
REALLY FREAKING TOUGH.
Arghh.
Haven't been catching up with friends.
Too caught up with climbing and studying.
Shall meet up with friends soon :)
CIAOXSZXZ

Yo

Haven't been blogging.
Hahahaha.
Cause everytime damn tired, then I tell myself I will blog tomorrow morning.
Then I forget.
Sunday went to study with Francine, MJ and Yong Sheng at MJ's house.
Never really study at all la.
Then yesterday went for ODAC outing to chomps.
Had a great time talking to them just for a few hours.
Hahahaha.
The talk with Ying Ting on the way back home somehow linked back to Secondary 4 life.
So nostalgic.
And freak, we're talking about nostalgia in some nostalgic area.
So many memories.
Somehow I feel like I've been brought back to the past, the tough times I've been through caused by my brain.
But oh well, I guess it's all over now.
It's been so long.
I don't know what to do now though.
1 step at a time.
Let's concentrate on mid years first.
CIAOXZS
Gonna go climb soon!

Holidays officially

Hi it's 9.48 am now.

Listening to Maddi Jane's barricade.

Damn nice hahaha.

Yup so blog about yesterday.

DIDNT BLOG CAUSE I AM SUPER TIRED.

Actually very easy to sum up my day yesterday.

Woke up at 11?

Dota 1 round then bathe and headed to onsight.

Reached at around 1.10.

Climbed with Min Jian and Yong Sheng.

Jia Hui and Stanley was there also.

But yeah, continued climbing until 4+

Then Leon came.

At 5, Yong Sheng and Min Jian left first to go study.

Didn't feel so shag yet so continue climbing.

Climb with Leon and Daryl Tang (and his friends) until around 8.30.

Then left.

Headed to old airport road to eat with Leon.

Da bao-ed dao hui and char kway teow for my family.

Hahahaha.

Then after eating, left and then went home.

THAT'S ALL FOR YESTERDAY.

Seriously.

Hahahaha.

Damn no life.

Okay shall eat my breakfast and head for Soccer with is at 9am.

LOLOL.

Stony day

Today has been a really stony day.
Practically stoned the whole day.
Suck sia.
Hahaha.
Let's see.
Went to school early in the morning by bus.
109 GOT DOUBLE DECKER.
WOOO.
Sadly, I fell asleep.
Told you I got sleeping disorder.
Woke up 3 stops later.
Then walked all the way back to school.
Gan sian.
Hahahaha.
Yup so was quite early, went to canteen and talked to Terence, Ting Hao and Darren Chia.
Then later Wilfred and Edwin came with Terence's birthday present.
CONDOMS.
The same brand that Branzann and the rest bought for me.
LOL.
Damn funny.
Yup so went for physics lecture, recess, chemistry lecture and then lepaked with Michael.
All the way until 2.35.
He decided to go for H1 econs lecture while I decided to go home.
Then when I wanted to go home, saw Zheng Rong.
Then he asked me whether I'm going for dinner tonight.
Then I was like "OH YA".
Because there was dinner, I decided to stay in school.
Wanted to stay all the way until 8 then go find the cheerleaders.
Then freaking hell, was all alone in school.
Michael went home.
From 5-6.30 I was alone la.
Walked around in school.
Then went to do dead hangs at the pull up bars outside PE store.
Then still stoning.
Went to hang at finger board at cage.
Then went to see the high walls.
All the tiles very movement base.
Not bad.
Never tried high wall in school before.
Hahaha.
Yup, then talked to the J1 RC captain awhile.
Then went back to study room.
Slacked there, play phone until 6.40.
Then left school to go and find Wilfred.
Went to Wilfred's house and DOTA.
HAHAHAHA.
Damn cool.
Now still got who go friend's house dota one.
Hahahaha.
Seldom.
Yup so winnie was there also.
Play play play.
Then it was 8.20.
Took 359 towards WS and then trained to Tampines.
Went to TM and met with Chawit, Matthew and Serena.
Then went to Swensens to eat.
Damn broke.
Chawit have to lend me money.
After awhile, Leon came.
Glen came afterwards.
Hahaha.
So after eating, slacked around here and there.
Walked here walked there.
Serena went home first.
Oh there was another Atlas guy, from Glen's class one.
Then we started playing o2jam on iPhone.
Nb all started playing.
HAHAHA.
Damn fun sia.
Wooo.
Okay shall go bathe.
If not mother kpkbkpbkpkbpkbpkbpkpbkpbkpbkpbkpbkpkbpkbpkb.
Lol.
K byeeeeeee.















STOP AND STAREEEEE.