Thoughts

From Secondary School to JC 1 and now to JC 2.
It has been very fast-paced for me.
2010 to 2011 and then 2012.
Things have changed.
I have changed.
I definitely know that.
But something's not change.
My attitude towards friendship.
I really cherish all my friends.

Going to JC, the most significant thing that have changed a lot is the way I communicate.
I'm careful of what I say.
Because people here can't take jokes as much as people from XMS.
People here judge.
I've turned into someone who cares about dignity.
Yeah shit hole.
I care about how people view me as a person.
That's why I tone down.
That's why I become less guai lan.
And that's why I become less funny.
Because I know if I say a joke which is not funny, everyone will be like "fag".
I don't even dare to joke.
But this year, I really wanted to change.
I want to stop all this crap.
I want to be myself.
But no, there's no opportunity at all.
The only small chance that I can be myself is when I'm with the 11S103 guys.
But still, there's this barrier I have with everyone in this school.
I can't open up.
Which is the reason why I'm becoming weirder and weirder each day.
Too many things in my head.

Remembered I said I feel the most comfortable with the 11S103 guys?
That's also the time where I feel most happy in JC.
And yeah, I always fool around in school with these bunch of people.
And today, Mr Hon told me something that made me feel frustrated and insulted.
He said I've changed this year.
He said that I was a good boy last year and now I've become very naughty.
And he gave me that disappointed face of his that made me felt guilty at myself.
But when I think about it, I find nothing wrong.
I feel that I'm just trying to find back myself this year.
Which obviously is not wrong.
The Wee Pin he saw in 2011 is probably a cover up, a cover up for the new environment.
The way Mr Hon judged me today when he don't really understand me makes me feel somehow insulted.
Make me think that he only respect the fake quiet me in 2011 but not the real guai lan me that I'm trying to be.
But I know Mr Hon is caring la.
I really wanted to tell him all of this after econs lesson.
But he left.

People judge.
People look at you everyday.
People talk behind your back everyday.
They say your face sucks.
They say you are too loud.
But what makes them think they understand you.
If you feel sucky in school because you feel that you are being judged everyday, then just let them be.
Prove to yourself that you are normal.
Have faith in yourself.
Don't trust people too easily.
And don't judge people too.
Because you never know what they are really thinking in their head.
Hold this idea with you and we'll live through this shitty 2012.

Ahhhh

I'm so confused right now.

I don't even know whether I'm thinking too much or I'm not thinking at all.

I seemed to lose all the fighting spirit I have in Secondary 4.

That motivation for everything.

That motivation for every subsequent days.

That motivation is gone.

Everyday is just like this.

Like totally nothing to do.

SCHOOL SARK.

LIFE SARKS.

FASTER GO NS PLEASE.

So I will meet real people there.

I hope.

Hey

Maybe I should make my blog more mundane so people will stop stalking me.
Then I can start posting private stuffs.
YEAHAHAHAHA

It's a boring routine that all of us have to go through

SCHOOL


Totally lazy to blog.
Sleep.
Hahahahaha.
At first wanted to sleep an hour ago.
But was watching climbing videos and can't stop.
Can't wait to climb.
Orientation going to take up a lot of time.
Good bye rocks.

OGL final briefing + climbing

Today has been a good day.
Cause there's climbing.
Hahahaha.
Okay.
Really nothing much to blog about yo.
Just that I saw Marcus Yeo in MJC.
The legendary climber from mjc.
He totally look like a pro climber.
Cause all pro climbers a bit quiet looking hahaha.
Okay anyway, ogl briefing was like what.
Totally never listen much.
Then damn sian.
Then went to basketball with Edwin, Amsyar, Vivek, Terence, Shuian Jun and Leon.
After playing, went to eat ananas cafe with Amsyar and SJ.
Then went to buy some cheap value dollar drinks and then went down back to subway to find the rest.
Edwin they all.
Then talk talk abit then left for climbing.
Train-ed with vivek all the way to mountbattten.
Hahha then he keep telling me stories about him and Jocelyn.
Damn funny.
Okay so after that, waited at mount batten awhile and then Destin and Min Jian came.
So we headed to Onsight.
Then Elaine suddenly popped up from nowhere.
So we climbed.
Climbed from 2.30 to around 6.30?
Very short climb today.
Hahahaha.
But it was quite fun.
Managed to finish an open women route.
With my own beta.
Hahaha.
Cool man.
Okay so after that, went to clean up and then headed home with Min Jian.
Destin and Elaine left earlier.
Yup so headed home.
Wanted so much to study.
But in the end I just slacked the whole day by dotaing.
OMG.
I'm a fag.
Okay shall go sleep.
BYE!

Shall find a day

to go to the breakwaters and shout out my lungs.
And find myself back.

OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG

Super pissed off with everything now.
I'm like a childish fag.
Angry that I can't win tetris.
OMGGGG.
Okay la not really.
But it's just that I hate it when my parents ask me to sleep.
It's like my mum will open the door and then scold me.
Then later my father will wake up because of the loud shouts and then he join force with my mother to scold.
I hate it when they do that.
Today was rather a good day.
Spoilt at the end.
Lost 2 dota matches.
Sian.
Then want to redeem the lost so went to tetris.
Then lost also.
Then lose until teng sa teng kor.
Then just nice parents come and scold.
Super pek cek la sian.
Nvm tomorrow climb and forget :)
Life's good.

Short post

Hi it's gonna be a short post.
Didn't blog yesterday cause I was tired and also my brother was using the comp.
So let's see, school was sucky.
Because it ends at 5.05.
Going to school like more and more jia lat.
I really cannot find the motivation to study.
Some more this few weeks super busy.
Don't even have time to study and catch up.
If it's going to turn into a snowball, then jia lat already.
I really hope I can catch up man.
Oh and I want to mention that maths lesson is one that is normal.
LOL.
Like it's not dead.
Like Mr Hon's lesson also very normal.
Cause the teachers are like normal people.
Unlike GP, so weird.
Lim Li Lian.
Then the whole class totally have to listen for the sake of listening.
But for maths and econs tutorial, we listen because we respect the teacher and somehow there's a motivation there.
Aiya, but then, yet again, school sucks.

CLIMBING


CLIMBING


CLIMBING

CLIMBING


CLIMBING.


Well, that's the only free time of my timetable.
Free as in, mind-free.
Yesterday was not really a committed day.
But it was fun because got to know more people.
2 random girls that me and min jian talk to.
The way to start a conversation with a random stranger is very easy.
Just "What's the route?"
And you just made a friend.
LOL.
Okay that aside, traverse a bit yesterday, did almost all the routes.
Which was satisfying.
After climbing, went to "Eat".
Hahaha cause I didn't eat.
Eat with a lot of people.
Zhi Wen, Elaine, Min Jian, Jia Hui, Justin Chan and Yong Sheng.
All of us squeezed into Justin's car.
LOL super funny.
Like 7 people squeeze inside the 5 man car.
Behind got 3 small people.
Jia Hui, Elaine and Zhi Wen.
But I sat on Min Jian.
Then the whole car super pack.
Like Ba Zhang.
HAHAHA.
So we reached kopitiam at Farrer Park and then ate with Cliff and 2 of his friends.
The feeling of eating with all other climbers was really good.
Like 10 climbers sitting together.
Then later John Hua (I don't know how spell his name) came and joined us.
So later all of us went home.
RUSHED IT THROUGH CAUSE I'M LATE FOR SCHOOL.
7.07 now LOLOL.
Okay bye!

CNY day 3

School started already.
WTH.
This sucks.
My march block test confirm fail.
After orientation still need to plan road race.
GG.
Anyway, after school today had CCA.
12 rounds fartlek.
Damn shiong.
Cause the fartlek is by 400m.
Which sucks.
Like all my rounds around 1.30~1.40?
Damn lousy.
But I think the sun has a part to play in the exhaustion.
Hahaha.
Anyway I'm damn tired now.
So after CCA, talked to Mr Din about Road Race for awhile and then went home with Ivan.
Ivan came over my house to bai nian.
Yup so after I bathe, we headed to XMS kopitiam.
Went to buy some food and da bao to shi yun's house.
Zoey, shi yun and kelvin was there.
Then later came zong han and kenny.
Then watch Johnny English reborn.
Or something.
Then I fell asleep until 10+.
LOL.
Then after awhile they left already.
So headed to 600+ to eat midnight snacks with ivan kenny zong han and rebecca.
Oh ya, rebecca came when I was sleeping.
Hahahah.
So after eating, walked home with Ivan and Kenny.
And yup, that's about it.
Really tired.
Not prepared for tomorrow's 5.05.
GG.

CNY DAY 2

Lazy and sleepy and moodless.
Went michael's house.
Eat.
Jam.
Take ang pao.
Fool around.
Went to Carl's junior with Wei Lun and Destin and Joshua and Celestine.
Shu Qi came afterwards.
Ate and then walked around tampines.
Play here and there.
Walk to carpark and lame here and there.
Go cold storage also.
Aiya.
Damn lazy.
On the bus back home, saw this father taking care of his son.
Letting his son sleep on his shoulder.
My heart really felt so heavy.
Like I'm such an unfilial son.
But, my dad just shouted at me again.
Just cause I not going to sleep?
It's like my own life.
I'm not tired also need to shout at me to sleep.
Sigh.
Shall faster rank up tetris and sleep.

CNY

Hi all.
Forgot to blog yesterday because I was gaming from 7 - 2 LOL
Went to ah ma house at 1pm.
Until like around 6pm.
First time back home so early sia.
Collected like 5 angpaos nia.
Damn jia lat.
Anyway it was very fun at my ah ma house even though we didn't gamble.
Hahhahaha.
Talked to ah min, ah ling ah le.
Always their family and our family can talk only.
Then outcast the rest of the other cousins.
LOL.
Okay so it was fun talking to them and my brothers.
The food was awesome.
Totally eat from 2pm - 6pm.
Non-stop.
Snacks / lunch / dinner.
Damn sian this year compared to the other years.
Sigh.
I think it's a result of growing up.
Anyway, so went back and then dota + cs until 2am.
Then used facebook and 9gag until around 3am.
Then got a lot of weird noises coming from my house.
Then I'm the only one alone at home.
Like the fridge start to make this weird buzzing sound, my brother's room start to have lizard / electricity sound and then there was this sound of someone unlocking the main gate.
The previous time was like 3 days ago.
I thought it was some burglar or something so I went to peep through the peep hole.
Then there was no one.
And the sound stopped.
Then yesterday I went to check again.
And the unlocking sound stopped.
And it was damn creepy.
So I immediately off the light and went to sleep.
OMGGGG.
I very curious.
Like I want to find out what's the sound but I scared I see something.
Blah.

Thoughts

Today

Wake up.
Climb.
Dota.
Sleep.
HAHAHA.
So boring my life.

Okay so woke up at around 11am today.
Went to eat breakfast.
Ham and cheese!
Then was about to dota then MJ call me say climbing earlier today.
Some of them went at like 11am.
Like wth.
Yup, so didn't dota.
Immediately went to pack bag, bathe and then headed towards Farrer Park.
Went to Climb Asia and then started climbing.
Lead climb today.
For around 1 hour +?
There was Destin, Elaine, Zhi Wen, Min Jian, Justin Chan and Jia Cong.
Hahahaha.
So I leaded a 5c route for warm up first.
Then later went to try a 6b or 6c.
Even with tight also cannot finish.
The orange route.
Super tough.
How to 7a by this year sia if I so lousy.
Anyway, I learned how to lead belay today.
Lead is fun la but scary.
I think my middle finger joint got problem.
I can't even blog properly.
Lol.
I think crimp too much already.
Oh, when I was doing the orange route, then I was about to clip in already.
Like I gek damn long already just to try clipping in.
Then later when I was about to clip in then I DROPPED IT.
THEN OMG super nervous.
I really going to fall already.
Can feel my whole body damn nervous.
Then later I did it again, almost going to clip in then MIN JIAN PULLED ABIT.
Then chee bong I slipped and then I fell 5 panels until I was only 3 m off the ground?
THEN I FREAKING CHUA TIO.
Like no time to even express my shockness.
Just heartbeat damn fast.
Stupid Min Jian.
zZZZZzzzz
Today climbing crimped a lot la.
The last route I did I really committed myself.
I really shout like nobody's business.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH and then I managed to finish the crimp route after around 7 attempts?
Damn tiring.
Now I got a feeling my right middle finger is injured.
Nvm.
Got one whole week to rest.
So after climbing, went to eat at Farrer Park with Min Jian and Jia Cong.
We went to buy stuffs from NTUC waiting to steamboat already.
Then in the end, when we went up, the japanese steamboat restaurant closed down already.
Then we bought the extra food for nothing.
Wah then super pek cek sia.
So we decided to go Kopitiam and try to find those shop that sell mini wok.
THEN WE FOUND IT.
And it managed to cook our food la.
Hahhaha, better than nothing.
So ate and then went back Climb Asia to retrieve my lost watch.
I asked Min Jian help me take care then in the end he go put at one corner.
Sohai.
Okay so after that, went home and then yup dota.
Damn tired already.
Shall go sleep!
SEE YA FOLKS.
HAPPY NEW YEAR.

LAZY

CNY CELEBRATION.

Which was amazingly awkward with the teachers singing.

And amazingly awkward when china people present some weird skit.

But amazingly awesome with the opera show "shi ba luo han"

After cny celebration, went for the two lectures.

Totally fell asleep during Econs lecture.

Okay then after econs lecture, went to take paddle and then went to eat lunch.

Then went CCA.

Dragonboat module again.

Wah super tired I tell you.

100 strokes was the worst.

I think now average can do 60 strokes.

Oh and Jian Sen asked us to do Burpees.

And post the number of times we can do in 1 minute on the wall.

Hahahaha.

Okay whatever.

DB damn tiring.

Okay so after that went to bathe.

Supposedly going to eat with paddlers but in the end all wanted go home.

Oh and I chatted with Nigel today on the bus towards Bedok Reservoir.

Found out he was someone quite similar to me.

He felt that all his best friends are from his secondary school.

So he don't feel much related to the school.

Like it's just a place for education.

I feel this way too in this school.

But the difference is I have a responsibility.

Whatever I do in school, I need to becareful and I must be responsible.

Because I'm a house comm member.

If I didn't choose to become a house comm in the past, I bet I can just do whatever I like, get scolded and everything.

But well, it wasn't a bad choice to be in the house comm.

Knew some really mature but fun people inside.

But the increasing responsibility, reduces the fun factor.

Like what I told Nigel, sometimes I don't feel like cheering, but I'm still complied to ra-ra Atlas.

Because of responsibility.

Blah.

But it's a choice made, no turning back.

Do the best as I can as a HC member.

Before the MJC REFORM.

Ciaozxszzxsszxszxz

Welcome home

Every time I visit my blog, I feel the sense of peacefulness.

I love my blog song.

Clears my mind.

Blah

Nothing much to blog about today.
Cause totally sleep and sleep during lecture today.
Slept from first lecture until like 12.55.
Super tired.
Then had Road Race meeting with Yu Ling, Raveen, Jing Yi, Si Li, Ping Shuang and Nikhil.
Omg I think this group of people damn fun.
Hahahaha.
We had meeting from 1.15 to around 2.
Tutorial starts at 1.45.
But all of us decided to skip a bit of the lessons to discuss about road race.
We did it super discreetly.
We hid in one corner of the hall.
Then we started discussing.
Then we keep hearing some sounds coming from the hall.
Then we damn scared.
But we continued discussing.
Cause if the teachers caught us not going to lessons, we are SCREWED.
Like totally screwed.
So when we heard footsteps in the hall, our heart totally stopped.
Like OMG, if they find us here comfirm die.
Feels like we're kids again, hiding from adults.
So all of us went into this room.
And we hid inside.
And all of us didn't even dare to breathe.
All whisper like super softly.
Then from the inside of the room, we can only see one ray of light.
Then it was silent on the outside.
Yu Ling whispered in the softest tone "Eh I think just go out bah"
So me and Raveen stood up and went out.
Once we stepped out, the footsteps WERE JUST 5 m beside us.
But around the corner.
THEN IN MY MIND IT WAS LIKE "Okay gg, we are all going to die. Comfirm get scolded until there's no tomorrow."
Raveen still tried to hide back in the room.
LOL.
Then, in the end, it was 2 cleaning uncles who came to the room.
WAH HENG SIA.
THEN ALL OF US RAN OUT OF THE CORNER INTO THE OPEN SPACE.
AND LAUGH LIKE MAD.
LOL, never enjoyed this kind of thrill for a long time already.
Really laughed like mad.
Laugh from the inside (like what Xian Ting and Wei Sheng said) hahaha.
Feels super good.
Okay so after that, went back for Chem practical.
Sat beside Cheryl, then did SPA.
Then went back E1-3 for lessons.
GP then MATHS.
Unexpectedly, the last two lessons were more interesting than I think.
Cause Miss Lim scolded all the guys, and Eugene super funny.
Then maths also quite funny.
Aiya, actually today was quite a good day.
LOL.
Okay so after school, went library to do the GP hw with Michael.
Then later went back home.
Used computer awhile, bathed and then went to meet Fizzy at Buangkok.
Went to Nex.
Ate chicken rice and then went to shop.
Bought pants and t shirt at isetan.
Anyhow buy one lol.
But I spent $55 only.
Quite cheap.
Okay so went to lan later with fizy.
We called Zh also.
So the three of us dota-ed.
Then after dota, arcade until like 11.45.
Damn fun.
Hahahaha.
Because I had the arcade craving since school started.
^^
Okay so after satisfying my craving, went back home.
And yup, just reached home not long.
CNY CELEBRATION TOMORROW.
Sexciting.
But got lecture and CCA.
Sian diao.

Life

School.

Training.

Basketball.

Dinner with 11S103.

Today is a really happening day.

Let's really blog in details!

Early in the morning, went for principal talk.

Miss Lai gave us a talk.

Hahahaha, now I understand why people write "Miss Esther Lai is propoganda on the table"

She's really a very influential person.

She knows how to make use of her resources to change our mind.

But she's kind of cool!

Like the way she thinks is not like any other ordinary teacher.

Today, she talked about Sir Ernest Shakleton.

The story is really very interesting.

But that was not the thing that touched me.

But instead, the video about the few old men.

When we grow up, it's true that we will start losing passion in life.

It's because we lose that drive, we forget our dreams.

Our purpose in life, is to live our dream.

To pursue our passion.

I understand, but I feel trapped by this society, this family.

Too many restrictions.

I really envy Natalie for leaving school and pursuing her own interest.

Her interest is to travel around the world, to those less developed place, live with the people there and help them.

So she decided to take up creative writing in poly so that next time she can write beautiful stories for the world.

I really feel that she will succeed in life.

A thousand miles start with a single step.

And she took that step already.

Good luck Natalie!

Hope you succeed and excel in whatever you do in the future!

Don't think she will read this anyway hahaha.

So blah blah blah school.

K let's talk about Chem lecture.

Mr Tong caught me for TALKING in lecture and decides to send me to the side of the LT and stand.

Totally got problem with me.

He always want to aim me.

The ginger bread man thing happened so long ago already he still mentioned it in Hwee Min's class.

Like he cannot forget me.

Of course, I tried to argue.

And as usual, adults will just use their authority to win over arguments.

He just said "I don't want to argue with you today. Just go stand at the side of the LT"

Kns, he damn kp.

Cannot stand it.

Think it's his face.

Okay, at least Mr Nah is caring enough to talk to me and allowed me to sit down afterwards.

Mr Nah is like so much better than most teachers.

He's a very fair person.

(Y)

Okay that's about it for school la.

Oh, I talked to Mr Hon for around 10 minutes during econs tutorial about the thing.

Hahahaha. 

Feels good to release the questions in my mind.

Shall blog about the thing openly when the whole school knows about it.

Okay so after school, training.

Fartlek 10 rounds.

Circuit.

20, 40, 60 push ups.

20, 40, 60 crunches.

30s, 1 min, 1min 30s planks (front left and right)

20, 40, 60 1 legged-heel raise.

Super tired after that.

Okay so after CCA, went to basketball with Sean Hui and Chin Yue awhile.

Then play play play, decided to slack.

ODAC people came and then I sat around and watch them play.

Then after that waited for Destin to finish squash, Yi Da to finish CO and Eugene to finish floorball.

Once everyone is done, went to Elias to eat zhi cha.

Damn shiok.

But I not enough money.

HAHAHA.

Paying Yi Da tomorrow.

Okay so after eating, played iPhone games.

1 to 50 and Supersonic.

Hahaha.

Then decided to go home after awhile.

Then I think I'm going to sleep now.

Freaking tired.

GGGGGGGGGGG.

OOOOO

OOOOO

DDDDDDDDDDD

NNNNNN

IIIIIII

GGGGGG

HHHHHH

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:)

I totally love my blog song.
I want to listen to it and do my homework / study.
It's so peaceful.
It reminds me of climbing every time I hear this song.
Cause I found it from some climbing video.
Very inspirational.

Anyway, today has been an okay day.
SCHOOL.
HC MEETING.
CLIMBING.

1.School


School 's like a jail man. Lol. But today, school was more okay then the other days because I sat with the guys in our class. They're totally like me man. Heck care work. But at least I ain't that rebellious HAHAHA. You know they freaking ran out of class to Arnold's chicken during GP lesson. But well, it's GP lesson. Aiya, school's just damn boring. But after school, went to E1-1 to find Wei Lun. Then Ying Ting was there also, so we talked about ODAC camp. Hahahaha. Make her jealous because she never come. Okay then after talking awhile, it was
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2.HC Meeting


HC meeting was the most different one today. I have no stand for that idea, but the point is, I have a lot of things that I want to say but I don't know how to put in words. Like I can find flaws, but the flaw is not so important if we change our point of view. I don't know how say la. But it just totally suck my brain dry during the meeting. For the first time I was so serious in HC meeting. Hahaha. So after HC meeting, it was around 6+ so I went
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3.Climbing


Climbing without fail was the most entertaining part of my day. Hahahaha, totally clears the mind. In school, I felt that I was being myself. But nope, I only realised I'm not behaving like myself when I went climbing. CLIMBING IS SO FUN. Hahahaha. Today a lot people climb sia. Finally paid Sebastian the $24. Wait I paid him $25, he don't want find change. Chicken backside. So climbed with Elaine, Yong Sheng, Min Jian, Zhi Wen. Climb climb climb. Because when I reach, I was damn late already. It was like 8.20 when I reached. So climb like 1 hour + only. Do like 2 routes then started doing PT already. Saturday next climb, must traverse more. NEVER SEE CASPER TODAY. He said he wanted climb lor. Liar. LOL. Okay so that's about climbing.

After climbing, went to eat hainanese scissors rice with Elaine, Yong Sheng, Zhi Wen and Min Jian. Damn nice. Oh wait, that bugger Zhi Wen went home first. BITCH! Got mother fetch then like that. LOL. Okay shall go sleep already. Tomorrow waking up at 7.20!
Woooo.
Left with 6 hours of sleep.
It's okay yo, enjoyed today!
GOOD NIGHT!

AHHH

FREAK HOMEWORKS.
Why am I stressing over these useless stuffs.
Why am I caring so much about homeworks.
Okay, it shall never be my priority anymore.
Only do when I feel like doing.
HAHAHAHA.
Tomorrow in school then chiong.
Living a panicky life is quite interesting too.
Hahahaha.

Anyway, today has been rather a good day.
Except the fact of school and studying and teachers.
Okay, except mr hon.
Hahahaa.
I guess Mr Hon's tutorial is the only one that I can understand and enjoy.
Mr Hon live in Seng Kang sia.
That means next time consultation can meet him at Compass.
HAHAHA.
Okay so erm, school was sucky.
PE was quite sucky too.
Played choukball (dunno how spell).
And it's like super boring because no one runs.
Maybe next session will be more fun.
After PE, went to film Orientation video with HC and SC.
LOL quite fun.
I think the Atlas one quite stupid but funny.
Hahahaha.
Great video angle.
By me.
Great video idea,
By Wei Lun.
= Great video.
Yup, so after filming, we were supposedly allowed to go home.
But none of us left early.
The HC guys decided to play a game.
We spin 20 rounds and then run in between these two pillars.
And see who reach first.
LOL then got tournament style at first.
Okay not really.
Qualifying rounds.
Then later we got the finale.
Where 10 HC guys (around there) spin 40 rounds and then run there.
Wilfred damn loser, he totally off tracked.
Leon first, me second, Ting Hao third.
Hahahahaha.
Okay so after that, most went back home.
Wanted to leave already then I asked whether low want to go already.
Then he ask me wait for him awhile, slack around.
Then in the end was late to meet Min Jian.
Lol.
Nvm.
So left school with low and then 109-ed back to Hougang.
Walked towards MJ house from the 109 bus stop.
So sun bian go kopitiam buy milo peng and went to bread shop to buy some bread.
If not comfirm faint when I run.
Hahahaha.
So ran for 43 minutes from his house there towards junction 8.
Bought a $3 red bull and then rest 5 mins
Ran back in 37 minutes.
LOL, that MJ freaking want to get home fast then run faster and faster then pant like dog.
Okay then went back his house, got some drinks and then went back home!
Hahahha.
Shall jog every monday night.
To start the week afresh.
At least now can look forward to monday.

NO TUTORIALS ATTEMPTED.

I AM DOOMED.

But life's good.

:)

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So bored

I'm damn bored now.
Going to find low and kenny soon.
Damn sian of school already.
Even though it had only started for 1 week.
How to survive this whole year with this kind of workload sia.
I guess the only way is to improvise, adapt and overcome it.
Just like what ODAC always teaches me.
Shall go bathe~

SUP

YO WASSUP PEOPLE.
I'm BACK.
Nah I wasn't away, just forgot to blog yesterday.
Anyway, two things I want to talk about today.
First thing - Climbing
Second thing - Atlas.

1. Climbing


WENT TO CLIMB TODAY.
And it never fail to bring smile to my face.
The satisfaction when you finish a route or you've trained very hard.
Now I understand that when one has passion for this one thing, he really don't mind going through the pain and sufferings to become better.
I kept climbing even though my right elbow hurt from the arm wrestling.
Climbing with the climbing kakis really make me very happy.
And somehow, I always learnt something when I go to climb.
Because some of the climbers are older than us.
Because of the varied people inside the Climbing kakis group on facebook, I feel that the connection is very cool.
Like, this guy is this guy's friend's friend's friends.
But, climbing just reduce it to, this guy is my friend.
ITS JUST COOL.
And not everyone will understand how heartwarming climbing is.
And today, I left my phone and wallet on the ground at CA level 2.
For like 7 hours, I didn't realise, until I went to City Square mall.
Then I wasn't feeling scared at all.
Because I knew that the climbing community is very nice.
The people there are very nice.
As expected, my phone and wallet is still there.
Some more, it was placed somewhere safe by someone at a corner so that it won't get stepped.
And today, there was this amputee who was climbing.
So freaking inspirational.
His right leg was amputated, and he climbed with his right knees.
He didn't stop climbing.
He was even educating his daughter to climb.
Super touching.
Hahaha, he asked Nigel to help him take picture.
I want see the photo!!!@~
Oh well.
Oh and I made two new friends today.
Aaron and Benedict.
Aaron was from MJ.
He was the guy that did 51 pull ups.
Hahahaha.
He say I climb quite good and ask me why I never join the school rockclimbing.
TOO BADDDD.
HAHAHA.
Then Benedict is another guy, which is Wilfred's friend.
From Hai Sing one.
Hahahaha.
Cool cool.
Okay, there's a lot more to climbing for me to explore.
I'm still a kid in climbing!
INTERMEDIATE MAN BY 2013!
I hope.


2. Atlas


Just watched Atlas cheerleading video.
And I realised, that was probably the happiest moment in JC.
I still remember during that time I told Wing "Eh wing, I like my school sia. I scared I lose contact with you all because I feel very attached to my school." (SOMETHING LIKE THAT)
Now looking back, I truly enjoyed my days in JC.
Cheerleading was probably the only thing that made me want to cry when I look back.
It's super nostalgic.
The trainings at nights.
The scoldings by Alynna.
Waking up early to Tampines / Changi Airport to dance.
Taking 27 with Ryan.
Taopok-ing Benedict.
The practicing in the dark carpark.
The scary library.
The climbing over the gate to the field to do routine.
The thorny grass.
The moving "UFO" in the sky and scolding by Alynna immediately. LOL
Just for that 5 minutes on stage for the whole school to see.
It was the thing I committed the most for MJC.
Atlas mass dance was totally different from Atlas cheerleading.
The people aren't as close as during cheerleadings.
I think it's probably because we seldom stay until very late.
Remembered the last day we stayed until 10pm.
And the nervousness when we were about to dance.
The nervousness ain't there.
I miss the times.
Those cheerleading times.
At least it makes me feel that I belong to this school.
Maybe it's because I've changed.

Being adventurous

And I'm going to do it by just going to sleep and not caring about school work.

Skipping maths tutorial, chem test, chem tutorial, gp essay outline.

At least I did econs tutorial.

Shall read the chem thing on the car tomorrow morning.

We're talking about being DIFFERENT  right now.

HOMEWORK?

I will still catch up by the end of this week though.

Prepared for the scolding.

Hahahaha

MJC OPEN HOUSE 2012

IT ROCKS.
ATLAS 3RD FOR MASS DANCE.
A LOT OF PEOPLE CAME.
SAW A LOT OF FAMILIAR FACES.
BROUGHT ZOEY AROUND MJC WITH IVAN.
SHERINE, RACHEL, JIA YI, PETER, GEOK MIN AND CLAUDIA CAME TO OUR SCHOOL.
HAPPY.
OKAY GOING TO SLEEP LOL.
I just went to macs and studied with bro.
And I kept dozing off.
Damn tired already.
Overall, open house was COOL.
And that means, school starting proper tomorrow.
GG

Second day of school

hasn't been a very nice experience for me.
Nevertheless, it ended off quite well.
Miss Seah / Sia scolded me for painting in House Comm Room FOR THE SECOND TIME.
Well come on, I don't see what's the reason sia?
It's like giving us a room, but giving us restrictions.
Then might as well don't call it the house comm room, just call it Room A / B and state that it belongs to the school.
It's not like we won't take care of our own room.
Aiya, nevermind.
At least things settled, I'm going to stay back tomorrow with AHC to clean up the canteen as punishment.
SORRY GUYS.
But the banner was totally worth it.
:D



Anyway, school sucked.
Maths teacher rocks.
I THINK.
I will start doing maths tutorial.
But I seriously don't know how to start on Maclaurin.
Lol.
Tomorrow's OPEN HOUSE.
Going to present the mass dance to the public.
It's going to be scary but ATLAS IS GOING TO DO IT!
Woo.
See you people tomorrow who are coming down to Ten@city.
:)

Clement Tan Boon Hai

From Mr Tan's wordpress:

Today my post is dedicated to every student that I was privileged to teach in Xinmin since 2009. I was in the Hall of XMSS 12 hours ago and the principal announced, “Xinmin, we are back to band ONE!!!!” Man, everyone was elated! A tinge of pride gushed through the whole graduating batch of 2011. We’ve done it, we’ve pushed Xinmin to the pinnacle once again.

And there I was, standing at the back of my hall, witnessing the moment. Right in front of me were all the 2011 graduating students, awaiting eagerly for their results. in the middle of the hall were the 2012 graduating students, witnessing the scene of what they would be personally experiencing next year and of course, right at the back, were the 2010 graduating students coming back to their alumnus school to lend their support. Wow, I told myself, this is what the Xinmin Spirit is all about. I mean, the 2010 batch was so excited and proud of their juniors, achieving the feat which they did not and instead of being jealous of them, the 2010 batch, in their array of JC uniforms, cheered together with their juniors, is that school spirit or what??=]

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As I saw this beautiful scene unfold in front of my eyes, nostalgia overwhelmed me and thus I want to take this chance to thank all my students who have given me such precious memories, so here goes:

301, you are such a lovely bunch. I remembered throughout your upper secondary years, you all were always ‘criticised’ for not living up to the ‘true’ standards of what a 301/401 class should be, but guess what? That is what I loved about your class: You all got character! I missed the jokes we had about India (Parag??!) or relationships etc and the life stories we shared with one another… It seems like it was only yesterday when we were still having lessons, haha…

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And remember, this world is not lacking in rich men or smart men, this world is looking for good men; so friends, continue to make a positive difference in your journeys k… Keep in touch!

http://donemilkingcows.wordpress.com/2012/01/09/hall-of-fame/

First day of school

Haven't die yet because I haven't get any scolding.
Wait I did.
FOR PAINTING BANNER IN THE HOUSE COMM ROOM.
Wah damn kp.
Not as if we can't clean it after we paint.
It's our own room anyway.
Sigh.
Anyway, today has been a rather good day.
Like weird to see all the JC people again.
But adapted very quickly.
HA CHOOO.
Okay.
WAH KNS, my nose damn itchy.
Like super.
Okay.
First day of school, practically did nothing much.

~BORING LESSONS~

Recess was good.
Because I just realised MJ's food really not bad.
Then after that, Physics lecture then GP lesson.
GP lesson Miss Lim totally spent the whole time trying to lecture us.
And she asks us to hand up homework.
GGIFIED.
Who cares.
Anyway, after school, went to eat lunch with Deon, Wei Jie, Wei Lun and Leon.
The 5 of us sit at the canteen there eating and discussing who is RealFakeMJC.
Damn interesting.
Okay so after eating, went back to XMS with chin yue, tsui yan and zanelle.
Saw a lot of people!
401 a lot people go back.
Sydney, Ivy, Wern Chieh, Shawn, Wei Jie, Wilson, Li Ting.
WAHHHHHHHHHH
I FINALLY SEE LI TING.
Damn long never see her.
Damn happy, finally see her.
Hahahaha.
Actually wanted to dinner with her one lor.
Then in the end my phone no batt and I don't have her number some more.
Nevermind, next time.
AHCHOO.
STUPID NOSE LA.
Keep sneezing.
Sian.
Okay let's see.
Wah the xinmin boulder gym damn siong.
The tiles all cannot climb one.
Now I understand what MJ meant.
HAHAHA.
Wooo, tomorrow going climbing with Casper, MJ and Yong Sheng.
Okay, anyways, XMS did not bad!
TAN JIT HUI 8A1s.
Omg.
I kinda remembered last time she tell me she top 5 in level or something.
Just remembered hahaha.
She go America alr.
OH YA, Li Ting asked me something.
And I was damn proud of my answer.
Hahahaha.
She damn proud also.
Okay moving on, asked my juniors about their results.
Then I realised I don't have much juniors hahaha.
Asked those that are closer one.
Raymond, Shi Yun, Zoey, Ji Hao, Fish and some I remember face but forget name one.
Hahahaha.
Okay freak this, I'm going to sleep.
Got a flu I think.
ZZZZZZzzzzzzzz
But today is quite a good day la.
:)

In the future,

it would be something like this.

Yam Choon Hian

Insomnia & work would be my best friends this year. Spending "quality time" with my kids now sleeping beside them. Climbing? Wats that......

Daryl's house

Hi all!
Just came back from Daryl's house not long ago.
So called celebrate his birthday.
Hahahaha.
Abit last minute one.
Like the day before Yong Sheng ask me and MJ when we climbing.
Then we go lor.
So let's see.
Dota in the morning of Saturday.
Then went to bathe and then went climbing.
Climbing was quite good.
Like finish almost all the routes.
Except the one I set myself.
So after climbing, slacked around the top floor.
Walk around.
Then talked at the balcony with MJ and YS.
Then after awhile listened to Michael talk about his open routes.
Then we left to meet Daryl they all.
So went to Kovan there and then met Avan, Ryan, Ivan Chong and Daryl.
Went to eat zhi cha.
Daryl treat all of us.
Woo.
Birthday boy treat hahaha.
The total meal was like $116?
Yup.
Thanks Daryl!
So after eating, went to Shell at Kovan there to buy some drinks.
Then took bus to Daryl's house.
So went there and started drinking.
We were at his front yard.
So drank quite a lot.
Then got hot so took off shirt.
LOL all take off shirt.
Then Avan got boobs.
Super funny.
Okay so after drinking a lot, started fooling around.
And forgot a lot of stuffs.
Went up to Daryl's room after that.
Then played dota.
Which obviously suck.
Like I play awhile I see the time is like 10 minutes into the game already.
Then play awhile I stop already.
Then went to gay with all of them.
The bed become a pool of meat la.
All lying down like corpse.
Then the MJ keep taking video of me and Ryan.
When I woke up in the morning and watched those videos, laugh like shit.
I say make use of the drunkness now to do sit ups.
Cause you can't feel the ache.
IT KINDA MAKE SENSE ACTUALLY IF YOU THINK ABOUT IT.
Yes?
No?
No.
Okay abit.
Hahaha.
So did a lot stupid things la.
Jump here and there then don't know after awhile fall asleep.
Then when I woke up it was like quite cold.
But someone off the aircon.
Which was good.
Then got hangover.
Damn dizzy.
Went to bathe.
Then went for soccer.
While waiting for 147, felt damn nauseous and of course, I vomited.
Then the stupid Min Jian down there beside me giving me dog face then make the vomit noise.
My vomit got all the veggie from the zhi cha.
HAHA.
The fibre cannot digest.
Okay so soccer until 12?
Bak Kut Teh and then walked home with Ivan Chong and Yong Sheng.
Yup, that's about it.
Blogging at night again probably.
:D

Gravical 2012

That awesome moment when I finally 

reach the last tile after 7 attempts and the

 whole crowd cheered for me.

Even though I only completed 1 route, it was super fun.

Gravical 2012 rocks!

Well, I got nothing much to say about today.

Because it's just plain awesome!

Oh crap I forgot to post this yesterday hahha.

2012 thoughts

I really think this year is going be sucky as hell.

At least I've already succeeded in not saying cb and f word in my everyday life.

HAHAHA.

It's just a prediction, but I feel I will probably spend more time climbing than studying.

Okay that's too exaggerating.

Hahahaha.

Anyway, I want to do things that I've not do before.

Breaking rules in life.

Doing stupid things.

And having more fun.

Remember this post?

“ Make a radical change in your lifestyle and begin to


 boldly do things which you may previously never 


have thought of doing, or been too hesitant to 


attempt. 



So many people live within unhappy circumstances 


and yet will not take the initiative to change their 


situation because they are conditioned to a life of 


security, conformity, and conservation, all of which 


may appear to give one peace of mind, but in reality 


nothing is more damaging to the adventurous spirit 


within a man than a secure future. 





The very basic core of a man's living spirit is his 


passion for adventure. 





The joy of life comes from our 


encounters with new experiences, and hence there is 


no greater joy than to have an endlessly changing 


horizon, for each day to have anew and different sun. 





If you want to get more out of life, you must lose your 


inclination for monotonous security and adopt a 


helter-skelter style of life that will at first appear to 


you to be crazy. But once you become accustomed to 


such a life you will see its full meaning and its 


incredible beauty.”

Rules are meant to be broken.

Plans are made to fail.

Life is supposed to be colourful.

Let's see where this quote brings me.

Sports

Today is a super sporty day.
I'm going to train back my athletic body.
Damn lousy already.
My stomach damn flabby.
Must train more.
Today canoed and climbed.
Results: I love climbing even more after today.
Cause it was a direct comparison between two sports.
I totally capsized like free.
ON A FREAKING T1?
Only I capsized.
Capsized 6 times.
Damn shameful.
And yup, people in canoeing and dragonboating are all super hao lian.
Or at least their actions speak so.
I down there paddling slowly cause I noob, then one SAJC girl just shouted "EXCUSE ME!" and then canoed past like a sohai.
Damn kp.
A lot of people like that one.
Shout here shout there.
All skin colour so black, mood also so black.
Hahahaha.
So I saw JIA YI at bedok reservoir also.
I was doing my warm up then saw her.
Hahaha likka cool only.
So after training, was damn tired already.
Caused pumped 150 times for being late.
SUPER PUMP the tricep.
Hahahaha.
Anyway, after that, went to climb at Climb Asia with Yong Sheng, Elaine and Zhi Wen.
Yong sheng and Zhi Wen went to lead climb while me and Elaine stayed and boulder.
Hahahaha gave each other route.
Elaine mental damn strong.
She small size but she can flash some of the routes I set.
So boulder awhile at the bottom then later saw Casper and another MJ climber.
At first me and Casper kinda weird cause I knew him through Lynnete Seng.
Hahaha then after today, cleared the ice and we gave each other routes.
HE DAMN STRONG.
Must say he's the best climber for our batch in MJC.
Too bad he transferring school.
But I think I will climb with him more often because he's interested to climb with my climbing friends.
Hahahaha.
Anyway, after climb today, which is around 8?
Went to eat Ramen and then headed home.
Trained to Serangoon and then 147 home.
And I am super sleepy now.
I survived 12 hours of sports.
8 am to 8pm.
Without food and 4 hours of sleep.

Blah

Hi people.

The past few days have been games game and games.

With the usual 203 / 405 people.

Super no life

Hahahaha.

Anyway, I'm bored at home.

Climbing cancelled.

And I began searching for Pokemon Gameboy tunes.

OMG.

My heart felt damn heavy when I listened to them.

It brings back the childhood memories.

I remembered I was like in K2 or something.

Woke up early in the morning, ran to my brother's room and then cuddled beside my eldest brother and watch him play pokemon.

Those childhood memories seem so distant.

But when I play those songs, it just brings back all the moments that I had as a child.

Holding on to my gameboy every where I go.

Gameboy light was the best.

Then games became more and more complicated.

No more blowing air into the cartridges.

No more Nitendo sign moving down slowly and then "DING"

Those were the days where finding lost cartridges were the worries.

And losing the memory storage of your pokemons in the cartridges was the biggest fear.

I remembered losing my memory in the cartridge and losing all my pokemon.

I cried.

But I never gave up playing Pokemon.

It's almost 18 years since we were born.

We have all grown up.

From innocent boys and girls, to complicated people.

Look at what this world has become.

Sad

2012 resolution

1. Being myself.
2. Less vulgar.
3. More concern for friends.
4. Awareness.