Ice inside your soul

Just cleared my thoughts.

Feel so much better right now.

Today hasn't been a very good day.

People around me are feeling sad.

Wilfred, if you're reading this.

Don't be sad okay.

I'm not very good at consoling people but I can try.

Hahaha.

I don't know what has happened between you and her but what I want to say is life goes on.

Maybe what I say right now totally don't match what happened but I guess I will still say.

Actually, I think I understand how you feel even though I don't know what happened.

It's like no matter how hard you try to be happy, you will still feel fall back to the same old spot.

Don't force yourself to be happy.

It ain't going to bring you far.

Your old spot, is your check point.

You move up, but when you fall, you still fall back to the "check point".

My point is that you should move the check point instead of moving yourself up.

Maybe, just take a little time, go out and walk alone.

Reflect and think about the past few months.

Then think of what you're going to do in the future.

If you are sad, stop bluffing to other people that you aren't.

Just let your feelings control you, and not your surroundings.

Take this incident as a lesson learnt.

They say "What doesn't kill you only make you stronger"

I guess that's about it la.

If you want someone to talk to can always find me!

Oh, now back to me.

I fell asleep on the bus just now.

So I woke up at Serangoon and it was around 10.15.

So I waited for 109 for damn long.

Decided to sms iris.

Smsed iris, look up, 109 is right in front of me.

But it's leaving.

Tried to run after it but no one press the bell for me.

Bastard.

So decided to walk to the next bus stop.

Then when I reaching the next bus stop, 156 came also but I was too far from the bus stop.

WTF.

How sway can I get.

So in the end I just decided to walk home.

Then I realised it's actually super near.

Walk down to Bowen sec then later to xinmin kopitiam there.

Went to 7 11 to buy coke.

Saw this guy in front of me who walk like Eric (xms eric).

Then I was like okay la maybe not.

Then after getting my coke, I saw the "Eric" again.

Then when I reach closer, IT'S REALLY ERIC.

LOL.

Okay so yeah.

Walked around here and there at XMS area at around 11?

Walked around the park too.

Then afterwards walked toward 325 bus stop.

So yup, took 325 home.

Reached home at around 11.30.

Sian.

Hahahaha.

Okay I shall go sleep.

Waking up early tomorrow to do PW and then climb afterwards.

:)

Hope tomorrow will be a good day.

Good night!