Hey!

I have like 5 minutes to blog.
So I will go through very fast.
Yesterday morning, woke up by Jia Jia's message.
Then went to bathe and stuff then went to take bus towards Hougang Mall.
Ate Ya Kun with Ye An, Ivy and Jia Jia at Hougang Mall.
After eating, went to popular to buy my sketch book and hb 2b 4b 6b pencils.
Omg excited.
Can show off to chai already HAHAHA.
Then later bid farewell to the 3 of them and then I went to Onsight myself.
Reached at around 1.15?
Went to get my tag, went to shit, change and then went to climb.
My left lower back damn pain.
Like last time Sec 4 kick too much soccer the same feeling.
Need a break.
Sian
So Min Jian, Dennis, Nigel, Yong Sheng and Jia Yi came to climb.
Climb climb climb.
Climb until like 4+ they decided to take photos.
I was doing dyno on one route that I set myself so that Jia Yi can help me take the photo.
So I dynoed there and then PIAK.
2 flappers on my finger.
FREAKING PAIN.
Got the picture on facebook.
Damn disgusting.
Then in the end Jia Yi never take until me at all.
So I literally cannot climb for the rest of the day.
Damn sad.
So I just helped to set route for MJ and Nigel.
Then later we left at around 7pm.
Went to eat at old airport road with the XMS people + Cheng Yee, Joey, Chong Yu and Wai Heng.
So eat already then talk talk awhile then went home.
Circle lined to Serangoon and then 147-ed home with MJ, YS and Cheng Yee.
Hahaha.
I need to rush off already.
BYE

A level Chinese tomorrow

I never studied at all.
Climbing was awesome though I injure my fingers.
But still can write heng.
Shall go sleep and blog in more details tomorrow morning :)

401

Hi.

Today had 401 outing.

Well I'm so tired to blog about it.

But it was damn fun.

Fun hanging out with all these old friends.

Too bad Elaine and Sherine didn't go.

If not I think will be more fun!

Hahaha.

So we went to Mindcafe.

Played board games.

It was really fun man.

Then at night we went to eat at Popeyes.

Then later decided to go scape.

To lepak.

Some people didn't like the idea of lepaking there so they went back first.

Those who stayed was Tsui Yan, Ivy, Me, Ye An, Wei Jie and Jia Jia.

The 6 of us sat in a circle and had some really deep talks.

Hahaha.

Talked about religion, education, passion, society, travelling, dreams.

Really good talks with them.

Didn't know Ivy was Taoist.

LOL.

Super weird.

I always thought she was christian or something.

So yeah, went home quite at around 10+.

Reached home at 11+

Tomorrow meeting Ivy, Ye An and Jia Jia at 11am at Ya Kun.

Excited to see them hahaha.

Okay shall go sleep.

If not no need meet them!

Thanks for the day 401!

See you guys soon!

Lovely, Passionate, Witty, Sweet

Seriously

My parents will never understand.
Or rather, I don't think 90% of the world will understand me.
Seriously, education sucks.
In Singapore at least.
And adults have to make it seem so important.
Just because they have benefited from it.
It's good of course.
You get good jobs good income in the future.
But, ultimately, what's the point.
AIYA.
Fuck this.
I've always repeat this on and on.
But my parents won't even read my blog.
Always claim that I don't like talking to them.
Then start nagging.
Then make me feel like not talking to them.
Then it's all my fault all over again.
Sick shit.
And you, I really don't know what to say already.
I want to climb my heart out.
Fuck
Fuck
Fuckkk

Shiok

Lazy to blog hahaha.
But yesterday was filled with PW.
But somehow it was quite fun?
Cause when everyone starts cutting down words together, the feeling is so cool.
Like finally we WORKED together as a group.
After PW must go out eat at Joo Chiat man.
Okay anyway, we chionged WR yesterday.
Really chiong.
Then we finished at around 7+?
In between here and there, walked around school when it's raining.
Saw Hui Xin, Celine, Dawn and Fiona like walking around finding someone.
Like something bad happened.
Tsk.
A rainy day is a good day to think.
When I got really sick of Miss Liu, F4-2, PW and the freaking education system, I left the class to take a stroll too.
Went to the 2nd level atrium and stared at the field.
Reflect upon my life.
Things have changed a lot.
I'm more orientated in life now.
With a goal in mind.
But the thing is, I'm not working correctly towards it.
And it's all because of SCHOOL.
K I just hate school la simply put.
Shall go school now.
No car again.
Sian.

It's been some time

Yesterday was too tired to blog.

But yesterday was really a good day!

Woke up at 8.

Did PW thing until like 11.30 then prepared and then left home.

Reached Farrer Park at around 12+ and saw Min Jian and Yong Sheng waiting for me.

So went to find them.

Walked to ClimbAsia.

Then when we are going to reach Yong Sheng was like "Eh you see in front very blurry. But here like no rain also. I think faster run."

Then right after he said that, the rain poured.

For the first time he's of some use.

LOL.

So we went to climb.

Bouldering.

Met Sebastian and his friend Li Ling who he never introduce.

Okay so I set routes and do routes.

The Australian guy was there.

Hahahaha.

Cool dude.

Yup.

So later Zhi Wen and Jia Cong came.

Later Nigel came too but at that time I had to leave.

So left CA and then went to find my class.

Train down pasir ris and then walked to E-hub.

Wilfred was outside the KBOX waiting for me.

So we went in.

He ask me "Eh very expensive leh. $16 okay anot?"

Then I say okok lor.

Then in the end we had to freaking pay $26.50.

WTF.

They claimed that the GST all this + $10.

Wtf.

It's like $16++.

Which = $26.50.

Kao.

Okay so almost my whole class guy was here.

Except Joaquin, Vivek, Darren, Nicholas and Sherwinder.

Okay then sing sing sing then left the place.

Decided to go meet YS they all again.

So took train back to Farrer Park.

Ate at Banquet with MJ, YS, Fizz, Wai Heng and Zhe Kang.

I owe Fizz $10.

Hahaha.

Okay so after eating, went to Nex.

Supposedly to find 405 people but they were at zh's house.

YS and MJ went home while the 3 of us went to crash zh's house.

There was Hardi, Zhi Yang, Kenny, Jun Wen, Xian Ting, Rachel, Wei Sheng, Kelvin, Wing and Zong Han.

Hahahaha.

Had a good time there though I was like sleeping.

Super hot there.

Hahaha.

So went home with Kelvin.

Talked on the bus.

Finally someone to talk to.

Hahahaha.

Okay shall go school already.

BYE

Ice inside your soul

Just cleared my thoughts.

Feel so much better right now.

Today hasn't been a very good day.

People around me are feeling sad.

Wilfred, if you're reading this.

Don't be sad okay.

I'm not very good at consoling people but I can try.

Hahaha.

I don't know what has happened between you and her but what I want to say is life goes on.

Maybe what I say right now totally don't match what happened but I guess I will still say.

Actually, I think I understand how you feel even though I don't know what happened.

It's like no matter how hard you try to be happy, you will still feel fall back to the same old spot.

Don't force yourself to be happy.

It ain't going to bring you far.

Your old spot, is your check point.

You move up, but when you fall, you still fall back to the "check point".

My point is that you should move the check point instead of moving yourself up.

Maybe, just take a little time, go out and walk alone.

Reflect and think about the past few months.

Then think of what you're going to do in the future.

If you are sad, stop bluffing to other people that you aren't.

Just let your feelings control you, and not your surroundings.

Take this incident as a lesson learnt.

They say "What doesn't kill you only make you stronger"

I guess that's about it la.

If you want someone to talk to can always find me!

Oh, now back to me.

I fell asleep on the bus just now.

So I woke up at Serangoon and it was around 10.15.

So I waited for 109 for damn long.

Decided to sms iris.

Smsed iris, look up, 109 is right in front of me.

But it's leaving.

Tried to run after it but no one press the bell for me.

Bastard.

So decided to walk to the next bus stop.

Then when I reaching the next bus stop, 156 came also but I was too far from the bus stop.

WTF.

How sway can I get.

So in the end I just decided to walk home.

Then I realised it's actually super near.

Walk down to Bowen sec then later to xinmin kopitiam there.

Went to 7 11 to buy coke.

Saw this guy in front of me who walk like Eric (xms eric).

Then I was like okay la maybe not.

Then after getting my coke, I saw the "Eric" again.

Then when I reach closer, IT'S REALLY ERIC.

LOL.

Okay so yeah.

Walked around here and there at XMS area at around 11?

Walked around the park too.

Then afterwards walked toward 325 bus stop.

So yup, took 325 home.

Reached home at around 11.30.

Sian.

Hahahaha.

Okay I shall go sleep.

Waking up early tomorrow to do PW and then climb afterwards.

:)

Hope tomorrow will be a good day.

Good night!

Miss

Just dreamt of you.
So real.
So awkward.

Guess it's good

That I'm starting to think more.

It's time I start to think about things man.

About my life.

What do I really want.

Dreams-

Climbing is definitely something I want for now.

Been training quite hard.

But time is the only problem.

I want to be the best climber in MJ!

Must jia you.

Amsyar if you're reading this, don't laugh.

I will beat you.

LOL.

Min Jian too.

Hahahaha.

It will be really cool if I am able to climb like anything.

I really want to climb natural cliffi in the future.

Passion is there, but the point is I don't know whether it will last.

Relationships-

Friendships.

Family relations.

Complicated relationships.

I'm having problems with everything.

School-

Screw PW.

And school definitely sucks.

Don't think I would have a good future if I hate school.

I mean, the friends there are awesome.

But still, the satisfaction when seeing friends will never overcome the dissatisfaction of going to school.

Thus, going to school is a chore.

To add on, I really miss a lot people right now.

Really wish that I could meet them.

But sadly, PW is spoiling my life.

I know I shouldn't whine like a gay.

But that's what blogs are for.

For you to whine and rant

Tsk.

Putting parts and pieces of 2011, I feel that it is really a boring year.

I think 2012 will be more boring.

Like how Xin Horng always complain that whenever he see J2 studying, he feel disgusted because that's what we will be facing next year.

Wah sian.

No one cares.

And probably you'll be thinking "Who cares whether anyone cares for you?"

That's life.

We all feel so insignificant at times.

Muscle ache

This applies in climbing, and in life.

Hi people, I have around 8 minutes to blog about yesterday.

Was too lazy to blog ah yesterday.

So, yesterday was a very good day.

Went climbing with new friends!

Climbed with Chin Yue, Amsyar and his Hai Sing friend, Wei Liang, which has a friend called Ted.

There was also Zhi Xian, Yu Xian's twin brother but he climbed for like 1 hour only then he decided to leave.

LOL.

Waste money sia.

The other 5 of us decided to stay.

So we kept climbing and climbing.

Until our hands are so painful.

I can't even type properly now.

Pain like SHIT.

Then at around 2.30, after we climbed for around 2 hours, Min Jian come.

So everyone made friends and stuff.

Damn cool.

I like it especially when me Chin Yue and Wei Liang were traversing the gym while Amsyar, Ted and Min Jian were talking about their climbing experience.

As if we knew everyone for so long.

Hahahaha.

Same passion = easy talking.

Can't wait to climb with them again, such a funny bunch.

So from 4+ to 6+, was traversing around the gym.

Damn freaking tired.

Then the moment when me, Chin Yue and Wei Liang were traversing, somebody who was lead climbing suddenly shouted damn loud "URRHRHHHHHHH!!!!!"

LOL then being cheeky, I decided to URHHHHHHHHH also.

Then I didn't know I was so loud.

All the belayers stare at me.

HAHAHAHA.

Then nvm, we just continue traversing.

Then later it became more and more fun to shout.

So every time there's a hard part, we will shout URHHHHH.

Wei Liang will go "Intermediate only also need to shout"

LOL damn funny.

Okay so after that, Min Jian went home, Ted went home and then left me, Amsyar, Chin Yue and Wei Liang.

We went to eat at old airport road and then went home.

Amsyar can only eat Halal food, then the Wei Liang keep disturb him.

LOL basket.

Okay I THINK I NEED TO GO ALREADY.

Going to be late.

OKAY BYE.

Shall blog again tonight.

OGL's game assessment

Always forgot what I want to blog.
Nevermind.
Sometimes, I blog because I just want to let go of myself.
I want to feel good.
And I do feel good after I blog.
Today think quite a lot.
Actually not really.
Only the bus ride back.
I've realised some things la.

1. People only become friends from their first impressions with the person. If you think he / she is a screwed up person, you won't even talk to him / her and you won't even make friends.
You realise those close friends of yours, you respect them when you first met them?
For me it's like, wing, min jian, kelvin.
All of them have the leadership skills which made me respect them.
My first impression of them is good.
Thus I will try to talk to them.
And then we become friends.
Therefore, I conclude that your friends around you now probably "you think they are cool" or "they think you are cool" when you all first saw each other.
Okay I don't know whether you get it anot.

2. I remembered talking about independence last time. I always feel lonely in the past. I guess it's because of the friends around me now that's why I have grown less independent or rather more dependent.

3. Today's OGL game assessment feel like an Orientation.
It was damn fun.
But super difficult to choose the applicants.
Cause we must try our hardest not to judge them because we know them.
Must be fair.
But sometimes, the biasedness is still there one la.
Oh well.

4. I remember few posts back I said I miss sec 4 life. Then I don't really understand too.
Then I remembered, I could see you everyday. That's what I miss having.

T-SPINS

Totally, this picture.

Today has been a day of PW.

And tetris in library.

Today was rather good la.

PW was in library.

That means can listen to song and stuffs.

And slack.

Then later decided to watch climbing videos.

Oooo.

Very excited for Sunday.

Hahahaha.

After school, went to OGL interview.

Was in E1-3 with Nicole, Leon, Joie, Qistina and Li Yun.

Weird mix, but fun mix.

Hahahaha.

It was damn awkward at times but at that point of time, I feel the "leader" position.

Because it's like they are of the same age as us but I'm actually leading them.

Like how I feel that Kelvin is a good leader during Yes We Can.

Actually that's how I know Kelvin.

Tsk tsk.

It was fun to see how people answer questions la.

Like keep out of point.

But some people were really good.

Can't wait for the next interview.

^^ interesting.

Okay I am freaking tired now.

Shall sleep until 11 tomorrow.

Shiok balls.

Good night!

Listening to old songs make me very nostalgic.

Back to 2010.

Yesterday,

was pretty much a boring day.

Well, which day in school with PW is exciting.

Today's supposed to have swimming but I've to go down for OGL interview.

Damn sad.

So long since I swam.

OH there was OP presentation yesterday.

Apparently, I was the least prepared but I spoke quite well I guess.

LOL

Damn heng.

Okay then nothing much really.

Went to Pepper Lunch to eat with class.

Then went back school.

Then went to Library.

Then did SI while playing tetris.

Then group left while I stay to try to do more SI.

Then later Wei Sheng and Jia Ji come in.

So talk talk talk.

Hahahaha.

Left at 5pm.

Saw Rui Guang on the bus stop.

So went home together.

Seriously, there's just NOTHING to blog about in school.

Can't wait for PW to end man seriously.

Ahhh, listening to David Archuleta's Elevator.

6.55am now.

6 more minutes before I leave.

Shall crap more.

But hey, TGIF!

Today will be a better day I HOPE.

But looking at the things we have today, I think I will end up as disappointed as yesterday.

It's an endless ride, sometimes it takes you up, sometimes it tears you down inside.

I miss Secondary 4 life all of a sudden.

I know that when I conclude my life in 2011, it won't be that interesting as compared to 2010.

There's really not much love in this year.

Just laughter.

And stupidity.

Sigh, at least I picked up a sport, climbing.

Shall train hard and then climb natural cliffs in the future.

:)

Life sucks now, but it means life's going to get better as it goes.

PWPWPW

TIRED EVERDAY

Well, there's nothing much to blog about actually.

Since everyday is just like the cat above.

Seriously.

Go school just for PW.

And can only leave at 4.15?

Why cannot just go somewhere and then discuss with group members?

Stupid sia.

So yesterday, went to school.

Then there was 2 chinese lessons.

Super tired and bored ttm.

So I borrowed Gideon's iPhone.

Then wth, I play until halfway then Miss Liu standing in front of me only.

So phone got confiscated.

Felt damn guilty and angry at the same time.

Then the worst thing is that, I need to get back the phone for Gideon because it's my fault.

That means must "plead" Miss Liu who I am angry at at that point of time.

So it's like Guilt + Anger = Super Anger

Luckily I managed to tone down my voice and talk nicely to her.

Ahhh, screwed up mind these few days.

Need to run soon to clear the stress.

After Chinese, PW all the way until 4.15.

Chai and I did the OP slides.

Which is damn nice I think.

Hahahaha.

And yup, that summarises what happened from 7 to 4.15.

So after that, went to outside Library.

Mass dance rehearsal!

It was quite fun.

New people, new friends, BIG AWKWARDNESS.

HAHAHA.

Like teaching strangers how to dance.

Okay la not really strangers.

Got see before.

But after awhile it got better.

Okay so we managed to teach like 1 1/2 songs.

I felt that I was quite slack la cause I was playing FIFA12 on Wilfred's phone.

Super addictive.

Tsk.

Okay so mass dance was until 7 then we went to the boulder wall while Wilfred went to run.

Leon, Wei Lun and I climbed awhile.

Hahaha leisure climb damn fun.

Then later Amsyar came AGAIN.

LOL.

So climbed with him and he set lj routes for me again.

Hardcore.

Hahahaha.

Okay so after that went to eat at KFC with Wei Lun and Chin Yue and then went home.

Abrupt ending because I've got to rush to school now.

IT's 7.04 OMG.

OKAY BYE.

And...

I'm right.
I'm sleeping at 1am.
Shall blog tomorrow morning.
My blog like getting boring. LOL.
Lazy find pictures.
K NVM DONT SCARED.

Under this weather,

what I want to do now is just to relax my thoughts.
Play some guitar, drink milo.
Or maybe even sleep early.
But thanks to PW.
I bet I'm going to sleep at 1 tonight.
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ
I want to play guitarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

Climbing with Amsyar

Yesterday was a full PW day.
Obviously I slept before I could blog last night.
Yesterday was a very sleepy day sort of.
I think I really need to sleep bad.
I slept for 4 hours + last night.
Going to die today again.
So yesterday, there was no lessons at all.
So went to Loyang point's macs early in the morning.
Then came back for PW.
Then PW PW PW until school ended.
Really nothing to talk about la yesterday.
After school, went to play frisbee.
At first with Xin Horng, Darren Chia and Shu Rui.
Then later Joshua (not joshua tan) came with Gloria.
So we played frisbee.
After playing frisbee with these random bunch, decided to go climb despite not seeing Casper and Allen.
Thanks to Leon who accompanied me today.
Hahaha.
So went to climb at the wall.
Then like awhile later, Amsyar came.
So the 3 of us played around with the wall.
Amsyar set routes for me.
Quite fun hahahaha.
His finger damn strong.
Okay then after climbing, it was around 7+
Went to Loyang Point again to eat zhi cha with my class.
Then after that took 109 with Gideon home.


This not a good feeling.

SWMY

I scared you very pissed off or something so I never text you to apologise.

Sorry for disappointing you and spoiling your day.

Please forgive me.

AHHHHHH crap.

sdf

A sense of childishness, suddenly.

I'm 17.

Oh no

HI.

If you're reading this.

I'm really sorry.

I read your tweet.

Don't ANGRY pleaseeeeeeeeeeeee.

Sorry, didn't know my limit.

Argh.

Shit hole.

Climb On! 2011

Took this picture from Climb Asia group.
This is how it looked like in the festival.
Simple but complicated at the same time.
Hahahaha.
Some routes are really interesting.
Like change my perception of the ways to climb.



This's the friendly guy who works at Onsight.
He always sits at the counter.
Last time he ask me buy shoe.
Then I told him I don't know whether climbing will be my passion yet.
Hahaha but in the end I finally bought it.
Shiokah.

This the guy I saw at Onsight the other time.
He's like quite hardcore.
But compared to Mr Yam, he's like a noob? LOL

I MISSED THIS.

BECAUSE THAT DRAGON DOG WANT TO GO HOME EARLY.

Well today is a good day.

Just that I'm super tired now.

Like need to sleep right now.
Fast blog.

Woke up at 7.30.

Super tired.

Like 4 hours of sleep only.

So walked to bus stop.

Reached at around 8.20.

But then MJ and YS haven't reach.

So they reached at around 8.30+ then they boarded 88 first.

Then followed by me.

So went to Pasir Ris WATER VENTURE.

Damn excited for the climb.

Then in the end I suck la today.

But saw a lot of familiar faces.

TJ odac and VJ odac.

Got quite a number of XMS people.

Then saw Mr Yam and Mr Tay also.

Mr Yam super imba.

He did the 9998 route.

Okay seriously, today just climb climb climb.

Very demoralising because I off form.

Normally routes that MJ can do, I supposed to can do also.

But he did a lot more than me.

I did 13 routes he did 15.

And his routes harder.

Sian sia.

But I did quite a lot of green routes la.

Pink routes are for us I guess.

But when we are on form.

Today muscle super tensed.

Most probably is because of the pressure.

Wah got this 17 YO chio bu climb damn well.

Better than the 3 of us.

She like hardcore pro.

HER NAME IS LYNETTE KOH.

HEHEHEHE

Okay just saying la.

See her climb I feel like loser.

LOL.

After climbing, we left at around 4+.

Went to eat at IKEA.

Then slacked around.

Until 7.

Then went home.

Then I tried to do PW.

But super tired.

AIYA suck.

Today kinda suck "So much for today's quite a good day"

Going to train more.

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PMS

Seriously, just FUCK yesterday.

Super pissed off yesterday.

And I don't really know the reason.

Like mega mood swing.

MEGA.

It was okay in the morning.

Woke up and went for PW meeting.

We met at Bedok Interchange.

I was half an hour late.

Gideon was 50 minutes late.

Got competitor already.

So me, Sheana, Chai and Gideon took 32 towards Joo Chiat Road.

Went there to take pictures of us under the directory.

And then took pictures of bars and stuffs.

So that we can use in our OP slides.

^^

But seriously, that place really got a lot of bars.

So after taking pictures, Sheana had to leave first.

So Gideon, me and Chai decided to go eat bak kut teh.

We tried to take bus back to the starting point (Joo Chiat isn't very short)

But in the end the bus turned the other direction.

GG.

So we had to walk back.

Went to eat at Lau Hock Guan Kee Bak Kut Teh.

This is a picture from google.

Apparently, when the food come, we totally forgot to take pictures.

We just OMNOMNOMNOMNOM.

It was damn nice.

The soup ah, holy shit.

Can just sit there and drink soup whole day.

Shiokah.

So after eating, took bus to bedok library.

Slept there.

Cause I was starting to get very very tired (PMS #1)

Then later got security ask me wake up.

LOL damn pai seh.

So I went to read some books.

On some myth about the Mayan.

Then later Joaquin said he's coming already so the 3 of us went to meet him at bedok bus stop.

So we went to Macs to talk.

Talk talk talk then in the end after 1 hour decided to go home.

Finalised on what I should do when I reached home.

6~9 sleep.

9~12 PW

This is what I planned.

Shan't elaborate much but this is what happened.

6~7 dota.

7~9.30 sleep

9.30 want to start on PW but dad asks me to check whether can transfer contact to this phone.

9.30~10 kept trying to transfer sim card. Then change phone, change other sim card to check variable factor. I even unscrew my touch screen phone to see what happened.

10~12 keep doing and trying but in the end still cannot. THE SIM CARD SPOIL OR THE LG PC SUITE SPOIL.

12 decided to just copy all the contacts manually.

12~3 Transfer contacts.

So I slept at like freaking 3.30.

Thanks to my stupid phone.

And now I feel so guilty not doing PW.

Cause I'm going out to climb.

Zzzz.

Sian 1/2

Hope today will be a good day.

See you!

Chances

Missed your first chance?
Don't worry, there will be a second chance.
Missed your second chance?
You only have yourself to blame.

20000 views!

Thanks to everyone!
My blog page has reached 20000 views.
But of course I don't get any money.
Unless you're willing to give me like 2k?

Cause lovers dance when they're feeling in love.

Spotlight shining it's all about us.

I am so tired today.

But I guess I'd give a short post.

Woke up early in the morning.

Go school.

Played Fifa12 on Wilfred's iPhone.

Oh no I'm going to fall asleep.

Omg, given the state of mind now, I totally cannot remember anything that happened in school.

I should blog earlier next time.

After school, supposed to go show the dance to CGEB.

But I was late because I was caught up with PW.

Miss Liu say our PW group like very slow.

Shall work my hardest for PW.

So whatever result I get I will be feeling okay.

So as I was saying, I was supposed to show the dance to CGEB.

But I played basketball with Jia Ji, Yao Zhi and Chin Yue.

Wah they damn zai.

OMG I JUST FELL ASLEEP IN FRONT OF THE COMPUTER.

Okay er after playing basketball, went home and then bathed.

Played tetris awhile before meeting Rachek at Compass.

So dabao-ed food and then 159-ed to Sherine's house.

So went up and then Yong Sheng was there already.

Ate my food.

Play with bunny.

And broke table.

HAHAHA.

Everyone leaning one side of the table then the leg of the table gave way.

Hit until Sherine's leg.

Then that douche bag save her computer first instead of asking whether me and Yong Sheng is alright.

LOL.

OMG FELL ASLEEP AGAIN.

OKAY I SHALL GO SLEEP LA.

Need wake up at 9 tomorrow.

Q_Q

Good night world !

"Am I ugly?

Late post

This is going to be a short post because I'm going to school soon!

Yesterday was too tired to post.

So let's just briefly run through what happened yesterday.

GOT BACK PHYSICS.

60/100

Was so happy then I keep shouting in LT before the lecture start LOL.

So my grades are BECS

Lectures was boring ttm man.

Then later got PW OP preparation.

Then Chai and I keep singing.

Okay then after PW, went to LT4 for the leader's assessment thingy.

I assessed Siti and Leon.

Hahaha.

Then after that went to wushu there to practice on mass dance.

Need to perfect "Moves like Jagger" and "I wanna go"

Okay so I left early because I meeting Min Jian for climb.

Climb was damn good yesterday.

Got to know like a couple of climbers.

People with similar passion ^^

Climb until finger damn pain.

The forearm not so pain.

Hope by Climb on! my finger recover haha.

So I climbed from 7-10 today.

3 hours.

Not very pumped yet.

Hahahaha.

Improved already.

OKAY SHALL LEAVE HOUSE NOW.

See you guys!

Hope today will be a good day!

Little things

Sick of my life.

Really don't know who to trust.

Listening to this person telling me about that person.

And that person telling me about another person.

Then once the two persons come together, they act as if they are best brothers.

WTF?

Thought I have settled down.

But I guess I still need some time.

The best JC friends I've made I guess is the 11S103 guys.

Everyone's quite real.

But still, I still feel kinda segregated from them.

If I don't have my house comm position, I would have just spend everyday with them.

Ah fuck this.

Secondary school friends.

Best.

And after coming home from a tired day, I got scolded just because I withdrew money from my bank.

$20.

And I never even spend.

I withdraw cause I scared not enough.

Say what I must report to them if I want to withdraw.

Then their tone is not gentle, it's like just shout.

The tone make me sound like I stole things or raped people like that.

Wtf.

Everyday one sia.

Come home kpkb.

Then I raise my voice a bit to make my point then they say "Now you use what tone to talk to me?"

Then I don't want to quarrel already so I diam diam.

Then they still want to provoke me "Oie, I talking to you leh."

Please understand me.

It's not I don't want to be nice.

It's because I'm tired from life.

I need a break from all the fuzzy wuzzy things that's happening.

I want a home.

A shelter.

A shelter from the chaos.

Please give me that.

I will do my part as an obedient child.

Wub wub wub

Listening to Dubstep now.

Hahahaha.

Damn shiok.

#lifeafterpromos

K ANYWAY.

Today has been a rather okay day.

Was kinda disappointed for both of my results.

Chinese 53/100

Maths 45/80

Was expecting like 1 grade higher for both subject.

Sigh.

See la, joke around some more.

Hao lian say no need do tutorials and shit.

People have expectations la.

Doesn't mean I get higher than you means I shouldn't feel sad.

I expect higher but I didn't get that -> sad.

But to those who feel really very sad because what you get is far worst than your expectation, I guess you only have yourself to blame?

I blamed myself.

Of course.

For not putting enough effort.

Regrets will always be there.

But I don't think I really regretted.

Because I really take this promo period as a chilling out session.

Feels good.

Hahahaha.

What's done is done.

What's over is over.

The future is bright.

So just stop crying over spilled milk and SMILE!

Choreographing today was damn fun.

Got to monkey around with AHC.

Hahahahaha.

Wah my handstand improving.

Can hao lian to Michael.

Wait, I don't want talk to him.

Lalalala.

Okay well, after choreographing the mass dance, went to eat at this tai wan / hong kong store.

Not bad la the food.

First time see Wilfred with us.

Hahahaha.

Cool.

Okay.

Tomorrow getting back econs.

PRAY.

I calculated a D.

Please.

TYVM

Posts kinda short these few days.

But I guess it's because I really got nothing interesting to blog about.

Hahahaha.

Kinda monotone life now.

Either I'm

1. Waiting for things to happen.

2. Or going to make things happen.

Interesting.

Crap

My stomach is hurting like shit now.

Damn painful.

Okay it's 12am now because my watch's alarm just rang.

Wah damn pain.

Feel like crying.

PAINNNNNNNN

LIKE

SIAO.

Just now like crawl back home.

Sibei jia lat.

Hope it's just bloated stomach.

Today went for soccer.

Finally scored a goal after 3 weeks.

My stamina really deproved a lot.

Need to start running soon.

We played soccer until around 12?

Then went to eat at kopitiam.

Ate chicken rice set (shiok) + fishball soup (shiok x2)

Then after that went back home.

Bathed, tetris and then left towards fizzy's house.

Took 161.

Almost fell asleep.

Or rather, I fell asleep.

If I didn't wake up when I see the bus stop, I would have gone to woodlands.

Can go find li ting.

HAHAHA.

So went to chong yu's house to play game.

Dota, wc3 game and stuff.

Post promos period.

Shiokah.

So me, Chong Yu and Wai Heng played until like 11.40 then we left.

LOL.

Fun life.

Tsk tsk.

Hope exam results won't be too disappointing.

Miss you already 

Lead climb fail

Yesterday was really a WTF day.

Like practically all kinds of shit happen.

So let's see, met Yong Sheng on the train at around 12.15.

Then we went all the way to Farrer Park.

Then met Wai Heng there.

Went to eat LJS at city square.

Then after eating, went to climb asia.

On the way saw Chong Yu so the 4 of us went there.

Then after reaching there, went to buy my shoes.

Top Gun.

DAMN EXPENSIVE.

My heart-ached.

So after getting my shoes, Clement came with Sharon.

Then we all wanted to use Ngee Ann credits so we waited for Min Jian to come.

Then that Min Jian at Tampines wth.

Okay I'm going to faster blog finish cause my brother want to use.

So after we boulder awhile, we went to lead climb.

Ooo I finished the green route.

Actually it's quite easy.

Q_Q

Okay so AS WE ALL KNOW
.
.
.

so if we lead climb, we must come down.

But there's a couple of way you can come down.

1. Just belay down (with tight rope)

2. Climb down (if you're a wuss)
3. Fall metres down then belay down (if you got a strong heart or what they call balls of steel)

I tried my first lead climb on 5c+

I reached the top.

I was tired already.

So I wasn't thinking so much.

Then I shout down.

I falling already ah!

Then all of them shouted back FALL.

Who would have thought that they put so much slack in the rope.

I dropped half the wall down.

Around 5 panels.

Like free fall for 5~6m?

Then my heart thumped damn fast.

Because I'm someone who want to overcome fear, I went to try the lead climb afterwards at 6a route.

Apparently the front was quite easy.

It was the top that's difficult.

So at around 3/4 of my route, my hand's going to cramp any moment.

So I shouted "FALLING"

Then I can see Sebastian tightening the road.

LOL

I let go once I felt a jerk on my harness (meaning it's super tight already)

So I thought I was save and then I let go of both hands.

My leg got tangled with the rope and somehow (I still don't really know how) I flipped and did a somersault at 10m above the ground.

I WAS SHOCKED LIKE FUCK.

LIKE SERIOUSLY.

Because when I stare at my leg, the background was the sky.

But when I stare at by lifting my head, I saw shocked faces.

Everyone staring at me.

The first thought that came to my mind was "Save myself"

So I keep trying to struggle.

Struggle struggle then I FINALLY untangled myself.

Really what a close shave man.

Then ya da ya da.

Went to do PT using top rope.

Then went to eat steamboat at Farrer park without Sharon, Clement and Chong Yu.

The 5 of us bought beef from Cold Storage to bring up and cook.

LOL.

Okay then went home.

Then do PW.

Then talk to Sherine on the phone to tell her what happened today.

Then SLEPT.

I'm 45 minutes late for soccer already.

SEE YOU PEOPLE.

House Comm ....... IS BACK

Today is a rainy day.

And I love rainy days.

Rainy days just change the mood of a person.

To both extreme ends.

Either very happy and relax or on the other hard very depressed and stress.

Today, mine seemed to be on the positive extreme.

What made me so happy.

I don't know too.

Actually, I don't think it's the feeling of happiness.

I think it's more of the feeling of settling down.

I'm slowly settling down in MJC already.

It takes time but I kind of accepted the fact that JC people are different but doesn't mean they are bad.

So today went for PW meeting.

At 9am supposedly.

But I was late.

I reached at like 9.30.

But I was the second to reach.

Lucky.

LOL.

So after PW meeting went to library to slack.

Played tetris and stuff.

QWOP.

Some typing game too.

THEN IT WAS PW LECTURE.

SLEEP / PLAY/ NO LISTEN.

Super boring.

I hate PW la.

Suck sia.

Blah.

After PW lecture, went to outside gym awhile.

Supposed to follow Wilfred and Xin Horng go gym.

But in the end gym never open.

So went to find Val and Chai who were behind LT1.

Then after that went to dance studio.

Choreography for mass dance.

Jumped about at the dance studio.

Celestine who had stomach flu came.

To choreograph dance with Chai, Val and Theresa.

The rest, who are the guys (Wilfred, Wei Lun and Leon) tried to choreograph too.

GUYS JUST SUCK.

Or rather, we guys suck

LOL.

But in the end we came out with something la.

Around 4 sets of 8.

Hahahhaha.

So left earlier to go DTE to eat.

But went to white sands first.

Saw LF, Ying ting and Chin Yue at the top (the library there)

SO I AM VERY TIRED NOW.

Went to Just Acia to eat.

Really damn shiok.

Damn long never talk to these bunch of kids already.

So really happy.

OKAY TOO BAD I'M VERY TIRED.

SHALL GO SLEEP NOW

GOOD NIGHT!

Wow

WAH THIS CAR FREAKING NICE CAN.

Chrome Lamborghini.

Wahhh I want one.

Okay shall go bathe. Blog later!

ciaozsxz

Sleepy day

Today has been a very good day.

But from 7.30 am to 11.30 am or something I was just dead.

Like super duper tiring and then cannot sleep.

Oh no.

I am lazy to blog again.

But let's just talk about the sex talk today.

It was awesome man.

Really think a lot throughout the thing.

About future plans.

About marriage, relationship and stuffs.

Now then I realised how complicated things are.

And how different men and women really are.

It's a really enjoyable talk.

Wouldn't mind going for it again.

Hahahaha.

Okay on the side note, went to eat at Ikea with class today for lunch.

Then went to eat at Astons at Airport again for dinner as a class.

11S103 like becoming more and more bonded.

But that's the scary thing that we all have to face if any of us retain/drop class.

The fact that we're going to get separated.

Let's all promote as 4H2s man.

Shall go sleep already.

Sorry for the short post.

No mood to blog recently.

Not sad or what.

Just no feel hahahaha.

Good night!

End of Chalet

Today has been a long long day.

Surviving the fatigue since 7.30am.

Woke up at 7.30am having a hangover.

Got drunk last night.

Drank too much.

Played stupid game with Wilfred and Joaquin end up I lose.

Look at how drunk my face is.

They told me what I did yesterday and I totally can't remember.

Vivek said I walked into the guy's room and started punching alternatively.

Then every punch I will go "KUNG" "FU" "KUNG" "FU"

Wth man.

I don't even know.

Okay I'm going to make this short and fast.

Sorry.

I cannot take the fatigue any more.

So after booking out, went back to school for PW consultation.

Saw Wei Lun on the bus.

Hahaha.

Then went to school then everyone slept while waiting for Miss Liu to end talking to the previous group.

So wait wait wait wait damn long.

Wah Destin and I slept until got puddle of saliva on the table.

Hardcore.

So after the meeting, eat at e hub's Mr Chicken Rice.

Then went to Jubeat one round while the rest of the guys watching fish hunter.

After playing arcade, decided to leave.

Left with Gideon.

Wah he a lot of things to say.

Want sleep also cannot.

OKAY REALLY SHORT AND SWEET.

Reached home.

Slack.

Guitar.

Left.

Bus to Chomps.

Reached.

Ate with Sherine, Rachel, Yong Sheng, Min Jian, Chong Yu and Wai Heng.

After eating went the roof to play.

And slack.

K MY HEAD DOZING OFF ALR.

Then blah blah blah, 11pm.

All of us left.

Took bus.

315.

With Sherine.

Then we took to Nex, wanting to take 109.

Then in the end, no more 109.

Went to take 147.

Didn't send her home because I was too tired to.

So slept on the bus and then when I woke up, I was like "WHERE'S THAT SHERINE?"

Then I realised she left before me so I died.

I was at the interchange.

But luckily la hougang interchange near my house.

So I took a fast jog home.

Taking off my slipper is damn shiok.

Hahahaha.

Shall go sleep already.

Really damn tired.

GOOD NIGHT

Top of the world

 

Hello.
It's the end of promos and I'm at Aranda's country club now.
The time is currently 2:22am.
Really bored and started thinking.
It's been a very busy year for me.
The juggling between different commitments at different time.
It's finally over.
The relief I had when the teacher said "You are released" was something that haven't been felt for so long.
Vivek just came beside me and irritate me.
Can't blog with anyone beside me.
Okay back to topic.
The happiness was really indescribable.
But other than happiness, I feel something.
It's like this sense of emptiness.
Like having nothing to worry about.
Was thinking and reflecting over this year.
Things have been so complicated.
JC life.
So many things that I have to face.
So many obstacles.
But I've made through.
But I need to plan for next year.
I have to make every year better than the previous one.
Just a random thought over here.
Since I got nothing to do anyway.
Very bored.
Waiting for Wilfred to bring back the booze.
Then can drink all the troubles away.
Troubles after promos?
What are those troubles?
Okay, that PW LEADER asking me to go already.
Bye.
Good night folks.

P.S
Take the time you have now to reflect.

GG

Hope can pass maths.

Totally wasted the day sia.

Should have just gone home after paper.

From 8-10.30, physics paper.

11 to 12 eat.

12-1 slack and talk at canteen with Edbert, Kalinda, Yu Ling and Rebecca.

Studied from 1-5+ with Kalinda and Yu Ling.

"studied"

Did only like 8 maths question.

Screwed.

Ahhhh.

Hope it would be like physics.

Never study also not bad.

PLEASE PLEASE.

Less recurrence, less binomial theorems.

Let me finish the promos period happily.

Random fact of the day:

Kalinda speaks chinese perfectly.

+1 chinese speaker in MJC.

1. Yu Ling

2. Li Ying

3. Eugene

4. XMS PEOPLE (duh)

5. Kalinda

HAHAHA.

Please, no

My heart's acting weird.
I can't study properly.
Don't let this get into you please.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WAI HENG

Hey friends.

It's a good day today.

Literally just wasted my day away.

But oh well, life's good.

Woke up early in the morning at 9.15am like that.

Went to bathe, used the computer and then went to soccer.

Today soccer was another sucky day.

It's not about my spectacles, it's about my stamina.

Dropped like shit.

Then no mood to play also.

No goals scored again.

Damn sian.

But after that, went to eat at opposite school there with wh, zh, kelvin and branzann.

Ate duck rice.

Then Wai Heng was like "Must take a lot chilli. The oldest go take"

Then zh is the oldest so he went to take.

Then wh was like ZHUANG MAN MAN AH.

Then zh say okay.

Then he came back with 3 plates (the small plate to put sauce) of FREAKING FULL CHILLI.

Like dome-shaped.

LOLLL.

We all went WTH.

Really too hardcore.

Like really DOME SHAPE THE CHILLI.

Then just spam only.

Super disgusting.

It's like eating chilli with rice instead of rice with chilli.

Q_Q

Okay so after eating, went home.

Walked Kelvin home together with Wai Heng.
Then heng and I walked to 161 bus stop and then took 161 home.
2 stops only, no concession, like pain.
So after going home, bathed and then slack awhile.
Later dad offered to fetch me to zh's house so OKAY.
Helped zh revive his twitter.
Which he say no one follow him.
DUH.
No advert
HAHAHA.
So kinda watch him play dota, slack, sleep, study, sleep, slack, tetris and shit.
REALLY LIKE LEPAK.
LIKE SHIT.
Then just slack.
Like I never really study physics at all.
Scared sia.
Tomorrow on the bus MUST MUST MUST CHIONG.
Siao liao la.
Okay then after that, dota 1 round before leaving his house.
Went to Nex to eat.
Eat at Carl's.
Damn funny.
Wai Heng and Zhi Yang joined us.
Then super funny.
The 4 of us CHIONG-ED 1 cup of coke.
Finished in like 2 seconds.
Or 3.
LOL.
Then I chionged but then I cannot tahan cause damn funny.
Then I start to hold the coke in my mouth.
Then become more and more funny because coke starting to drip out from my mouth.
THEN LOL I just spit the whole thing on the tray.
Oh ya and we so hungry until we go take PEOPLE'S LEFTOVER FRIES AND EAT.
HAHAHAHAHAHA.
The most idiotic part.
WTF MAN.
Really qiong until cannot qiong.
So went to arcade.
Played bishibashi.
And 1 song of jubeat.
Hahahaha.
Went back to zh's house together but now with zhi yang and wai heng.
Then study awhile more.
Then slack.
AGAIN.
Until like 11.35 then we decided to leave.
Siao liao la.
LOL I REALLY DIE ALREADY.
The most slackiest day before paper.
DEAD.
But as long as I can make it,
I will...........