Nightmare

I remembered Valerie told me about her nightmare.

That her whole family died.

And she cried for hours before going back to sleep.

And I was like Valerie so easy cry.

So today, I woke up at 7.15 and I was crying like a baby.

I dreamt that Wai Heng passed away and it was so freaking real.

Everyone went to his facebook to write those solemn farewell words.

And I was reading through everyone's post.

All the 203 clique people cried.

Chong Yu posted on his facebook wall that he's probably the longest friend he ever knew.

Then reading all the messages, I just broke down.

Thinking that Wai Heng really isn't around anymore.

So I cried and cried.

Until I woke up.

And I continued crying.

Feeling that I didn't cherish him as much as I would if I know he was going to die.

I was really upset when I woke up.

But it finally dawned on me that I was actually dreaming.

But I was still sad so I decided to go back to sleep.

:(