Today,

is a day of joke.

I feel so fortunate to have awesome JC friends.

Who tell lame jokes everyday.

Anyway, looking back at past conversations may be quite a good thing to do.

To see what kind of a person you were, and what kind of person the other party was.

For me, I looked back.

Things were so damn different.

I really want to emphasize the word "DIFFERENT"

It kept changing.

Up and down, up and down.

It's no fun.

It's really tiring.

One thing bad about looking back is you will put yourself in that period of time.

When things were either going smoothly or things were going badly.

You can feel the pain or the happiness at that time.

And looking back, I realised I really had a lot to say to you the other time.

I literally just wrote like an essay for you.

It really shows how I keep things to myself.

No one would understand anyone fully.

It's just weird to see how you can totally not remember any things in the past.

While I just have all of them stuck in my mind.

It sucks man.

It's so unfair.

I really miss those times when we were so close.

And more importantly, I miss you right now.

You won't even see this freaking shit.