11

What fate do I have with 11 man.

I don't know how to feel now.

I'm sad, confused, guilty, remorseful.

Sad - because I got 11 points and it wasn't as expected.

Confused- because now I don't know whether I want to go JC or POLY.

Guilty- Because I looked down on people but wow, they did well.

Remorseful- For being complacent over my Sciences, not putting the best for the O levels, not placing VJC as my motivation, being distracted before the O level period.

It hurts when people say they are surprised that I get 11. Many have expected me to get better.

And yup, I expected myself to get better too. Now with this score, it's really difficult to choose between JC or POLY. Spent an hour + or so talking to my family. My brother compared the different kind of education with me. And it made me even more confused. Both have their pros and cons. Ahhhhhh! Shall spent more time thinking over it. Not really in the mood to blog today.

But a note to everyone.

Those who did well - congratulations

Those who didn't - it's just a phase of life. move on

Those who are not really affected by the results but instead affected by the choice of schools - EMO.