What?

Maybe it's time for some reflection.
Things have been moving so quickly.
There's just no time to think.
I'm really afraid.
That I'm actually just living in my own reality.
And maybe, just a snap somewhere would bring me back.
But by then, I wonder how's life going to be like.
I cannot imagine.
Maybe things won't always work out.
Maybe there's such thing called "The Impossible".
I just want to cherish what I have now.
And be happy.
I don't want to go back down again.
Back to the past where music and soccer sessions serve as temporary reliefs.
It's really scary to see how a person can change in a short period of time.
Let's just hope the one day of snap won't ever come.
For I'm not prepared at all.